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    14 Months Update: Sharing a Bit of Hope

    I first posted here a few months ago, when I was suicidal because of my T. It just started one day in March 2016, in my left ear, and was unbearable for months. I also had hyperacusis,which came and went several times over the the last year. I saw every specialist under the sun, including...
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    My Wife Is Leaving Me Because of Tinnitus

    @Astro, couldn't agree more with Jacob83 - and I am a woman... T can put quite a strain on a relationship, especially so since it is invisible, and so very hard to understand when you don't suffer from it. It can also exacerbate some relationship issues which were already there before the T...
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    Got Captured in Hospital

    @glynis you've been in my thoughts/prayers for the last few days. Delighted that you're coming back home, and amazed at your resilience.
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    Long Time Lurker

    @Chris77, I was truly suicidal only a couple of days ago, was waiting a bit to give a more detailed update on the forum but I feel so much for you, hang in there - I can honestly say that good old Xanax has saved my life thus far. Have you tried it yet? It really had spectacular results for me...
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    Really Suicidal — I Don't Know What to Do

    @GregCA yes I know about IMERTA, unfortunately It is 800kms away from where I live. Probably the best place to go when you get T in France, mainly because you have all the specialists all in one single place to do the needed tests and assessments. Strange you mentioned it, I was literally...
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    Really Suicidal — I Don't Know What to Do

    I did survive another day. Today was very slightly better overall in terms of T loudness. The improvement is clearly marginal, but it is still enough for me to go through the day a bit more easily than yesterday. T was again very quiet all morning, my left ear felt fine, no strange sensation, no...
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    Really Suicidal — I Don't Know What to Do

    @PaulBe I agree. I was flatly told by my GP i could not possibly have T at my age. @JasonP I will actually try what you suggest tomorrow - take meds during the day. At least I will see whether it impacts T a bit or not. As for the night, I am going to bed now (I live in Europe), after a...
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    Really Suicidal — I Don't Know What to Do

    Everyone: gosh it feels so comforting to read your responses you have no idea. Thank you, thank you, thank you. @JasonP I am actually not sure. The thing is that when I wake up, things are usually fine, unbelievably. My left ear feels normal. And then after a short period bam, it starts...
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    Really Suicidal — I Don't Know What to Do

    @JasonP, probably nothing. I take 4 at once when I want to sleep, and it does the job.
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    Really Suicidal — I Don't Know What to Do

    Thank you so much for getting back to me. I don't think I have been lower in my entire life. I am so utterly desperate. I wrote goodbye letters to my children yesterday. I just don't know how I will go on for another week. It is all I can think of. Nothing else matters. It is impossible to...
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    Really Suicidal — I Don't Know What to Do

    Hi everyone, I am posting because I don't know what to do at this stage. I am totally at the end of my rope. I got T in March, only in left ear, several sounds, the most annoying one was a very high pitch hissing noise, but I also had the usual ringing(s). Long story short, ENTs saw nothing...