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  1. Angi

    What type of study is this dr focusing on?

    What type of study is this dr focusing on?
  2. Angi

    Thank you for asking

    Thank you for asking
  3. Angi

    It kinda put me out of the questions I've asked almost every day "is it louder or is it the...

    It kinda put me out of the questions I've asked almost every day "is it louder or is it the same? why am I so agitated?" The specific noise is quite hurtful to my hearing. But now that I know I think I can start the habitation for real.
  4. Angi

    Hello. My habitation is going up and down. I actually realized yesterday when I went to bed, why...

    Hello. My habitation is going up and down. I actually realized yesterday when I went to bed, why I have had a hard time coping the past year, it's because one of the sounds have gotten louder. I finally ( think I) recognize which frequency that is louder.
  5. Angi

    Getting My Life Back ♥ Despite My Tinnitus Still Being Very Loud

    So, I now celebrate my 6th year with noise induced tinnitus. It´s insane how fast time flies by. I wrote a success story some years ago and I became really offended that people weren´t in the same boat as me cheering at my success. But as I read it again now, I see clearly that people were...
  6. Angi

    Journey Out of Despair

    @Michael Leigh I'm sorry of the fact that I accidentally left out huge parts of my story, making you think I took a walk in the moderate tinnitus park, making it unclear that since my tinnitus came it has WORSENED, I have had mild tinnitus for at least 15 years before these 3 years, so I have...
  7. Angi

    Journey Out of Despair

    Well it felt like there was a negative hangup on headphones. So I wanted to lighten up the mood, my mood at least.
  8. Angi

    Journey Out of Despair

    I am already there, I have severe T but I'm sure it could get louder. And also: It is for the most part constant, sometimes a loud floater, but never lower.
  9. Angi

    Journey Out of Despair

    *learned some lessons
  10. Angi

    Journey Out of Despair

    I'm sorry to hear that. I'm still habituating so I won't push my luck. I've done some stupid stuff along the path but I've learned my lesson.
  11. Angi

    Journey Out of Despair

    No, T still there, as loud as usual.
  12. Angi

    Journey Out of Despair

    I've done this, had earplugs. I just got a mental crash, but T still stable. Doesn't mean I will go to concerts and such.
  13. Angi

    Journey Out of Despair

    Why so serious, it's not the end of the world now is it mate? Thank you for the warning, I have reconsidered.
  14. Angi

    Journey Out of Despair

    Thanks to your post I will lower my hopes for headphones. They're not that important. I've gained so much lifequality in such short time that I can almost say that I'm happy again, momentarily at least. And thats truely something to cherish.
  15. Angi

    Journey Out of Despair

    Sorry, I will never listen to what they have to say again! Because they had nothing to say. They just repeated what I've read and each others' words. Best of all they said - we can't help you. Wasted money and time
  16. Angi

    Journey Out of Despair

    Well, I listen to low-medium music now and it's fine, I don't need loud ;). The point was that I CAN finally listen to music and I'm really excited about it. I hope you are able to also?
  17. Angi

    Journey Out of Despair

    Some days after T came, I listened to normal volume in speakers, after one hour I heard one more frequenzy in my right ear. After that I stopped listen to music out of fear of getting more noises.
  18. Angi

    Journey Out of Despair

    Thanks for the advise, but I will only do it when I am ready. As I said, I am in no rush. It might take a year or 10 but I will get there if my body tells me to.
  19. Angi

    Success story up now woohooo!! :D Happy 3years to meeeee

    Success story up now woohooo!! :D Happy 3years to meeeee
  20. Angi

    Journey Out of Despair

    Today, 3 years ago, my life dived into the deep dark abyss of screetching noises and dispair. I was forced to leave a huge part of my life behind: music. I became afaid, afraid that the music would do more damage than it had already done. I was also afraid of every other loud sound. One year...
  21. Angi

    Happy 3 years anniversary! Will soon post success story :)

    Happy 3 years anniversary! Will soon post success story :)
  22. Angi

    ..will it be more sounds and anxiety or will it be lowered in volume and harmony? It will be a...

    ..will it be more sounds and anxiety or will it be lowered in volume and harmony? It will be a surprise...but for now I will continue to practice to be in the present moment and just breath.
  23. Angi

    (un-)Happy 2 years Tinnitus- anniversary to me! Yay! I'm so excited to see what the future brings...

    (un-)Happy 2 years Tinnitus- anniversary to me! Yay! I'm so excited to see what the future brings...
  24. Angi

    Trying to cheer myself up :P

    Trying to cheer myself up :P
  25. Angi

    Twinkle little frequency, how I wonder where I would be without thee *sings* haha

    Twinkle little frequency, how I wonder where I would be without thee *sings* haha
  26. Angi

    Yeah it feels really crappy

    Yeah it feels really crappy
  27. Angi

    Complete Tinnitus Handicap Inventory

    ~80. Yep...just as I feel it...Catastrophic. Luckily there are glimpses of sunshine in between the nightmare...
  28. Angi

    Everytime I feel a calm and almost at peace..T decides to spike. The calm before the storm..I...

    Everytime I feel a calm and almost at peace..T decides to spike. The calm before the storm..I don't get it! Back to anguish.
  29. Angi

    Thank you for your kind words, I really do hope so.

    Thank you for your kind words, I really do hope so.
  30. Angi

    Every time I'm on my way to habituation, the hellhole gets deeper. T seems to get just worse and...

    Every time I'm on my way to habituation, the hellhole gets deeper. T seems to get just worse and worse...FML!!!
  31. Angi

    T just getting worse and worse...Get me out of here!!!!! :(:(

    T just getting worse and worse...Get me out of here!!!!! :(:(
  32. Angi

    I had an idea and am now going to try something new, electricity self therapy with an Meridian...

    I had an idea and am now going to try something new, electricity self therapy with an Meridian Energy Pen.
  33. Angi

    Swedish Tinnitus Outreach Project

    Swedish Tinnitus Outreach Project
  34. Angi

    I just signed up for a T research project. It might be quite interesting. :)

    I just signed up for a T research project. It might be quite interesting. :)
  35. Angi

    Fortress of Chaos

    Thank you. I'm trying my best to be just that, thankful of all other things that actually are worth living for. :)
  36. Angi

    Fortress of Chaos

  37. Angi

    Fortress of Chaos

    I think it might be that I went to the party too early after beeing exposed to loud noise without the plugs. My ears was already quite damaged from years of partying without plugs. So my ears might just have given up. I don't get why there's no hearingloss though. I mean, there should be
  38. Angi

    Fortress of Chaos

    I don't know, I guess I've always had it. But my problem started a year ago. Didn't bring my plugs when going to the bar. They had a liveband playing. I was there for about 20 min and then I had louder T for 2 weeks, then it went back to normal. I went to a party with plugs 1 1/2 month later and...
  39. Angi

    Fortress of Chaos

    @SilverSpiral Thank you. I don't understand my situation, you know. I can listen to everything else but music (loud traffic for example). I can't even mask this damn T. Recently I got a new noise, I don't know how it was triggered. But as soon as I get less stressful and start to accept the...
  40. Angi

    Fortress of Chaos

    Thank you, but I won't believe it's something that will never go away. If I give up my hope, I would give in to the horrible thoughts I have. When I say soon, I mean years. I have to be somewhat realistic. Meanwhile I will have to manage.
  41. Angi

    Fortress of Chaos

    I don't understand, I don't understand why I need to go through this hell, I can't even listen to music on low volume. I really Love music, it was the greatest love of my life, I love dancing, expressing the beauty of the inner self. But now, I'm all left alone in the "silence" to struggle...
  42. Angi

    I Left the Earplugs at Home...

    Hi. I have had T many many years, but it was very low in volume but in December last year I made a huge mistake and left my earplugs at home when I went to the bar that had a live band playing, I was there for about 20 minutes when I felt that I had to leave, and I noticed thst my T was worse, 2...