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I’ve come to realise - through my speaker and phone batteries dying on me at 3 am - that masking particularly at night - 100% aggravates and inflames my tinnitus which is already severe all the time. But no masking is nigh on impossible as the noise is f***ing awful and I can’t bear silence...

So today I went for an ENT meeting as part of my insurance claim and was fully expecting the usual bullshit. Boy was I wrong! I half suspected this guy was an avid reader of my own posts. Straight off the bat he welcomed me in to the room with, ‘tinnitus the unseen killer.’ He then went on to...

Lost it tonight. Mentally the pressure of living with a constant scream pushed me right to the brink. I couldn't take anymore. Things are supposed to get better and yet 8 months in and I’m getting worse. The police found me and now I’m here sleeping on a plastic bed in a mental ward. Never in...

I made a slightly dark joke whilst drunk that was removed for being inappropriate. It basically touted inflicting simulated tinnitus on depressives as a cure. A glimpse in to true permanent suffering to effectively rid one of a curable malaise of the spirit. A grass is greener effect. I do think...

As I edge ever closer to the end of the road I've come to the conclusion that I will not be committing suicide. This just is not the truth of of what's happening here. I loved my life. I had so much to live for. But tinnitus has systematically taken away my enjoyment of all the things I loved...

Hi all, Been lurking for over 6 months and strongly debating whether or not to post my story as a part of me didn't want to be an online 'scare monger'. Be warned however that my story is not for the faint of heart so please stop reading if you're anxious. However if people like me hide our...