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  1. michela

    I'm Going to a 4 Week Tinnitus Treatment Camp Soon. Will Share My Experiences.

    i dont want to be negative, but although it is such a beautiful,peaceful place where you are i cant help myself-my first thought when i saw your pictures of that place was of that terrible serial killer in norway who killed all that teenagers just a few years ago. that island in norway-i saw it...
  2. michela

    Music Sounds So Crappy Now

    how is it possible that you still hear your T when you are listening to music? is your tinnitus that loud?scary.
  3. michela

    The Question of My Life: Could Tinnitus Destroy My Life?

    i agree with all of you and thank you for your answers,special thanks to billie! yes, i even talked to a doctor years ago about my generalized anxiety disorder, i know that is a problem in my life,not a big one, but i do always create"worst-case-scenarios".but wait: most of the time these fears...
  4. michela

    The Question of My Life: Could Tinnitus Destroy My Life?

    dear members, its now almost a year that ive got tinnitus. it happened four days after a disc in my cervical spine prolapsed. guess its the somatic type of tinnitus. its a high-pitched whistle in both ears, my ears are ok,this must be something neurological because of the spine problems. so...
  5. michela

    What Would You Give Up to Have Your Hearing Normalized?

    hey,hi epin,you are back? i had been reading your goodbye message months ago, :welcomesignanimation: back!
  6. michela

    What Do You THINK Is Causing Your Tinnitus?

    Neenie, how are you actually now that some time has passed? how is your mood?
  7. michela

    Sensitivity after Tinnitus?

    oh yes,me too,its hyperacusis,not much,but noticeable like for example when i wash the dishes.started with the tinnitus,would say same day even-6 months ago.when it started it was waaaaay worse,even normal tv was too loud.and remember: my tinnitus is NOT noise induced! and: tensor...
  8. michela

    Pretty sure I lost more hearing over the weekend

    sorry, i know you will hate me all for saying this, but i just dont like children and babys.no hate, no love-just feel nothing, if i feel anything i just dont feel calm when they are around,very much stress
  9. michela

    Going to a Funeral

    wow tenna, im sorry, but honestly ,that would give me nightmares...i mean the fact of touching someone dead,even if it would be a stranger, but someone close...wow, this must be the only harder thing than tinnitus i guess ;(
  10. michela

    Weird Tinnitus Observations — Changes in Environment/Sound

    to mark:i have the EXACT same situation here! exactly ! every single word! just wanted to let you know!!!!
  11. michela

    Can tinnitus remain in the brain even though its cause is resolved?

    hi there, here in germany ive been reading many times that if you have tinnitus for other reasons than noise damage -lets say for example somatic-and tinnitus does not go away within several months it will be "inside the brain", even if the actual cause that made it start in the first place-for...
  12. michela

    Exploding Head Syndrome — I'm Getting Scared Now!

    :nailbiting: you are right with this,but sorry, i really had to laugh about the name "exploding head syndrome",wow,a really scary name for this phenomenon. i guess sarahlouise is even more shocked now after hearing THIS name :nailbiting:
  13. michela

    Just When You Think Tinnitus Is Gone

    man, my biggest fear ever,losing my parents ;(. so sorry jewel,really.
  14. michela

    One Scary Second of Feeling Like "Deaf" When Tinnitus Tone Changes?

    so just to be sure : this FEELS like a "one-second hearing-loss" but it is NOT, right?
  15. michela

    One Scary Second of Feeling Like "Deaf" When Tinnitus Tone Changes?

    now that you say it,you are right ,99 percent of the time when it happens i wear headphones.i guess you hear it more with headphones because with headphones on its like you are "closer to your own head" lol
  16. michela

    One Scary Second of Feeling Like "Deaf" When Tinnitus Tone Changes?

    oh yes paulie,THIS is IT exactly, you got it! so glad im not alone and somebody understood what i mean,even if you must admit ,its almost impossible to describe this feeling. glad i was able to make you all understand anyway!:):thankyousign:last question about this: we only THINK we are deaf...
  17. michela

    One Scary Second of Feeling Like "Deaf" When Tinnitus Tone Changes?

    hi there,i know exactly what you mean and i have fleeting tinnitus very often-but attention-this is NOT what i am talking about!fleeting tinnitus means a louder tinnitus than usual for about 10 seconds-my problem in this thread is not that it becomes louder for 10 seconds like with fleeting...
  18. michela

    One Scary Second of Feeling Like "Deaf" When Tinnitus Tone Changes?

    the most scary thing about my tinnitus is this: lets say i listen to SILENT radio music with headphones-all normal,dont hear ANY tinnitus,cause the silent music masks it-then,suddenly i feel it in my head for just one little second like if the tinnitus would "fall down to the floor" in my head...
  19. michela

    Being like this for life

    penelope,you dont read much sucsess stories because people rarely come back to write about them,its like always in life,you only hear the negative things.like only when the plane crashes ;)
  20. michela

    This is so crazy... Now I know it runs in the family...

    where is the "sweet" button for billie for his last sentence ?:love:
  21. michela

    This is so crazy... Now I know it runs in the family...

    so did i get that right? she had moderate to severe hyperacusis years ago and now is COMPLETELY recovered?
  22. michela

    Dental Work (Including Drilling) & Tinnitus — Questions and Experiences

    sorry, i have to disagree here. we cant take pills for every little fear we have in life,we should better learn to overcome them and be stronger afterwards. cause the "little tablet" is not a piece of chocolate.
  23. michela

    Loud Tone for a Few Seconds — Fleeting / Transient Spontaneous Tinnitus

    i love you billie for this!:thankyousign:
  24. michela

    How Do You Sleep?

    i use sleepphones-flat speakers in a fleece headband-without them,i would not have survived my first two months of tinnitus ! with them on ,you can sleep on your sides and feel NOTHING between you and the pillow,the speakers are that flat ,they are amazing.
  25. michela

    Complete List of Causes of Tinnitus

    i was actually VERY surprised that he forgot that CAUSE NO. 1 !
  26. michela

    Back again ...is habituation a myth?

    oh grace, i think this is another myth im afraid.i guess its ALL about volume when it comes to "can i live with it or not".i really cant imagine habituation if tinnitus is as loud as you described above.but you know what i think such extreme tinnitus is the one you get after brain injury ,after...
  27. michela

    Back again ...is habituation a myth?

    oh my god im scared now-tinnitus that you can not mask? i though these are only horror stories?
  28. michela

    Back again ...is habituation a myth?

    what i really dont understand: why does everybody speak about "i can not sleep because of tinnitus". tinnitus has not ever stolen me one single minute of sleep and you know why ? cause i sleep with sleepphones and listen to great nature sound,thats so realaxing and you dont hear anything but the...
  29. michela

    WTF, It's a Symptom. Find Out the Cause, Coz That's Your Job

    neenie, i guess you are back again here with us ! ;) :welcomesignanimation::welcomesignanimation:
  30. michela

    Should I believe this idiot ENT or the several drs I've seen?

    dont think in germany its any different! when it comes to ear problems ,no one seems to have a clue! 5 doctors-5 opinions!same here! ;(
  31. michela

    Dr. Jastreboff and Loudness ...

    you are so lucky to have lunch with such a famous doctor,congratulations!
  32. michela

    Hey all

    i love you! :):thankyousign:
  33. michela

    Am I Crazy for Preferring a Louder Environment??? Wait......

    for me its the same jeff. i guess its because we do not have tinnitus because of inner ear damage?
  34. michela

    It Wasn't TMJ, It Was Just a Misaligned Jaw!

    no , in both ears ;/ . but it only started 2 months ago and believe me, with absolutely no reason at all . never had one single beep in my ear my whole life.and then, 2 weeks after my prolapsed disc in my cervical spine, several strange things started: tinnitus in both ears, high pitched, and...
  35. michela

    It Wasn't TMJ, It Was Just a Misaligned Jaw!

    oh my god isabella, imagine your daughter would NOT have followed the advice of her friend-she would still suffer oh my god, that would be so bad especially because it was a resolvable case! how tragic would that have been!!! thank you for helping! and i too was thinking-well if it is the jaw...
  36. michela

    It Wasn't TMJ, It Was Just a Misaligned Jaw!

    some hours after i got the tooth out, tinnitus was higher than ever before, and even a bit louder.never expierienced that before. but today its back to normal again.i think it was because it was very swollen yesterday after extraction, so i think it pushed even more into my ear on my hearing...
  37. michela

    It Wasn't TMJ, It Was Just a Misaligned Jaw!

    oh my god isabella, you dont know how happy i am! i have been to the dentist too this morning and it seems i have the EXACT same thing your daughter has! they told me when the jaw is a bit out of alignment the bones pressees into the middle ear and there are 2 nerves there responsible for the...
  38. michela

    Poll: Are You Happy?

    epin, i absolutely hope you did not see my comment as an attack versus you personally!!!! i am really happy for YOU if it is true what you say!!!!!more than happy for you! so ok ,i believe you and try to change my own attitude a bit!!!good good look my friend for the future!
  39. michela

    Hey all

    dont put your fingers in your ear to listen for it- wow, how haaaaaaaaaaaard is that ??? i do that multiple times a day!:cautious::nailbiting:
  40. michela

    Poll: Are You Happy?

    im really sorry, but i cant believe you.are you REALLY that strong inside hm. i mean, i suspect many people are just lying to themselfes when it comes to the impact of tinnitus ;(
  41. michela

    It's Not The Tinnitus, It's Me

    makes me really worried reading from a man who had it over 40 !!! years and still worries about it and gets stressed because of it.after 40 years! well, im afraid of my future now, so where is that famous "habituation" ? seems it does not exist.
  42. michela

    Getting Tinnitus at the Worst Time of My Life

    storch, great to hear from you again,i was worried about you cause i had been reading your desparate messages! im happy you feel a bit better!
  43. michela

    Poll: Are You Happy?

    and i thought you use the name because you loved the movie misery /stephen king :p
  44. michela

    Could Use a Friend... Suicidal Thoughts.

    yes, i too want to know, how are you now storch?
  45. michela

    Goodbye

    i bet when she returns in 6 months her tinnitus will be gone! i pray for you Neenie!
  46. michela

    Eardrum Vibration? Tensor Tympani Myoclonus?

    i have it too! i got it the same day my tinnitus started two months ago! every time i touch my right ear the tensor tympani vibrates for a second, or with certain sounds, like paper or some deep sounds!
  47. michela

    Tinnitus by Mosquito?

    what?
  48. michela

    Can Ibuprofen Cause Symptoms of Eustachian Tube Dysfunction?

    what is etd?:watching:
  49. michela

    Nicotine and tinnitus

    hey there, good to read from you again-how is life with this fxxccking tinnitus going? do you feel better now, cause i saw in your last posts you were really depressed?
  50. michela

    Holy Cow, Today Was Bad

    you should always have an extra mp3 player at home, just to feel safer-if your phone doesnt work ,you dont have to be without your masking sounds-this calms me down too cause i know that feeling of fear that my mp3 player could stop working and i cant mask anymore ;). now that i have another...
  51. michela

    Drug-Induced Tinnitus; Will It Go Away?

    oh my god, this is shocking!
  52. michela

    Sputtering Tinnitus

    oh man, i wish i could turn back time for you back to the 70s and tell you to wear earplugs!:(
  53. michela

    I Need People Who Understand to Help Me Through This Journey

    and demi, i have seen a lot of stories online about hyperacusis, and no, they were not horror stories.acually its the other way round: EVERYBODY says that hyperacusis goes away with time! never heard of it as a constant problem,only some months maximum! i dont know which horror stories you...
  54. michela

    I Need People Who Understand to Help Me Through This Journey

    demi ,read this first story here about hyperacusis,if THAT person could get rid of it ,you can too: http://www.hyperacusis.net/hyperacusis/success stories/default.asp .
  55. michela

    Tinnitus Has Taken My Life Away

    and neenie, time to change your mood from "depressed" to :)
  56. michela

    Tinnitus Has Taken My Life Away

    wow, i did not watch the date and thought neenie opened this thread TODAY-i was in shock that she is so down again! thank god it was an old thread!:)
  57. michela

    Bad time :(

    hi seal, im from germany,too! from freiburg! are you an american living in germany or are you german ,too? your english is sooo perfect, i would think you are american!
  58. michela

    Once upon a time i was optimistic...

    amelia, i cant believe that :( such doctors should not have the permission to be doctors!have they ever heard that a patient has a heart and a soul?:facepalm: