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    the thing is i'm basically mental because i'm a societal reject, i initially got T because one time i lost it in public and turn slip knot up on full blast on my ear phones walking all the way home. i have some obnoxious loud neighbours that call my ugly and say they hate me all the time and it...
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    Really Scared

    i can tell that my T is catastrophic, fluctuates and sometime feels like a freight train in my head, i think my life is over because it's unbearable and incapacitating, would the hospital put me in a coma?
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    Really Scared

    I realise my T severity has gone from from slight to catastrophic, and I have developed hyperacusis as well. Just typing on the keyboard kind of hurts my ears :( sucks that your wife left you barnacle, i'm too ugly for a wife haha.
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    Really Scared

    my tinnitus is has become very severe and i just can't cope, im drinking heavily and constantly thinking of suicide, i dont know what to do.
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    Really Scared

    I have to say I've had a pretty hard life with some serious problems - i'm considered ugly by society and have been rejected all my life, I have a curvature of the spine that causes chronic pain and severe depression, but severe tinnitus takes the cake!
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    Really Scared

    ive noticed my tinnitus goes through several phases which is quite scary.. i have a more or less constant hiss and screech in both ears i would describe as loud, and then i have this kind of shrill that comes on that i would describe as off the charts and causes my body to tremble, i think this...
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    Really Scared

    irene and ed thx for encouragement, it means a lot, well i'm still here for now and am going to hospital a&e tonight to ask for some help and sleeping tablets. billie, i'm very much anxiety and panic prone too so i'm going through hell basically. i'm trying pc speakers for masking like you...
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    Really Scared

    guys my tinnitus is really bad like i have loud roaring buzzing and screeching almost constant and lying down is unbearable, i tried hanging myself but i dont seem to have the guts. i'm thinking of going to the hospital and ask to be put in a coma :(
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    Really Scared

    thanks for reply billie, i read your post on recovery and it is inspiring. i can try masking but honestly my T has become so loud and intrusive it is difficult, is headphones ok to use? one thing i find helps is to stand near fridge when motor is running, but obviously i can;t do this all the...
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    Really Scared

    Hi, i'm a 41 year old male and ive had mild noise induced tinnitus for a number of years that i habituated to and barely noticed, but recently i have not been kind to my ears with listening to music up loud on headphones and a mouse snap trap going off with me nearby. Now my tinnitus has become...