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    4 Months Since Major Increase, Really Need Help Believing in Habituation

    Made a previous thread about it but it was removed because of profanity. Probably for the best, now I can write it one more time without needless profanity and maybe shortern it someway. So yeah, it's almost exactly 4 months since I managed to increase my T in a major way, due to a stupid...
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    Hello! I'm not sure you're on here anymore but I saw your old thread asking about RNs. I'm a...

    Hello! I'm not sure you're on here anymore but I saw your old thread asking about RNs. I'm a nurse student in Sweden, just finished my first year, two more to go! I saw that you got your license in 2012, so you've been working for 5 years then?
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    Will I Ever Be Able to Sleep Again?

    Update: I managed to get a good nights sleep (+8 hours) tonight without taking any Propavan, and with zero background noise or masking except the refrigerator in the next room :D No waking up or anything! I did however stay up a bit extra late to make sure I would get to sleep. I also kinda feel...
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    Just Got Severe Tinnitus, Am I Ever Going to Enjoy Life Again?

    Thanks extremely much for the responses! We need to stay strong and do our best not let it take over our lives. Easy to say but I guess that's what it boils down to. Yeah, distractions is very good from what I've heard. Though I don't have a problem with falling asleep. I'm just hoping that the...
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    Just Got Severe Tinnitus, Am I Ever Going to Enjoy Life Again?

    Okay, feeling a bit better now. Regarding what I wrote about suicide etc: Fuck that. I'm not gonna let this monster win. I'm gonna beat the shit out of it and enjoy my life. I realize that how it is now is the worst it's gonna be, and I'm not lying in bed dying of incurable cancer or having...
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    Will I Ever Be Able to Sleep Again?

    Hello again! I am happy to say that the propavan worked, and I managed to get 9 hours of sleep. I woke up at night fully aware(like I've always done even before this new T, and before I got T altogether) but unlike the previous days I managed to fall back asleep in just a few minutes instead of...
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    Just Got Severe Tinnitus, Am I Ever Going to Enjoy Life Again?

    Really sorry about spamming with new threads, but I didn't feel the other two ones was on topic... So, I've more or less accepted that this new level of tinnitus is something I'm going to have to live with. At first I hoped that it would be atleast partially related to psychological factors...
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    Will I Ever Be Able to Sleep Again?

    Thanks extremely much everyone for your replies. Unfortunately I am too tired to answer everyone specifically right now, but every one of your comments means a lot to me. So, today I got a few Propavan pills. They are an anti-histamine instead of psychopharma and has no risk of addiction. They...
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    Will I Ever Be Able to Sleep Again?

    Sorry for starting another thread but this one is more specific about my sleeping problems. So I'm wide awake now at 4:30 am and I have to get up for work in 100 mins. It was roughly the same story as all nights since Monday. Went to bed around 00:00, woke up at 2:30 am. I tried everything...
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    Increased Tinnitus, I'm Such an Idiot...

    I've had tinnitus since I was 17 (22 now) due to being close to speakers at a concert and being an idiot and not caring about protecting my hearing. Until now I've managed to survive and for 99% not caring about it at all. It was noticeable when I went to sleep and when I was in quiet rooms, but...