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  1. TLion

    Suicidal

    I’m so desperate. Who can relate in waiting the bad days out till you are allowed to sleep to have a better day? My pattern is pretty much on/off so I’m only living on 50%. The bad days I’m in bed 99%. Is anyone else like this?
  2. TLion

    Hi @brixenbrixen, I am in Münster, NRW.

    Hi @brixenbrixen, I am in Münster, NRW.
  3. TLion

    Suicidal

    Is it possible that Mirtazapine quietens the tinnitus a bit? And if yes would this be constant while on the drug? Today it seemed a little quieter for me but my ears went a little haywire. That’s why I asked about serotonin.
  4. TLion

    Suicidal

    I did make an account and will see what they say. The problem is that I’m still on Paxil. They now gave me Mirtazapine 30 mg to stabilize my mood and to start tapering the Paxil. But it needs time to kick in. And it also raises Serotonin. Could that again worsen it for me, although Mirtazapine...
  5. TLion

    Tinnitus from Antidepressant (Fluoxetine) — Seeking Advice

    I can in so many ways relate (nerve pain, ear pressure, clicking, highly sensitive nervous system, not feeling like normal tinnitus/hyperacusis). As you know, my symptoms came from tapering Paxil and reinstating it. How are you now? Did some symptoms subside?
  6. TLion

    Suicidal

    If the SSRI-induced worsening really is reversible, I’d be tapering right now. But for me so much hope is gone because I have already taken it for 4 months and I cannot believe coming off will be of any help after all this. What do you think?
  7. TLion

    Suicidal

    I’m sure that it caused it but am 4 months in. And in addition to this I still have symptoms from the first withdrawing in 08/2022. I don’t feel like my brain is in homeostasis so another withdrawal could be dangerous. What do you think?
  8. TLion

    Suicidal

    I’m currently at a psych ward. They want to help me taper it down but it takes time. It’s one of the most difficult to come off SSRIs (Paxil). So just stopping it doesn’t work. I already tried to taper but couldn’t stand the worsening. I feel trapped.
  9. TLion

    Suicidal

    Hello, I’m a 42-year-old man with family (wife, 4 kids) and I experienced a worsening of my pre-existing tinnitus from an SSRI 4 months ago. It’s gotten gradually worse and I cannot cope any more. I’m still on the SSRI because I’m afraid to taper off which made my tinnitus louder the last time...
  10. TLion

    Hi from Germany to you!

    Hi from Germany to you!
  11. TLion

    How to Habituate to Tinnitus

    I’m currently 4 months in and am aware of my tinnitus 24/7. I just can’t let it go. It’s a screech and it’s reactive.
  12. TLion

    How to Habituate to Tinnitus

    Hi Dave, i am an avid musician playing in 3 bands with my electric guitar. Four months ago I experienced a worsening of pre-existing tinnitus and since then nothing has been the same. I had to quit all music and barely make it through the day. Your post gives me hope. I have 4 little kids to...
  13. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    Not sure how... Some days are manageable, but others are brutal. I hope to get a grip soon.
  14. TLion

    After Getting Tinnitus, My Outlook on Life Has Changed — Does Anyone Else Feel Like "Withdrawing"?

    My ears still hurt from yesterday. I won’t leave the bedroom today and my family won’t understand. The cinema was testing grounds. I slept 10 hours with the Xanax and don’t feel better. I feel like life isn’t possible like this.
  15. TLion

    After Getting Tinnitus, My Outlook on Life Has Changed — Does Anyone Else Feel Like "Withdrawing"?

    I have a family, 4 little kids, and for the past 4 months I’ve been withdrawing from life. I went to the cinema with them today, I couldn’t stand the noise, even with earplugs. After the cinema I’m alone in my room and took a Xanax because the tinnitus is so loud. It’s not just withdrawing, it’s...
  16. TLion

    Hi, did your tinnitus subside or somehow improve? Greetings

    Hi, did your tinnitus subside or somehow improve? Greetings
  17. TLion

    Mechanisms of Antidepressant-Induced Tinnitus

    That would be of my interest too. And do I understand correctly that the Dr. Susan Shore device should target the SSRI induced misfire in the DCN? My tinnitus is so much worsened by an SSRI (Paxil) that I can’t cope any more. Is this nerve damage? Would stem cells help? What could I do to help...
  18. TLion

    Back to Silence

    Thanks. I was asking especially in regards to the hearing distortions.
  19. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    Xanax helps reduce the volume a bit. But as I said, I’ve taken 0.5 mg of it every 3-4 days since 3.5 months. There wasn’t a week without it. And I’m also on Zopiclone since 2 weeks which also works on GABA receptors. I really hope I haven’t developed a dependency. I do interact with others but...
  20. TLion

    Back to Silence

    Hi there, My tone is so high pitched that I hear sound distortions all the time. So when I try to distract myself with music, podcast etc., I hear the „ssss“ with every sound. How can I use the Back to Silence method to overcome my tinnitus? I’d really love to move on and get on with life...
  21. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    I slept 6.5 hours with Zopiclone 7.5 mg. Not too bad. But tinnitus is loud nevertheless. Coping is really difficult with these loudness levels.
  22. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    My tinnitus is so incredibly high pitched I cannot believe it. It’s like a leaking gas tank on my right ear. It really wears me down. I had to go back on the Pipamperone because I wasn’t feeling well and tinnitus got louder. I have to leave the Psych Ward on Monday because the station I’m on...
  23. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    I’m on Ambien since 10 days. I don’t want to get addicted. I couldn’t take it in addition to all the other stuff. But I guess I’ll go with the Ambien tonight and pass on the Promethazine. Anything else I could take for the night that is not Xanax or Ambien? I’m thinking long term. I’m hesitant...
  24. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    I cut down the Pipamperone last night and feel so much better mentally but my ears are screaming wild. It might have been the Promethazine, I’m not sure. I don’t know if I should take it this night. Or just go with Ambien.
  25. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    Thanks for your answer. I’m on Xanax on and off every 3-4 days since 3 months. So the doctors here don’t want to give me high doses of another benzo but to get me down from Xanax. I’m very anxious that I’m already dependent on Xanax because I’ve never been a week without it since 3 months...
  26. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    I now read that Promethazine has also the potential of worsening tinnitus which could explain why my tinnitus is through the roof today. Did I mess up again?
  27. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    Since last night I’m now on Atosil (Promethazine) instead of Pipamperone. Sleep was great but the tinnitus is loud.
  28. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    I’m also taking Xanax every 3-4 days (today 1 mg) but it doesn’t seem to help. On the good days I try to be distracted. But on the bad days I can’t do anything but lie in bed with crickets masking. How loud is your tinnitus? Mine is moderate, but it can be severe and intrusive, cutting...
  29. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    I’m on Dipiperon (Pipamperone) for the night, Ambien (Zolpidem) for a week or so, and Paroxetine 10 mg. I usually have 2-3 days that are manageable, followed by a day when I can’t do anything but stay in bed because the ringing is so intrusive. It’s gradually developed to this state during...
  30. TLion

    How to Habituate to Tinnitus

    This is so cool to read, Dave! I remember you being in a very different state of mind back in the days.
  31. TLion

    Hum in Ear Only One Day After Taking Cefalexin (Keflex)

    @AvidReader mentioned antidepressants too.
  32. TLion

    Hum in Ear Only One Day After Taking Cefalexin (Keflex)

    I've taken an antidepressant for 3.5 months. It has aggravated my tinnitus. Do you think stopping taking the antidepressant could still resolve the worsening?
  33. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    Thank you for your time and answers! I was on Paxil for 6 years. I was off of it for about 2 months, then reintroduced it, unfortunately. I’m on 10 mg since 3.5 months. A time long enough for withdrawal. A few days ago I tried switching to Paxil drops in the Psych Ward, from 10 mg to 8 mg drops...
  34. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    Germany. I had taken Paxil for 5 years. I have tapered it til Summer 2022 and had the worst withdrawal. That’s why I reintroduced it. All the problems started from the reintroducing. My tinnitus is now soooooo high and unpleasant. My nervous system is still in shock from the tapering.
  35. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    Actually I am in a Psych Ward right now since one week because I was so uncertain about the medication. But they don’t seem to understand the difficulties with the Paxil. They wanted to change it on the spot (10 mg to 0 mg) which is not a good idea with Paxil, to be honest.
  36. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    No, because Paxil is so difficult to switch from to another one. I couldn’t take it right now. I’m not an that of a high dosage (10 mg) but my ears went nuts.
  37. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    The problem was the reintroduction of Paxil. My tinnitus changed and is now very difficult to handle. I have days when I can only lie in bed and wait till it’s over. And I’m still on the Paxil. And also on Xanax every 3-4 days.
  38. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    Yeah, sorry, I wasn’t doing very well. It all happened when I withdrew from Paxil this summer. The withdrawal was very hard so I reintroduced Paxil after a few weeks. Tinnitus went through the roof but I didn’t understand it was the Paxil. I’m now 3.5 months in with 10 mg Paxil and am in the...
  39. TLion

    I'm at a Sleep Clinic — Dead Tired and Sleep Forever

    Hi all, I’m not new to this forum, I have been on here for a few years. I experienced a worsening in my tinnitus 3.5 months ago that makes it so hard to cope. I’m in desperate need of support because my ears are screaming. I’m also on Xanax every 3-4 days since 3 months. That might also be...
  40. TLion

    My Life-Ending Tinnitus Started After Sinus Infection

    Honestly, how? How do you manage not to panic? I'm struggling real hard not to panic during the day. How loud is your tinnitus? Can you mask it?
  41. TLion

    Alternating Anxiety Level Depending on Whether My Tinnitus Is More on the Left or Right Side

    Is nobody familiar with this kind of pattern?
  42. TLion

    Hi @billie48, I was inspired by your success story. What does loud tinnitus mean for you? Mine...

    Hi @billie48, I was inspired by your success story. What does loud tinnitus mean for you? Mine is so loud since my worsening 3 months ago that I cannot concentrate, work, function. I cannot image how to live like this. How long did it take you to have a day where you could see a light at the...
  43. TLion

    Alternating Anxiety Level Depending on Whether My Tinnitus Is More on the Left or Right Side

    I realized besides the alternating patterns of my tinnitus (more on the left side - easier to manage vs. more on the right side, with hearing distortions, reactivity), I also have alternating anxiety. On the „left“ days the anxiety is manageable, I get along, don’t fear too much. On the „right“...
  44. TLion

    Be Honest. Do You Still Enjoy Life?

    Do you still work?
  45. TLion

    Suicidal

    How do you work and manage? I’m at my wits’ end. How is this possible? How long did it take you?
  46. TLion

    Very Light Tinnitus Case — Are Noise-Cancelling Headphones Still a No-Go?

    So you do hear your tinnitus in the shower? Seems pretty loud to me?
  47. TLion

    Suicidal

    Thanks for your reply. From what I read, I thought you were doing better. Do you also have the loud reactive kind of tinnitus? How old are your kids? Is your wife supportive?
  48. TLion

    Suicidal

    Tinnitus since many years, always manageable. I’ve been on Paroxetine for many years. This summer I tried to taper off of it. I experienced withdrawal symptoms. Tinnitus went up. So I went back on the medication. Tinnitus went up again. Now it’s a reactive hiss, with crickets, and a low hum on...
  49. TLion

    Suicidal

    Never would have thought to write in this thread. But it is how it is... I have four little kids and my hearing is wrecked. For them I want to survive. So desperate. God help me.
  50. TLion

    Can Tianeptine (Stablon, Coaxil) Improve Tinnitus?

    I’m interested in Tianeptine. Currently I’m on Paxil which I plan to taper off of. My doctor suggested Tianeptine. Has anyone experienced any benefits or worsening of tinnitus with this drug?
  51. TLion

    What Tinnitus Milestone Do You Hope to Reach?

    My milestone would be same tinnitus loudness but threshold shift for sounds that cover the tinnitus. So that a movie, people talking etc. would cover it. Before my SSRI induced worsening this was always the case.
  52. TLion

    Lenire — Bimodal Stimulation Treatment by Neuromod

    My problem is that my new tinnitus (after worsening) is piercing through everyday noises and isn’t maskable anymore by environmental noises. This bugs me the most because before it was easily maskable. Is it possible that Lenire can reverse the threshold shift done by the SSRI? So that the...
  53. TLion

    Lenire — Bimodal Stimulation Treatment by Neuromod

    Was Lenire successful for you? Is your tinnitus lower?
  54. TLion

    Lenire — Bimodal Stimulation Treatment by Neuromod

    Is it actually true that Lenire can make the tones you hear softer? Since my reintroduction of Paxil, my tone is so much higher than before. I'd love to have it softened.
  55. TLion

    Antidepressants (SSRIs, SNRIs, MAOs, TCAs, TeCAs)

    OK. But despite that, not sure what to do. Try to taper again? Stay on it for a while?
  56. TLion

    Antidepressants (SSRIs, SNRIs, MAOs, TCAs, TeCAs)

    Ok, but even if it is not ototoxic, it made my tinnitus higher, finer, high pitched, more screeching. So yes, it is worse now.
  57. TLion

    Antidepressants (SSRIs, SNRIs, MAOs, TCAs, TeCAs)

    Hi all, I experienced a pretty recent worsening in my existing tinnitus 2.5 months ago, probably from Paroxetine (Paxil) withdrawal that I had taken for 6 years. The tinnitus at first was easily maskable so it was no big deal for me that it was slightly louder. Afterwards I experienced panic...
  58. TLion

    Anyone Experiencing Changing Reactivity & Distortions?

    I also have these high-pitched distortions and it’s driving me nuts. It’s combined with a sort of cramped feeling right ear.
  59. TLion

    Tapering from Long-Term Benzodiazepine Use with Severe Hyperacusis and Tinnitus

    Do you think I could just stop because of the more infrequent use (not daily)? Today is the second day after my last intake and my anxiety is through the roof. But this could also be due to tinnitus. If I taper down to 0.5 mg every other day, is that safe? The last thing I want is getting more...
  60. TLion

    Lenire — Bimodal Stimulation Treatment by Neuromod

    I surely would miss the 3.000 €, but I’m honestly at my wits’ end. I’m barely able to work, the electrical hiss is making me so afraid. I have better days and really bad days. When I found Lenire to be available in my city yesterday, there was a glimpse of hope I can do something. Every bit of...