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  1. GCS

    @Forever hopeful only young people hear that high frequency. Only my 30 years old friend could...

    @Forever hopeful only young people hear that high frequency. Only my 30 years old friend could hear it, my parents 45+ couldnt year it. My T frequency is ultra high, probably 17kHz
  2. GCS

    TIME TIME TIME.... I'm not joking. This almost KILLED ME. I went absolutely insane, but after a...

    TIME TIME TIME.... I'm not joking. This almost KILLED ME. I went absolutely insane, but after a year and a half, I feel 98% back to normal.
  3. GCS

    I remembered how I felt for a whole year, and that's why I came back to give an update. I felt...

    I remembered how I felt for a whole year, and that's why I came back to give an update. I felt uneasy, restless, and breathless every second
  4. GCS

    HI ALL! Long time no see. What helped me? Time... my mind and body naturally learned how to not...

    HI ALL! Long time no see. What helped me? Time... my mind and body naturally learned how to not give a shit and live.
  5. GCS

    Hello guys, no time long see. So the current status is that 5 days of the week I'm not bothered...

    Hello guys, no time long see. So the current status is that 5 days of the week I'm not bothered by T. I'm productive and mostly happy.
  6. GCS

    My tinnitus is exactly the same as in this video the background sound.Who has the same too...

    My tinnitus is exactly the same as in this video the background sound.Who has the same too? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RjuJk6vzpPI
  7. GCS

    Great video on Tinnitus from Rick Beato. As he said almost all musicians have tinnitus...

    Great video on Tinnitus from Rick Beato. As he said almost all musicians have tinnitus. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WdINYxLWGXs
  8. GCS

    Hello guys, I'm back after a long time. Just an update. I feel almost great. My life power and...

    Hello guys, I'm back after a long time. Just an update. I feel almost great. My life power and energy is coming back more and more...
  9. GCS

    I got that like a half year ago but never tried it out

    I got that like a half year ago but never tried it out
  10. GCS

    @Rockman escitaloprame

    @Rockman escitaloprame
  11. GCS

    Mentally T was not that bothersome but physically I felt stiff. I feel a bit better physically...

    Mentally T was not that bothersome but physically I felt stiff. I feel a bit better physically, feeling a lot looser.
  12. GCS

    Took anti depressant for the 1st time because of T and, I don't want to jinx it but finally, I...

    Took anti depressant for the 1st time because of T and, I don't want to jinx it but finally, I don't have that weight feeling on my chest
  13. GCS

    Well, I'm living with this. I still don't feel anywhere close as before, but I got more and more...

    Well, I'm living with this. I still don't feel anywhere close as before, but I got more and more used to the new norm.
  14. GCS

    In Loving Memory of Brian Jordan Pariente (Brian P)

    This hurts a lot, as a fairly new sufferer, I remember him very well. Poor guy was struggling a lot, because he was really vocal about his tinnitus. I hope he is in a better place now. RIP Brian.
  15. GCS

    Hello everybody, I'm back after 2 months. Sad to see Brian P pass away. I remember him very...

    Hello everybody, I'm back after 2 months. Sad to see Brian P pass away. I remember him very well, because he was always vocal about his T.
  16. GCS

    Though day today. Screamed and cried a bit...

    Though day today. Screamed and cried a bit...
  17. GCS

    It's not blasting, only let's say 85db for 5 mins.

    It's not blasting, only let's say 85db for 5 mins.
  18. GCS

    My ears are much more sensitive. If I ever want to listen loud to music in a car, after a song I...

    My ears are much more sensitive. If I ever want to listen loud to music in a car, after a song I get an uncomfortable feeling.
  19. GCS

    Sometimes is difficult as fuck, I know that quiet chilling is no more. But I can still jam to...

    Sometimes is difficult as fuck, I know that quiet chilling is no more. But I can still jam to music, and have a great time.
  20. GCS

    Fuck man... I read so many depressing shit here. I know I'm not as productive as before, but I...

    Fuck man... I read so many depressing shit here. I know I'm not as productive as before, but I can still live a sort of happy life.
  21. GCS

    I like your consistency, it's consistent as my tinnitus

    I like your consistency, it's consistent as my tinnitus
  22. GCS

    What the f just happened? I feel like shit the past 2 days. Unbelievable anxiety... why why why?

    What the f just happened? I feel like shit the past 2 days. Unbelievable anxiety... why why why?
  23. GCS

    Aaaahh... it's so shitty to use headphones now for regular use. Traps the T and I hear it even...

    Aaaahh... it's so shitty to use headphones now for regular use. Traps the T and I hear it even more. Maaan... I fucked up April 23rd 2021
  24. GCS

    You can't hear? Maaan, what happened?

    You can't hear? Maaan, what happened?
  25. GCS

    Hope next day will be better and I will be productive again

    Hope next day will be better and I will be productive again
  26. GCS

    I'm sad to announce that the good streak of days is over. It was good today too but I took a nap...

    I'm sad to announce that the good streak of days is over. It was good today too but I took a nap and I feel like shit after the nap.
  27. GCS

    But this shit is not finishing me, I'm stronger, much stronger!!! Great fucking day number 4 in...

    But this shit is not finishing me, I'm stronger, much stronger!!! Great fucking day number 4 in a row. LETS GOOO!!!
  28. GCS

    I was always a super active person, with great body. From 85kg I'm now 110kg. I was crying and...

    I was always a super active person, with great body. From 85kg I'm now 110kg. I was crying and depressed every day.
  29. GCS

    But I'm not finished. I will achieve my goals and have a great life which I already have even...

    But I'm not finished. I will achieve my goals and have a great life which I already have even with this fucking noise.
  30. GCS

    I was bullied terribly in school. Had back pain for 1 year so bad that I couldn't move at all...

    I was bullied terribly in school. Had back pain for 1 year so bad that I couldn't move at all and now this noise in my head.
  31. GCS

    FUCK YOU LIFE!!! YOU AIN'T FINISHING ME! I'm only 23 years old but I went through so much shit...

    FUCK YOU LIFE!!! YOU AIN'T FINISHING ME! I'm only 23 years old but I went through so much shit already.
  32. GCS

    I do hear it. 24/7. And it's so high that I cant even show people my T because they can't hear...

    I do hear it. 24/7. And it's so high that I cant even show people my T because they can't hear that high. But I don't associate this shit with panic anymore. I never cried and was depressed so much, than this last 8 months in my whole life (and I went through such a bad back pain that I couldn't...
  33. GCS

    I do have them, but man... I already know I'm in a tinnitus prison and already suffer, why do I...

    I do have them, but man... I already know I'm in a tinnitus prison and already suffer, why do I need to focus on that and fuck up the rest of my life... just not worth it.
  34. GCS

    There was never a time when we had silence. You always hear something. Heartbeat, blood flowing...

    There was never a time when we had silence. You always hear something. Heartbeat, blood flowing, breathing, blinking etc.
  35. GCS

    @Wrfortiscue yeah but real acceptance not forced one. Like my brain automatically said that...

    @Wrfortiscue yeah but real acceptance not forced one. Like my brain automatically said that enough of this shit.
  36. GCS

    Feeling good; day 3. A small annoyance 2 times today for a couple of minutes, but hey, I got...

    Feeling good; day 3. A small annoyance 2 times today for a couple of minutes, but hey, I got tired of feeling sad and shit, so I changed.
  37. GCS

    @Uklawyer hearing sounds and music without T is what I miss.

    @Uklawyer hearing sounds and music without T is what I miss.
  38. GCS

    I don't miss silence. In silence, I only got bored and sleepy. Always played music when silence...

    I don't miss silence. In silence, I only got bored and sleepy. Always played music when silence occurred. Not hearing T is what I miss.
  39. GCS

    guys, I feel good for some reason.

    guys, I feel good for some reason.
  40. GCS

    So I hear, smell, and see static. Taste and touch next. Maybe I will become an energy thing and...

    So I hear, smell, and see static. Taste and touch next. Maybe I will become an energy thing and control every electronic device.lol
  41. GCS

    Okay guys, I don't know if I'm starting to become an idiot, but sometimes I smell static. Like...

    Okay guys, I don't know if I'm starting to become an idiot, but sometimes I smell static. Like fresh cement getting poured. lol
  42. GCS

    Lol, when you look at the monitor and realize your visual snow is stronger, but then you look...

    Lol, when you look at the monitor and realize your visual snow is stronger, but then you look closer and it's just dust. Tinnitus >>> VS.
  43. GCS

    Just put a patch which helps with sore back. That shit burns like hell. Rather have T than...

    Just put a patch which helps with sore back. That shit burns like hell. Rather have T than burning pain from the patch 24/7.
  44. GCS

    Feeling good, today only once I had a bad period (when tired as shit), but now all good and...

    Feeling good, today only once I had a bad period (when tired as shit), but now all good and working to become a software engineer.
  45. GCS

    I don't feel that it's a joke but for sure we can't take it dead serious or we will go insane.

    I don't feel that it's a joke but for sure we can't take it dead serious or we will go insane.
  46. GCS

    Good day, feeling positive and productive (like before T). Maybe T is not the issue, just my...

    Good day, feeling positive and productive (like before T). Maybe T is not the issue, just my sometimes weak mentality. Stay strong guys
  47. GCS

    Guys, I think I will need a bit of assistance. I need antidepressant, to feel a bit more alive...

    Guys, I think I will need a bit of assistance. I need antidepressant, to feel a bit more alive and happy.
  48. GCS

    Visual snow is 1000 times less annoying than T.

    Visual snow is 1000 times less annoying than T.
  49. GCS

    Aaah.... fleeting T scared the shit out of me. Was loud as hell, but it took only 1 second

    Aaah.... fleeting T scared the shit out of me. Was loud as hell, but it took only 1 second
  50. GCS

    Sometimes out of frustration I blast 100db music for 1 second. I don't know why, I'm an idiot

    Sometimes out of frustration I blast 100db music for 1 second. I don't know why, I'm an idiot
  51. GCS

    Is here someone who is totally cool with T and has a great life and makes a lot of money?

    Is here someone who is totally cool with T and has a great life and makes a lot of money?
  52. GCS

    Why is loud cooler? Why is loud good for our depression, anger, mood, energy? Why? Why? Why?

    Why is loud cooler? Why is loud good for our depression, anger, mood, energy? Why? Why? Why?
  53. GCS

    @Stacken77 because success after hard work made me happy. I was happy that I'm a competent...

    @Stacken77 because success after hard work made me happy. I was happy that I'm a competent person, and it made sense for my existence. I was doing it because of myself and I miss it a lot
  54. GCS

    Guys, will I be successful even with T? I was working so hard to be a great programmer, but this...

    Guys, will I be successful even with T? I was working so hard to be a great programmer, but this T fucks up my relaxation and productivity.
  55. GCS

    Why do I have to have emotions? If I would had emotions I wouldn't have blasted music... stupid...

    Why do I have to have emotions? If I would had emotions I wouldn't have blasted music... stupid fucking me...
  56. GCS

    Stay strong guys.

    Stay strong guys.
  57. GCS

    Guys, I think I'm going off this forum and everything about T. I can't change it, so there is no...

    Guys, I think I'm going off this forum and everything about T. I can't change it, so there is no reason to waste time on it.
  58. GCS

    DJ at Young Age, and Now Got Tinnitus from Loud Music at a Party

    Enjoy the silence, you are unbelievably lucky that it went away. I'm 23 with 8 month long tinnitus and it's not improving at all.
  59. GCS

    I'm a big gym guy and I remembered in the car that song, which we blated when lifting. Sound...

    I'm a big gym guy and I remembered in the car that song, which we blated when lifting. Sound Rusherz - Beating of my heart. I blasted it
  60. GCS

    I completely remember how I got T. It was the last week of the lockdown in April. Next week they...

    I completely remember how I got T. It was the last week of the lockdown in April. Next week they would open restaurants and gyms 1/2