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  1. Pinhead

    Desperate for Help: My Son’s Severe Tinnitus Flare After Concert Exposure

    At this point, it may be time to consider that this is a permanent disability. He attended the concert in September, and it is now March. This may simply be his new normal. Honestly, after four years of living through this catastrophic hell, I can tell you that unless it is caused by a tumor or...
  2. Pinhead

    Tinnitus Worse After Tooth Drilling

    Was it the drilling? I am having a tooth pulled on Wednesday and I am terrified.
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    The Regimen of Gabapentin + Lorazepam (Ativan) + Lipoflavonoid Helps My Tinnitus

    I see why this would work. You're barely conscious. I guess that makes the tinnitus more bearable. 😂
  4. Pinhead

    Cognitive Behavioral Therapy

    I'm always surprised to hear this, too. I can't distract myself from tinnitus any more than I could distract myself from being on fire. Sex doesn't move my attention, either. I haven't had sex with my partner in nearly three months because it just feels like an unenjoyable chore because I am not...
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    I live in the U.S. Unfortunately I have to work in order to afford any basic standard of life...

    I live in the U.S. Unfortunately I have to work in order to afford any basic standard of life, although my CEO and directors have discussed my departure in indirect terms. I think I'm done. My efforts in life only seem to make things considerably worse over time. Nothing has worked out in my...
  6. Pinhead

    @2049v I'm sorry to hear that you're still suffering. I am as well, and it's only become worse.

    @2049v I'm sorry to hear that you're still suffering. I am as well, and it's only become worse.
  7. Pinhead

    Thinking of you. How are you?

    Thinking of you. How are you?
  8. Pinhead

    How to Cope with Irregular Tinnitus Sounds?

    Yes, there is little that can be done to cope with constant, second-to-second change and the unending anxiety that arises from knowing it will keep changing into the future. Some people rely on heavy medication, but for many of us reactive unstable tinnitus is basically a 'game over' screen.
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    Can Stress Have Permanently Made My Tinnitus Worse? Unable to Cope Anymore

    Did you fly? It could've been the flight, or a change in something external. It could even be an allergy or a change in blood pressure. There are quite a few unknowns.
  10. Pinhead

    This is exactly what I tell everyone. You really did like me pre-March 2021. I'm not that person...

    This is exactly what I tell everyone. You really did like me pre-March 2021. I'm not that person anymore, nor can I ever be that person again.
  11. Pinhead

    How to Stay Positive with Severe Reactive Tinnitus?

    You're one of my favorite posters here. I recall you saying some kind of special marijuana blend helped. Is that not the case? I also have severe reactive tinnitus. I am 34, and I am sure it will worsen over time, as it already has beyond measure. My therapist today just couldn't really...
  12. Pinhead

    Reactive Tinnitus and Sound Distortions: How to Move Forward?

    It's always interesting to see how what works for some can have the opposite effect on others. After my first two visits to a massage therapist, I nearly ended up institutionalized. It got so much worse that I couldn't bear it.
  13. Pinhead

    No, no difference at all, at least that I could directly correlate to the CT Scan.

    No, no difference at all, at least that I could directly correlate to the CT Scan.
  14. Pinhead

    Reactive Tinnitus and Sound Distortions: How to Move Forward?

    Yes, this is similar to my situation. It's been three and a half years, and it has only gotten worse. Nothing has helped, and I can barely function.
  15. Pinhead

    CT scan was fine for me. No immediate noticeable difference.

    CT scan was fine for me. No immediate noticeable difference.
  16. Pinhead

    I was leading a very healthy lifestyle. Weightlifting 5 times a week and counting my calories. I...

    I was leading a very healthy lifestyle. Weightlifting 5 times a week and counting my calories. I was in a stable relationship and had no excess noise exposure, but of course who knows how to estimate "excess". I just had my six-year anniversary yesterday.
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    No doctors have been able to give me any guidance. I'm not sure what is going on. It's just been...

    No doctors have been able to give me any guidance. I'm not sure what is going on. It's just been pure hell.
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    Yes. It began out of the blue as I sat eating lunch at home one day and has slowly worsened since.

    Yes. It began out of the blue as I sat eating lunch at home one day and has slowly worsened since.
  19. Pinhead

    No clue. Started randomly one day.

    No clue. Started randomly one day.
  20. Pinhead

    Four years. Catastrophic multitone reactive tinnitus with intermittent hyperacusis.

    Four years. Catastrophic multitone reactive tinnitus with intermittent hyperacusis.
  21. Pinhead

    No. Nothing works. My doctors say I should be on an antidepressant, but I can't risk this...

    No. Nothing works. My doctors say I should be on an antidepressant, but I can't risk this getting any louder.
  22. Pinhead

    Yep. It's louder than my A/C, masking noises, and fan. No one seems to understand that I don't...

    Yep. It's louder than my A/C, masking noises, and fan. No one seems to understand that I don't think anymore, there is only noise in my head.
  23. Pinhead

    I No Longer Leave the House — Things Got Worse Overnight: Ear Pain and More Intense Tinnitus

    Are you sure that the pain is caused by noise? I’m not doubting you at all; I'm just making sure you’ve ruled out other causes like muscular issues or trapped nerves.
  24. Pinhead

    Electrical Stimulation of the Cochlea for Treatment of Chronic Disabling Tinnitus

    My new doctor actually recommended this to me. It was one of his first recommendations, and he's a young guy. I was pretty shocked. "Have you tried electrical cochlear stimulation?" I was like, "?????"
  25. Pinhead

    Suicidal

    $$$$$$$$$$.
  26. Pinhead

    Suicidal

    I'm actually seeing a muscular therapist next week, and I'll be bringing this up in conversation (if I can hear him over my screaming brain). My loudest tones get louder when eating or after I finish.
  27. Pinhead

    Long, hot showers.

    Long, hot showers.
  28. Pinhead

    Suicidal

    I'm very close to that. A highway a few miles from a nearby state park causes my ears to screech and shriek. It's unbearable.
  29. Pinhead

    Suicidal

    It's not just that it is with you forever. It gets worse. Gaby's tinnitus drastically worsened over time. Many of us here and elsewhere have adapted to stable tinnitus. Ever-worsening auditory torture, like what she and a few others experience, myself included, is a different story.
  30. Pinhead

    Yes, this is the main form of my tinnitus. It makes most things disabling. Can't be in cars or...

    Yes, this is the main form of my tinnitus. It makes most things disabling. Can't be in cars or trains or near A/C or heating systems. The beeps become EEEEEEEEEE
  31. Pinhead

    Rain makes mine even louder. That would be a total nightmare.

    Rain makes mine even louder. That would be a total nightmare.
  32. Pinhead

    Now that you've learned...never give yourself an opportunity to have a real reason to come back...

    Now that you've learned...never give yourself an opportunity to have a real reason to come back to this forum. Remember what you've experienced--forever.
  33. Pinhead

    Suicidal

    I didn't ask for it. I'm just looking into it in multiple European countries.
  34. Pinhead

    My brain just sort of blacks out. I don't "fall asleep" really. It's like a trauma response...

    My brain just sort of blacks out. I don't "fall asleep" really. It's like a trauma response. It's also the best part of my day and my entire life.
  35. Pinhead

    That's what I try to explain to those in my life. There is no "me" time. The "me" is gone. It's...

    That's what I try to explain to those in my life. There is no "me" time. The "me" is gone. It's just noise now. I'm just a vessel for the noise. All I can do is distract myself from it or I'll never stop crying.
  36. Pinhead

    Poll: Would You Trade Your Tinnitus for a 5-Year Prison Sentence?

    I'd give much more than that. Tinnitus is a prison, and spending a lifetime behind bars of noise is more agonizing than five years of life spent behind steel bars, planning the rest of my life in freedom and happiness.
  37. Pinhead

    @MiaVIL I have basically no hearing above 10Khz, and I'm only 34.

    @MiaVIL I have basically no hearing above 10Khz, and I'm only 34.
  38. Pinhead

    I've always thought that the world was indifferent. A subtle but growing part of me has started...

    I've always thought that the world was indifferent. A subtle but growing part of me has started to believe that it is actively malign and cruel, conspiratorial in its desire to harm itself and those within it.
  39. Pinhead

    Hearing aids made my reactive tinnitus much worse. I only tried them for a few minutes and it...

    Hearing aids made my reactive tinnitus much worse. I only tried them for a few minutes and it was enough for me to know they would only harm me.
  40. Pinhead

    I did. He was a total idiot even though he was at one of the best hospitals on the East Coast...

    I did. He was a total idiot even though he was at one of the best hospitals on the East Coast. He said "How can your auditory nerve be damaged if it's encased in bone? That's ridiculous."
  41. Pinhead

    After a Decade of Habituation, My Tinnitus Is Back After Ultrasonic Dental Cleaning

    Prednisone absolutely gives people insomnia and is probably the culprit. I would have insomnia routinely when I had to take it, along with anxiety attacks. There was a study that showed something like 60% of people experience insomnia on Prednisone.
  42. Pinhead

    Most know nothing, and if they know something, it isn't about treatment, at least in my experience.

    Most know nothing, and if they know something, it isn't about treatment, at least in my experience.
  43. Pinhead

    That's the worst part. It's not 50 years of "living", it's 50 years of enduring actual...

    That's the worst part. It's not 50 years of "living", it's 50 years of enduring actual physiological acoustic torture every second.
  44. Pinhead

    This is really it. It takes over your entire consciousness. No one seems to understand that. I...

    This is really it. It takes over your entire consciousness. No one seems to understand that. I can no longer think coherently because my brain is chirping and it has decided chirping is more important than conscious awareness. I'm already dead.
  45. Pinhead

    Suicidal

    But how would that grow the economy? /sarcasm
  46. Pinhead

    I'm Travis, My Tinnitus Is 10/10 — Please Send Good Vibes and Advice

    It's sad to see these posts from D'Angelo. He's gone now, and it's a terrible thing. Some of this suggests that you have superior canal dehiscence syndrome, which can cause tinnitus. Have you considered getting that treated? Also, a 'high riding jugular bulb' can cause tinnitus. A friend of...
  47. Pinhead

    Hearing Loss and Severe Tinnitus — From Loving Life to Suicidal in 2 Months

    Some here have followed this exact advice and are now catastrophic. Anecdotes are not reliable.
  48. Pinhead

    Suicidal

    I had a breakdown in the car ride home from my office yesterday. My girlfriend was driving and I told her outright that I had been researching assisted suicide and that I didn't think I would be around much longer. She didn't say anything.
  49. Pinhead

    Making choice 1 was probably the biggest regret of my entire life. It's clear to me that once...

    Making choice 1 was probably the biggest regret of my entire life. It's clear to me that once the DCN is hyperactive it can get worse. It's not worth any risk.
  50. Pinhead

    Reactive Tinnitus Has Ruined My Life

    That's great, but the SBUTTs don't always go away. That's why I usually end up in a complete and utter panic. I have many tones that are still here now.
  51. Pinhead

    Medical fact: stress makes you die sooner. Tinnitus causes catastrophic amounts of indominable...

    Medical fact: stress makes you die sooner. Tinnitus causes catastrophic amounts of indominable stress. Therefore...
  52. Pinhead

    Are you in California?

    Are you in California?
  53. Pinhead

    0. In my fourth year.

    0. In my fourth year.
  54. Pinhead

    How are you @BB23? My doctor prescribed mirtazapine today and I thought of you. I’m scared to...

    How are you @BB23? My doctor prescribed mirtazapine today and I thought of you. I’m scared to take it.
  55. Pinhead

    Yep. Very strange how once it starts, it doesn't seem to stop. They build up, sometimes go away...

    Yep. Very strange how once it starts, it doesn't seem to stop. They build up, sometimes go away, and sometimes become louder.
  56. Pinhead

    I’ve read that vitamin B6 can increase activity in the areas that cause tinnitus. I try to avoid it.

    I’ve read that vitamin B6 can increase activity in the areas that cause tinnitus. I try to avoid it.
  57. Pinhead

    Listening to White Noise/Wind Chimes Makes My Tinnitus Worse

    It sounds like reactive tinnitus, which I have. Unfortunately, three years have passed, and it's only worsened. I avoid all headphones. I definitely wouldn't recommend using them anymore.
  58. Pinhead

    How has it been? Has anything made it easier for you?

    How has it been? Has anything made it easier for you?
  59. Pinhead

    Unbearable Tinnitus Spike: I Feel My Mental Health Is Deteriorating

    I’m so sorry that you’re experiencing this. It’s pure hell, I know. Something does stick out, though. You say it “gets louder” when you lie your head in a sleeping position. I would investigate somatic causes, such as cervical spine/neck issues, posture, and jaw problems. If the condition...
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    Suicidal

    Hi Travis. I've been following every one of your posts since you joined. I want you to know that I care. I'm not even sure if you're reading this, but just know that we understand. You are not alone.