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    Don't be done. What's wrong?

    Don't be done. What's wrong?
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    Do You Have Tinnitus When You Are Asleep?

    I had one dream where I smoked pot and my T spiked, but I woke up and it was as low as it usually is when I first wake up. Other than that, nope o.o
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    Really Scared My Hearing Has Been Damaged by an Ambulance Siren?

    Well, I suppose you'll know soon enough. It may just "pop" soon. I mean anythings possible don't get me wrong, but how long has your ear been like this? Today? Yesterday? A week?
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    I Don't Want to Live Anymore

    I mean same here. On the one hand I'm scared for the future and I've always had issues with depression and anxiety... Half the time I feel like I can survive anything, the other half I just lay there and think "why me" and how fucked up my life is otherwise and how much this noise just isnt what...
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    What Feelings Do You Get When Your Tinnitus Bothers You?

    - Why me - Please just make it stop - At least lower a bit - I can't sleep :/ - Just relax and stop thinking about it - Sometimes suicidal
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    I Don't Want to Live Anymore

    I hope it goes away. I've also been one to listen to loud music, but only about 75% volume at max most of the time, usually lower. That was for ASMR. I doubt the ASMR was the reason I got T, but it would sure be wierd if it did. I can't use headphones anymore. I do use earbuds to talk on the...
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    Tinnitus Worsening After Weed

    Well, this is only my experience, but here goes. I've had T for about 3 weeks now. It's changed a lot. I haven't eaten nearly as much, I quit pot for the first two weeks (well, the 4th day I took a couple bong hits and it spiked like crazy, so I stopped until about 2 days ago), but that might...
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    Experience and Reflections w/ Tinnitus (3 Weeks)

    Dear viewer(s), Hello :) To start off, this is not my first post, and will most likely not be the last (who knows, maybe I'll be one of the lucky ones...). It's been almost 3 weeks with Tinnitus now, and I thought I would reflect on my experience so far with it; How I'm handling it, the...
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    Can't Sleep, Thinking About Suicide, No One Seems to Care

    I may have started using q tips a day or two prior to this happening as well. I was very careful not to stick them down into my ear canal , just kind of rolled them gently along the outer edge of the ear canal. My ears have always been waxy... To the point where I can pull globs out if I tried...
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    Can't Sleep, Thinking About Suicide, No One Seems to Care

    I stopped irrigation after my last ER visit. Well, the night after. So I think that was day 5, and this is day 10 or 12 (not even sure anymore). Yeah, both ER visits were a complete waste of time and stressed me out. The doctor was young, probably right out of school, and basically checked my...
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    Can't Sleep, Thinking About Suicide, No One Seems to Care

    Sorry I didn't post back. For some reason I can't access the site on my regular internet connection. All I get is a blank page. I use OpenDNS so maybe thats why, but it seems kind of wierd. 9 months sounds ridiculous. I cant believe anyone has to wait that long... I feel lucky compared to that...
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    Can't Sleep, Thinking About Suicide, No One Seems to Care

    I'm so glad I didn't kill myself. Im convinced it was either built up pressure or a sinus infection. Last night I took the antibiotics and the decongestant I was prescribed by doctor and slept almost peacefully. It was still bugging me but not that bad. Right now, it is almost completely gone...
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    Can't Sleep, Thinking About Suicide, No One Seems to Care

    I have an update of a sort. So I went to my old doctor (basically the pediatrician I've had for almost 20 years before they switched it because of the Obama care bs and now they've switched it again). Anyways, I got a doctors note for the audiologist (for some reason they require one, w/e). He...
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    Can't Sleep, Thinking About Suicide, No One Seems to Care

    I have cut it out. It still relaxes me and regardless of the ringing it tends to help me get to sleep, but the ringing gets so loud its unbareable. Anything that changes my blood pressure tends to spike or lower it. Also, I have gone to the emergency room, twice. I even told them I hadn't slept...
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    Can't Sleep, Thinking About Suicide, No One Seems to Care

    Also one thing I've noticed that provides me some sort of comfort is that normally its only very prominent in one ear. That could mean its a wax problem, so I'm trying to be hopeful. Regardless of whether or not this goes away, I'm definitely never going to forget it.
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    Can't Sleep, Thinking About Suicide, No One Seems to Care

    Thank all of you for your posts. I was beginning to think the worst. I also believe that positive thinking regardless of what happens will be key... Its just so difficult trying to get used to something like this when I've been alive for 20 years without it. However, I'm sure many of you...
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    Can't Sleep, Thinking About Suicide, No One Seems to Care

    Basically I haven't slept in.. Honestly I can't even tell time right now. My ear was ringing really bad and then it sort of went quiet for a second but now its ringing again. Its at such a high frequency (or low, idk) to the point where I can barely hear the faint eeeee sound but I can...
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    Hello...

    So first off, my name is Leo. I'm 20 years old and I've dealt with tinnitus for about 5 days now, going on 6 as I am writing this introduction. I know, compared to some of the stories I've read on here and other various forums about people who have suffered for years, even decades, a week seems...