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  1. Gavs

    I'm Sorry, Everyone. I'm Not Weak and This Isn't Suicide, There Was No Other Way to Hear Silence.

    Hey Jemina, I have not been on this site for a couple of years. The people on here helped me get my shit together. I have pulsatile T in one ear and High frequency in another ear. I had a breakdown, depression, lost my fiance and friends 2 years ago when Tinitus joined the party. You will get...
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    Where are you from Bevknit47?

    Where are you from Bevknit47?
  3. Gavs

    Don't See the Point Anymore to Staying

    Hello, I feel the same as you i have hearing loss and tinituses in both ears. I loved movies music, I have back problems now. I loved gym and working out. I loved my life and now I'm different. My life has changed and gone from a person who had everything and now have nothing. Keep fighting...
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    Tinnitus Clinic Visit Tomorrow

    I have high frequency sensorineural hearing loss in both ears. I travelled back from India in Oct and I believe it was from The Flight. . It was noise induced the clinic stated.
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    Tinnitus Clinic Visit Tomorrow

    Thanks ladydi, My depression started because I got engaged but didn't want to let go of achieving American dream and the girl was not right but pressures. That lead me to high frequency hearing loss and tinituses in both ears. I tried meds but couldn't handle side effects. So it's cbt or...
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    Tinnitus Clinic Visit Tomorrow

    Carlos I've been depressed since last june. I tried meds but they make the tinituses louder so I'm stuck. I tried a few different ones
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    Tinnitus Clinic Visit Tomorrow

    Thanks Carlos, I don't want meds so going with cbt at the tinitus clinic in london. I pray that with the tinitus under control I can't start fighting depression and anxiety. I have pulsatile tinitus in left ear and high pitch buzzing in right ear.
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    Tinnitus Clinic Visit Tomorrow

    Hi I'm going to the tinitus clinic tomorrow and will be given 2 hearing aids for my high frequency hearing loss and tinituses in both ears. I will also get cbt. Do you think it will help? I'm struggling with depression and anxiety and can't cope
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    Can't Cope

    I have high frequency hearing loss in both ears
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    Can't Cope

    Thank you Daniel, Your words are encouraging. My life has changed and I realise that I can't change what's happened and need to look forward. I still have my parents and friends. I will in time accept that I will have to adapt to these conditions and try and enjoy life.
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    Can't Cope

    Glynis I will do therapy but I don't like the meds and last time they gave me prozac, I tried citalopram and clonazopram. I tried mirtazapine. I just had adverse reactions to all of them. I will continue with therapy and once this noise settled down or dissspear I will be happy.
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    Can't Cope

    Thanks Jason P. I appreciate your advice. I have to come to terms with my hearing loss and tinituses. I just wish the tinitus clinic in london don't take advantage of me. They are saying they will give me xino 70 and cbt tor 3k.
  13. Gavs

    Can't Cope

    Thank you Glynis I really feel like I'm not alone right now and will sleep in peace knowing there are those like yourself who understand.
  14. Gavs

    Can't Cope

    Thanks Glynis, I need to get strong since I've had depression snd anxiety since last june. I started but keep stopping meds since I'm scared of side effects. I am ready to fight and be positive but it's hard.
  15. Gavs

    Can't Cope

    None of my friends or family understand what I'm going through and I cry on a daily basis. I wish I could turn back the clock. I am not the strong confident good looking guy from last year and the hearing loss makes me feel even more vulnerable. I self destructed through depression and now I...
  16. Gavs

    Can't Cope

    I sleep early you get away from tinituses. I wake up and pray for night time to arrive so I can sleep and have peace. All day I ring psychics since I'm too depressed to talk to friends. I don't watch TV or listen to music because it's painful and reminds me of last year when life was good. I...
  17. Gavs

    Can't Cope

    Wearing hearing aids at 40 make me feel like I am being punished. I already have spine and macula issue with right eye. The last few years have made me feel like I can't cope anymore or enjoy life. Thanks Chetan!
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    Can't Cope

    Thank you Glynis, I stopped meds 2 wks ago. I went to ent and tinitus clinic in london. Had mri and have been diagnosed with asymmetric sensorineural high frequency hearing loss. I may need hearing aids and cbt. It's unbearable that I can't cope with anything or be sociable with friends and family
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    Can't Cope

    I got engaged then fell into depression. already had disc bulge in back. Was managing with work and gym. Once depression came wiped out back. Ended up on Meds overseas and on return journey had flu and now have high frequency hearing loss. Now have pulsatile in my left and high pitch buzzing in...