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  1. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Don't understand it. I just had two straight days where the H was gone. It was the first time in a long time I actually felt like myself and I thought I was getting better, only to wake up the next day right back to where I was...every little noise hurting my ears, including my own voice. It...
  2. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Curious, did you have any fullness in the ear with your H? Or any mild hearing loss?
  3. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Thanks Zorro. It's funny because the example you gave are exactly what I am feeling. It's simply amazing normal, relatively soft sounds can attack us so much with H. What's more amazing and scary is I have no idea why this is happening. No past trauma, no exposure to loud noises, no fluid or...
  4. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Thanks billie48. I have to say I read your posts a lot. For many reasons...1) I seem to be following a similar T and H path has you, and 2) your positive feedback is always a welcome site. Thanks for continuing to follow my thread and I hope in time to be writing the positive feelings you...
  5. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Thanks Lorritay, It's 2:20 in the morning here and I am wide awake trying not to move as it sets off my new form of T and H. I have read Billie48 success story often has it now seems to be similar to my current path. I just hope I can get to a point where he is in his life. I am now on...
  6. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Well this new hell contiunes. First developed T about 3 months ago now. It was a high pitch ringing in my right ear. Pretty missable as you can see from previous posts. However I was actually starting to get use to it. Being able to ignore it when I was out and about. Then a direct punch...
  7. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Hi Karen, No I haven't seen and acupuncturist yet. I was doing ok until today. Came down with a terrible case if hypercaucsis not sure why but it's been agony. Just moving around is unbearable. Can't take another day like this!
  8. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Thanks Andrew. It great to hear some positive feedback on our situation. I too have not had any antidepressants meds prescribed yet. Little nervous to get them to be honest, though it might be the best thing at this stage. Lorritay, don't be nervous about the MRI. I had just had one and...
  9. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Hi Lorritay, Well i am surviving. That's about all I can say now. Sleep has improved a bit so that's helped. No improvement in my T. My symptoms seems to get worst as the day goes on. In the morning it's pretty calm, not very noticeable. Then like clockwork it ramps up in the early...
  10. Bryanpen

    New and Struggling

    Lorritay, I am in the same situation as you. My T started about 6 weeks ago and it seems to vary in servity. Some days it's manageable and I think it's getting better, only to have it get worst again. Ever time that happens it feels like a huge wave of depression slams right into me. Just...
  11. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Thanks Zorro. Thanks to you and others on this site I have the support to get through this time. This gotta remember that moving forward!
  12. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Sorry Alue. I feel your pain. The waves panic seem ever ending. I really appreciate this forum but I don't think I'm quite ready to set aside the depression and fear for positive thoughts. Feel kinda weak, always thought I was stronger mentally, but this is nothing I ever could have...
  13. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    I too am clinging to hope that this will go away. In the meantime I am going to try some acupuncture/acupressure. Maybe that will help...if anything it should help reduce my anxiety. Right now it feels like I am walking on needles...do I go outside a run around with my kids with the fear the...
  14. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Thank Phil. I feel for you. Do you know the cause of your T? It's extremely difficult to have this on your mind every minute of the day. Even when I try to keep myself busy with a task it's still envading my thoughts. At this point it's hard to imagine being able to get used to this! While...
  15. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Thank you Karen.
  16. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    I am having problems when I am outside...a very high pitch noise in the back of my head. It's madding because I am outside playing with my kids trying to take my mind off it. Trying to keep busy and distract me for my T is not even an option! Feeling very depressed right now!
  17. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Thanks Heather. You are sure right about that. I feel so bad because my stress and anxiety is consuming me and not allowing me to enjoy my time with them. Gotta stay positive!
  18. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Thanks for all the responses. I could actually feel my stress and anxiety level decrease as I read them...just wish the ringing followed suit! I went back to gym last night (first time since the ringing started). It was nice to burn out a little stress. My T is off and on, though much more on...
  19. Bryanpen

    Scared and Panicked

    Hello all, My name is Bryan and I am 1 month into my tinnitus. Woke up one morning with fullness in my right ear and intense ringing. Since then the fullness has subsided but the riniging is still there pretty much 24/7 (though more problematic at certain times). Had a hearing test...