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  1. Reece bude

    It's Xmas Day and I'm Lying on My Own in My Room

    Thanks mate, so do have to actively listen for yours now ? I'm not actually really asking for silence because I don't believe I ever had it ! Had soft white noise that I could ignore , today mine sounds like a steam gun being let off in my ear and almost vibrating , although I have cried and had...
  2. Reece bude

    It's Xmas Day and I'm Lying on My Own in My Room

    I've tried Prozac , it made me feel worse , I know it sounds silly but I don't want to take measures to get through the day I want my life back !
  3. Reece bude

    It's Xmas Day and I'm Lying on My Own in My Room

    Today is the worst day I've ever had , my girlfriend has gone home and my family are out and I can't take this feeling anymore, it's been 4 months and I've heard tinnitus everyday at some point , how can anyone live with this evil invader ? I feel like my life has been stolen, the faces of my...
  4. Reece bude

    It's Xmas Day and I'm Lying on My Own in My Room

    The pain of seeing everyone else in my house carefree and happy is getting too much for me
  5. Reece bude

    It's Xmas Day and I'm Lying on My Own in My Room

    Thanks mate appreciate it , I know i will deep down as I have before , just can't let go of This for some reason ATM
  6. Reece bude

    It's Xmas Day and I'm Lying on My Own in My Room

    Tinnitus is tinnitus , I don't care what you think it is affecting my life
  7. Reece bude

    It's Xmas Day and I'm Lying on My Own in My Room

    Well overall I'd say mild but my stressing and checking probably ramps it up to moderate , most sounds mask it but when it's flares I can hear it over The TV, my base when I have a good day is either not being able to hear it but usually if i lay down and relax all my muscles and slow my...
  8. Reece bude

    It's Xmas Day and I'm Lying on My Own in My Room

    I hate the not being able to relax feeling more than anything , I miss nodding off on the settee I miss enjoying a nice lay down, I miss it all , tinnitus is a very underrated problem
  9. Reece bude

    It's Xmas Day and I'm Lying on My Own in My Room

    Thanks I was doing well but I went to get my haircut and the clippers were loud , probably not but since then I've noticed the ringing is back again, I had two days last week before that where I didn't need sound to sleep and it was quiet, I just can't get my head round It how I totally was in...
  10. Reece bude

    It's Xmas Day and I'm Lying on My Own in My Room

    I can't take this anymore, I love Xmas but this is doing my head in, I can't handle it anymore, I'm lying in my room listening and trying to get used to this noise in my ear, how do you get used to it?! All I was doing was lying on the settee watching only fools and horses with my family, I just...
  11. Reece bude

    Why Is Tinnitus So Up and Down?

    Thanks Michael I've had tinnitus before and it go down to a non noticeable level and am hoping this does the same !! Cruel mistress ATM for me I think it's on the right track and then bam for no reason it gets loud again , honestly I've had days of silence !!
  12. Reece bude

    Why Is Tinnitus So Up and Down?

    4 months in and my tinnitus is all over the place. Had 4 days in a row where it pretty much was not there and now the last two days my right ear is ringing away again. When I have a spike I lay in a quiet room and let it blare then it seems to settle down for a while, so weird! My ear still...
  13. Reece bude

    Something Weird Happened — I Don't Care Anymore?!

    Had a good day tinnitus wise today been on and off although as I'm laying in bed its ringing however today is the first time in 3 months I couldn't give a shit ?!? And lo and behold the ring isn't intrusive as it was it's gone to a hiss which I can live with
  14. Reece bude

    My Tinnitus Is So Strange

    Thanks Glynis hope your ears are behaving !
  15. Reece bude

    My Tinnitus Is So Strange

    I'm so glad for you ! Such a good feeling isn't it when you feel semi normal again. At night I use sound enrichment in the form of pink noise on my phone , very low volume which again is a sign I'm hopefully getting better. I've had tinnitus for years but honestly until this spike 3 months ago...
  16. Reece bude

    My Tinnitus Is So Strange

    I have days when it feels like my head is vibrating and then days like today where it's so quiet I need to look for it to find it, I've been having more and more of these days recently. It only gets loud when I cry about it. I think I maybe on the road to either recovery or habituation , I...
  17. Reece bude

    Talking to Your Tinnitus

    Anyone else do this? I tell it to go fuck itself quite frequently ha
  18. Reece bude

    A Couple of Noise Induced Success Stories for You All!

    Thanks for those! It does go away I've got rid of noise induced before and I'm 3 months after a stupid complacent relapse and it is getting better again
  19. Reece bude

    Lying There Relaxing and Listening to the Tinnitus Makes It Fade Away?

    Works all the time , was wondering does anyone else know what I mean by making the tinnitus peak ? I do it by completely relaxing all my muscles and taking my breath down really low , before this 3 month spike I remember thinking about how i never heard it by almost semi tensing my ears and...
  20. Reece bude

    Spells of Not Hearing Tinnitus

    I truly believe my OCD is not letting me forget about this shit, wish I could just forget about it !!
  21. Reece bude

    Spells of Not Hearing Tinnitus

    Does anyone else have mild tinnitus that can only be heard in a quiet room that sometimes for a few hours on end can't be heard at all? Mine is really weird.
  22. Reece bude

    Lying There Relaxing and Listening to the Tinnitus Makes It Fade Away?

    Hello everyone I'm 3 months into this and I'm pretty sure mine was noise Induced , however had a bad ear infection blocked eustachian tube and retracted ear drum etc, all the physical stuff has healed now, my hearing tests are perfect. I still have tinnitus if i listen or think about it in a...
  23. Reece bude

    9 Weeks, ETD, Tinnitus, Anxiety, Panic Attacks

    When I let myself go in bed ie relax in silence it almost goes piiiiing loud then settles the right ear does the ping almost like it's amped in that ear ,I'm hoping that once the retracted dull ear drum with fluid sorts itself out , it will go back to its normal level! Got MRI tomorrow to see...
  24. Reece bude

    Hello mate West Ham fan ? How's your tinnitus now ? Mines been increased for 9 weeks now in my...

    Hello mate West Ham fan ? How's your tinnitus now ? Mines been increased for 9 weeks now in my right ear got retracted ear drum and fluid , one word ..cunt
  25. Reece bude

    9 Weeks, ETD, Tinnitus, Anxiety, Panic Attacks

    Hello everyone my name is Reece I'm a barber and 28, I've had tinnitus on and off for years from my previous job as a touring musician, for the last 3 years since stopping playing ive not thought for one second about tinnitus, I'm pretty sure I had some low level ringing there but it didn't...