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It doesnt matter anymore, i should have killed myself 2 months ago already..

I flew, but i used the ear plugs the whole time. Maybe it made it worse :( i couldn’t cancel this too, i had to fly. I had a trip that i didnt pay for and i couldnt cancel this. When i was at the vacation, i couldnt even enjoy anything cause the tinnitus was so loud and i used earplugs almost...

I was just thinking that is that karma? Have i really been such a bad person that i deserve all of this? I don’t think anyone deserves this kind of hell, what could i have done that bad i have no other options than to die.

My tinnitus has gone only worse since the spike started. Since it is so loud, i can hear it even over loud sounds and i do not want to live anymore. In the time, i was not here, i tried to commit suicide twice, but both times woke up a day later and didnt tell anyone. I can’t live with this...

My doctor wont prescribe it for me.

My tinnitus is just getting worse everyday, its unbearable, altho i wear ear protection almost all the time. I have to go to work and live my life, unfortunately i cannot stay at home everyday and protect my ears from sounds. Idk what to do, im going crazy. Nothing can mask this, not even the...

Update: hyperacusis is basically gone, but tinnitus is still there and still extremely loud. Some days it has been better and some days when i am tired for example, it is so loud that i just wanna rip my ears off. I don’t know what to do anymore, im pretty sure it will stay that way and i cannot...

I booked an appointment to my doctor for tomorrow. I won’t probably get the result i want, but I can’t go on without any help

I don’t even know if I can get these from my doctor. And what should i even say? That i had an acoustic trauma? Last time i went to my family doctor she said that the tinnitus will go away and i should relax blabla

Hey guys. My tinnitus was so much better today when i woke up. It had gone down so much and even the hyperacusis was barely there. I was so happy. Then i went to work and immediately put on my ear plugs and used them the whole workday (8 hours). I didnt get the full protection (32db) cause i cut...

What do you mean by “anything stupid”?

At first when i got it, it was actually really quiet, but i guess because of my anxiety and depression it gradually has become worse. About a year ago or so, i had a spike for some time and after that it has been pretty much unnoticable for me, unless i force myself to think about it. That is...

Yes, because most people i talk to, are quite young and they don’t understand it.

Thank you for your replies. Im also afraid i made it worse. A week ago i went to have my eyelash extensions done and the woman who was putting them on, was doing it at her home. I didn’t know she had little kids. If i did, i would not have gone. Anyways during the 1,5 hours, her children started...

I have never posted here and never thought I would. I have only read some posts here. But right now I'm on the edge of just ending it all, cause I hate myself so much. I'm a 20-year old girl. I have had tinnitus for over 3 years and lately it was almost unnoticable for me, only if i really...