Search results for query: *

  1. Michellejean

    Ready to Give Up... Reactive Tinnitus Killing Me

    Can anyone offer me hope about reactive tinnitus? I've had it almost 10 months now and I’m exhausted. If it weren’t for my daughter I’d be dead now.
  2. Michellejean

    When Did Your Anxiety and Panic Attacks Stop?

    Even on Ativan I have severe panic attacks. When did your panic attacks subside? Having a huge set back. At 5 months in was finally off the Ativan. Huge setback with grommets. Now I am sick all day long with worry. Fear. Depression. Concerns. Afraid the tinnitus will kill me.
  3. Michellejean

    Did Antidepressants Help You to Habituate?

    I think my problem is that I have incredibly terrible anxiety and depression and can’t relax ever to get used to my tinnitus. Please keep this post positive and a safe space for those of us in a fragile state of mind right now.
  4. Michellejean

    Worried I’ll Never Get Better... Help?

    Can people who have habituated or gotten better at managing their tinnitus offer advice? Struggling at 9 months in.
  5. Michellejean

    Poll: How Long After Onset Did Your LOUD Tinnitus Take to Fade?

    As the title states, I’m curious about how long it took for people with LOUD tinnitus after onset to experience a lessening or even complete reduction in their tinnitus. Please leave a comment along with your poll vote.
  6. Michellejean

    Making My Plan for Habituation Today!

    Back in the States! Called ENT to refer me to a tinnitus and hyperacusis specialist in Boston. Called a therapist who specializes in CBT for tinnitus, at least that's what my ENT said. Plan to, upon recommendation of tinnitus specialist, begin TRT. My ENT thinks I have hyperacusis even though...
  7. Michellejean

    So Much Flying in Past 2 Days! Ears on Fire! :-(

    Wore noise canceling headphones for my flight home. No music on them of course. Don’t have anything else for ear protection. My ears are so loud. It sounds literally like a radio is playing static in my whole head on top of my three regular tinnitus tones. Feeling so lucky I should go buy a...
  8. Michellejean

    2 Weeks in 20-30 dB Environment with Moderate Tinnitus Caused by a Spike

    I’ve had tinnitus now for 6 months. It took me 4 months to be able to be in a silent environment. In silence my tinnitus sounded like a 2/10 with a lot of head noise and pure tones. 30 dB, speech, tv on low, refrigerator turning on could mask it easily, however when it was masked I’d have a...
  9. Michellejean

    Worst Two Weeks of Tinnitus I’ve Ever Had, but...

    ...I didn’t stop working due to the anxiety. I didn’t stop making dinner for my daughter. I didn’t stop playing with my daughter or neglect the needs of my family. I had more sex than I have ever before the past month (which I’ve yet to understand). Hilariously the past two weeks have been my...
  10. Michellejean

    Has Anyone Had Ultra High Frequency Tinnitus Soften or Change?

    Curious if anyone’s had piercing sharp high pitched tinnitus fade into a lesser evil? My tinnitus in right ear is so ultra high pitched I can hear it over everything. Will this ever fade or tone down a bit?
  11. Michellejean

    My Tinnitus Sound Changed Completely. I’m Freaking Out.

    Since having grommets put in my ears my tinnitus has changed 100% and I’m so worried because these new sounds are ultra high pitch. It sounds like ultra high pitched robotic crickets are in my ear. I woke up this morning and could hear it so loudly over air conditioner and a white noise...
  12. Michellejean

    Had Grommets Inserted: Terrible Spike, Need Help and Advice

    Hey everyone, I had grommets inserted into my ear drums on Tuesday and I’m now realizing I am having a terrible spike. I don’t even know if it’s a spike or brand new tinnitus. My left ear is doing fine, no problems but a little bit of pulsatile tinnitus. My right ear is so loud I can hear it...
  13. Michellejean

    4.5 Months (Will Update)

    Can hear (slightly) tinnitus at 30 dB and under (at camp/chirping birds/whir of lake noise 7-10 am) moderately quiet. In left ear is a low hum (first sound ever acquired, along with what sounds like my blood rushing through veins when I sit or stand, this sound buzzes or vibrates my whole head...
  14. Michellejean

    It’s Time

    Thank you to everyone on Tinnitus Talk who has supported me, encourage me, scared me, and reminded why life is not something to be given up on. I must take a break from Tinnitus Talk as I think it’s actually not helping me cope or habituate. I think it feeds into my obsessive nature and I feel...
  15. Michellejean

    Would You Rather...?

    Would you rather have AIDS or tinnitus? Would you rather have both your legs cut off or have tinnitus? Would you rather be blind or have tinnitus? Would you rather be completely deaf or have tinnitus? Would you rather be in prison for the rest of your life or be free with tinnitus? Would you...
  16. Michellejean

    Q: Why Do Some Members Who Said Their Tinnitus Went Away Not Post Success Stories?

    I’ve found a lot of threads with members (at least 10) saying their tinnitus went away but they never posted it in the success stories. Why is that?
  17. Michellejean

    48 Hours with No Benzos

    So today, as of 9 am I have gone 48 (really 50) hours with no benzos after tapering down to .125 mg. The past 2 days I have felt anxious, nauseous,worried, tired, frantic, headaches, not interested in food, tremors and shakiness (is this common). I read it takes 4 days of detox to get the full...
  18. Michellejean

    Did Anyone Have Electric Reactive Tinnitus Go Away?

    That’s it. Just the question. Did your reactive electric tinnitus subside?
  19. Michellejean

    In Silence My Tinnitus Is 2/10, Around Noise It’s a 10/10. Help?

    I have been having a really hard week. I am not always good at replying to people’s encouraging words here. Or in my own life. Maybe it’s because I feel depressed and withdrawn but I want to start this post saying thank you to everyone here. I am down to .12 mg Ativan a day from 2mg a day which...
  20. Michellejean

    Stephanie’s Noise Induced Tinnitus Went Away Completely After 2 Years!

    Hey all, my friend Stephanie told me her tinnitus which was noise induced went away after 2 years. She said she got it from using power tools for woodworking or something like that with no ear protection and often. She said she couldn’t hear well and had to ask people “what?” a lot. She said...
  21. Michellejean

    Decided to Get Ear Tubes in Left Ear

    On July 24 I will get a tube in my left ear to drain the fluid that has been in there for 4 months now. My left ear has negative pressure, pain, fluid, and fullness. I am hoping the surgery helps. I am REALLY hoping it helps. I have what must be 7 different tones that I hear. I can’t quite...
  22. Michellejean

    I Don’t Buy Hearing Loss Equals Tinnitus

    I just don’t believe this. I actually don’t believe that ANYONE in the medical community fully understands tinnitus. It’s neurological, no it’s somatic, no it’s due to hearing loss, no it’s nerve damage, no it’s tight muscles. This is the most ridiculous thing I’ve ever experienced. I don’t...
  23. Michellejean

    Me Ears Hurt So Badly All the Time! Help!

    And my neck and it feels like my throat too. I have popping in my ears constantly. Is the pain from pressure? So sad it hurts so much. I could cope with tinnitus so much better if it didn’t hurt so badly.
  24. Michellejean

    What Will My Doctor Find from CT Scan?

    I’ve had excruciating ear pain, jaw pain, head pressure, sinus pressure, weird clicks in my head like a muscle contracting, it’s almost like a little animal is in my head, neck and sinuses, as that’s where all the clicking or muscle contractions are felt (hears as clicks). Post nasal drip...
  25. Michellejean

    How Many of You Got Tinnitus from Ear Infection/Virus?

    I want to hear from all the people who got tinnitus after getting sick. How did it start? What was your diagnosis? What are the characteristics of your tinnitus? Have you seen improvements? Has it gotten worse? What is your timeline (how long have you had it)? Miscellaneous things like do you...
  26. Michellejean

    Can Anyone Explain Reactive Tinnitus?

    I don’t think I have reactive tinnitus but I also don’t know what it is so maybe I do? Could you guys help me with this?
  27. Michellejean

    Does Anyone Else Have Chronic Popping Ears?

    My right ear pops all the time and I was just curious if anyone else experienced this and if it ever goes away. Been reading a lot online and of course everyone online is saying they’ve had it for 10+ years and they're miserable and blah blah. This was on another forum. How about you guys and...
  28. Michellejean

    Left Ear with Negative Pressure Is Making Super Faint Popping Sound!

    Is it a good sign that my left ear with the fluid and ETD with negative pressure is making super mild popping sounds when I swallow? I almost feel like it’s just sucking up more fluid into my ear when it pops cause my ear feels wet now... But for a good few weeks it wouldn’t pop at all! So this...
  29. Michellejean

    ENT Wants to Put Tubes in My Eardrums — Positive or Negative Experiences to Share?

    So today is my three month tinnitus anniversary, well really yesterday. Went to ENT today and she said I still have fluid in my left ear and my eustachian tubes are a mess and after three months my ENT (who thinks I have inflamed ETs and ETD) wants to put tubes in my ear drums to drain the fluid...
  30. Michellejean

    Sudden Clicking Sounds? Confirmed Fluid and ETD

    Hey guys I’ve had ETD in my left ear and fluid for past three months. This has come with ringing, clogged feeling in ear, pain, and now a new thing just happened! After having an okay day with the left ear I was reading a book to my daughter and I noticed my ear felt wet and clicking sounds...
  31. Michellejean

    So Sad — Blaming Myself for Backslide — Tinnitus Worse After Going Swimming in a Pool

    Hey guys! Last two weeks I was doing so well! Tinnitus was 80% gone in my right ear and 70% in my left ear. I had made so much progress and that wretched hissing sizzling sound was finally gone! Then I went swimming in a pool at the YMCA with my daughter and all the progress I had made has...
  32. Michellejean

    Barely Heard Tinnitus All Day Then BAM

    What the fuck! Today was the first day I didn’t hear my tinnitus while driving in the car. I was shocked! It lasted from 8am - 3 pm when I decided to go swimming with my daughter. The pool was so loud... now my ears are blasting and pissed and hate me. Was it the noise that did it or the...
  33. Michellejean

    James Made a Full Recovery

    Funny story. My friend James got an ear infection/ virus in January (a month before my tinnitus began from an infection). He said he had profound hearing loss from fluid build up and ringing in both ears from hell!! He said he could hear all over head sounds, buzzing, static, pure tones like...
  34. Michellejean

    Could This Be a Sign I’ll Make a Full Recovery?

    Hey my Tinnitus friends. I have a few questions and I wondered if anyone here had any (positive) input... My tinnitus started March 1st (technically) in my left ear after a nasty ear infection and sinus virus. A week or 2 later it was in my right ear. Week one with BOTH ears ringing it was...
  35. Michellejean

    Does Anyone Else Feel Their Head Buzzing? Or Have Hissing Static That Feels Like It’s Behind the Ear

    Hey everyone! Looking for anyone who might also have a hissing kind of squeaky wheel sound with their tinnitus. I have puretones in both ears but also a fluctuating sound of hissing like air coming out of a tire that is choppy, like pouring sand onto a glass table, hearing each grain tap...