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Changing jobs, changing city, stress skyrocketing and louder t as a welcome gift. Still some days is up and some days down, but spikes suck.

Oh come on! Sadly, I'm back after a bad setback, but I consider myself lucky to be here at this point, where some at least promising results are being published. I must say that I was following closely the AM-101 and Autifony trials few years ago and that was extremely disappointing, in fact I...

Hi, I'm not very active on the forums now but this is a good initiative. Thanks @Designer55 for setting up this.

Hi, last winter I had a severe depression too. I don't know if mine was like yours, but I was feeling suicidal due to various factors, namely tinnitus, amplified by a hard clonazepam withdrawal that left me in a very bad place. Went to a psychiatrist who gave me sertraline, I started at 25...

@Natalie Roberts hi, I've been reading your posts and your t is very similar to mine. It cycles a lot, but if you can get to a point where your mood is not depressive or anxious, the cycles will lessen a lot, it happened to me once... entire weeks with few spikes and a reasonably good mood. My...

I appreciate your post @Fungus . As said, I was somewhat habituated while on benzos and zoloft, but then I decided that it was time to finish those drugs. Benzo wd is tough, to the point that my t is more bothersome and now i am just depressed. I'll ask a therapist about this. Dont really...

Rock bottom. Zoloft or death. Wish me luck.

I'm starting to become a burden to my family... this is far worse than t and all the suffering

Ad's are ok-ish, but benzos... Kindling and second withdrawal is not on my plans for now. Thanks for answering, undecided.

I'm working, but now on a break (3 weeks plus christmas). Mild to moderate t, but deeply depressed, I'm afraid I won't be able to work again, I can't just now. I'm scared beyond belief and crying daily for the past month. Don't wanna to stop working, but I don't know what will happen. I see...

Answering again, nothing better to do. So the depression is kicking hard, I don't know what's wrong with me. Either it comes from the dark autumn in the north countries, or because of the benzodiazepine withdrawal, or whatever. The fact is that on monday I'm seeing a psychiatrist, a renowned...

Hi folks, I wonder if someone could give me some advice about this. I'm on the last stages of a clonazepam withdrawal (1/20 of the original dose, 0.025 mg, planning to jump in 3 weeks) and have noticed a noticeable increase in anxiety, spikes and a moderate depression. Going through the day is...

I need to write something, so sorry for upping this thread. Right now I'm at my lowest, if you follow my "nice" updates you'll know that after the onset, the worst days of my life, if not nowadays, I had a series of panic attacks that were "efficiently" resolved with sertraline and clonazepam...

I'd like to be strong enough to end it all

kind of desperate now, this is not life at all

Hi Natalie, first of all I'm not a doctor and this is just a personal opinion. Most probably the hearing loss was there way before your tinnitus started, and it's only in one ear. So, don't you think that it could be related to your pregnancy? Try to take it easy, if you are too distressed...

Today is slightly louder on my left ear, wtf is this shit? Why this f* t keeps changing daily?

Hi there! ranting again! tired of this endless shit! After few good days, bad days strike again. Damned benzos and stress and stuff.

Thanks for your support. I know that withdrawal can be a bitch, I'm going through tough times lately, depression is kicking hard but at least I have got over insomnia, it was an absolute pain. And my t is absolutely affected by anxiety, I can be somewhere with a 5-6 tone in my ears, go back...

Probably it should be better to make an appointment with a neurologist, I doubt that an (useless) ENT will prescribe an anti-epileptic drug. You should also read the thread and write down some papers that are mentioned about its mechanism of action and uses, it's not the same to go with a...

Hi guys, again. I'm sorry because I post a lot, and my case is a joke compared with the people with actual severe T and H that post here, so I feel somewhat like a little girl ranting. But the fact is that in the last three weeks I've developed a moderate to severe depression, according to a...

Three weeks are enough to consider a cold turkey stop. You are risking t worsening and other unpleasant side effects, but you could probably feel nothing at all, it's highly dependent on the individual. If you plan to stop xanax it would be advisable to stop it slowly, I guess you already know...

It is listed as ototoxic. This doesn't mean that will for sure hurt your hearing. If you go to benzo withdrawal forums, you'll see that a fraction of people who is withdrawing gets t as a result, or even a bit of hearing loss. IIRC, RaZaH lost part of his high frequency hearing and got t, but...

Feeling down again, hopeless. I see no exit to this endless suffering, and lack of light doesn't help.

It is listed as ototoxic, but it looks like the most dangerous aspect of this drug is quitting cold turkey, it will probably give you hearing loss and t.

@Inge I wish my T was from withdrawal, because there are very good chances to go away, like you, but mine is idiopathic (stress? ear infection? accumulative hearing damage?), I'm in my third year and no signs of it going away, so I only can hope for habituation (hopefully, the volume is low to...

Indeed, but I have experienced some sort of "habituation" not so long ago, when I was able to sit in my laptop, read, write, think... while the hissing was still annoying me, but not as much as now. Withdrawing is hell, is completely fucking up my poor OCD-obsessive-anxious and depressive...

Ok, so here I am again, I'm a bit annoying, I know. You can just ignore this post. The fact is that, it's possible to "dehabituate" while withdrawing? Any tought? I can't stand the noise today, but I was able to live a normal life few months ago, when the withdrawal symptoms were inexistent...

As every single f***ing day, here I am ranting. Want to end this all, but I can't. God help me please.

Ok, so I'm really trying to apply this method, but no luck for now. It has been a week. I keep checking mine 20-30 times a day, becoming desperate, crying, wanting to kill myself, thinking on ways to kill myself, thinking on how lucky other people is, on how happy other people is, even my...

Back to square zero. I can't believe this is due to withdrawal, I don't buy it, no way, feeling worse every single day.

Hi, I am very lost and would need some advice. Hopefully from people who has gone through withdrawal too. After getting my lovely t back in 2013, I was immediately put on rivotril (klonopin) 1.5 mg day, but I felt that this dose was too high and reduced to 0.5 mg in less than a month, this...

I bet this is, again, for acute phase, the press release says nothing about chronic t, and mentions specifically acute inner ear t. But I know nothing.

The solution is not here, and I keep coming here for a solution. Get over it, damnit!!!!!

Happy for you, Kathi. I was in the same situation some months ago but had a setback, probably due to the increased anxiety of the withdrawal of clonazepam. I really hope to get where I was and where you are now. Enjoy your new life.

Giant setback, this is neverending. And I keep coming here and this is bad for me.

Hi Tyler, first of all try to calm down, anxiety and stress are your worst enemy, seriously. It the ringing is faint you're kind of lucky, because you will be able to forget about it even during the night. You feel bad due to your emotional stress, not due to your ringing. You haven't had any...

I said this before, but if we were one year ahead of a perfect cure, I would habituate immediately. I was "kind of" habituated when the autifony hype was going on, and "dehabituated" after the bluff. It's sad, but it's my perspective. What annoys me mostly is the lack of solutions to this...

Don't bother looking up the autifony affair. It was basically a "promise drug" that failed miserably and people complained about, there is a huge thread in the research news subforum, but again, it will only harm you, really. Stay away from forums. I am also a (very) pessimistic person with...