I would also say that it would be easier for me to deal with it if the tone wasn't so intrusive. Lowering the volume would of course be the jackpot. Unfortunately it currently feels ruined because I enjoyed living a different life with 31. I'm trying to adapt as much as possible. I see time as...
@MindOverMatter
Thank you for your positive words. Much appreciated. 7 months isn't long with T, I'm aware of that. However, I was always a person who said "in a few months the world will look different again". Unfortunately not this time. The brain is powerful and I'm trying to allow myself to...
Your last sentence… couldn't say it any other way. I have already communicated this wish to my closest people. The thought of being scattered into the endless beautiful, glittering ocean during sunset makes me cry. Sadness and happiness at the same time.
@RunningMan this seems to be very rare. Outside of this forum I only know people with the typical high monotonous T. I thought maybe it's gone today, no. Probably a new annoying companion… but it doesn't bother me as much as my terribly high hissing sound.
@Pinhead no one notices it or takes it seriously. It's "just a noise". Running away from all noises, the most normal things like cutlery hurts my ears. A nightmare that never ends
I fly at least once a month. Sometimes only 2-3 hours, often around 10 hours.
I also had problems with the pressure in the past, and once, I didn't hear anything in one ear for 4 days after landing.
I now only fly with earplugs that are specifically made for flying. Please pay attention to...
Actually I have been through worst situation, death of parents, best friends and other drastic situations. Maybe not understandable for some, but T is above it. The pain of loss becomes less but this daily torment does not change
Feel very hopeless at the moment. In the past, when faced with difficult situations in life, I always said that in six months the world would look different again and you would be able to get through the most situations.
@SumGuy If I'd know that. But it probably wouldn't do help me in any way. The only thing I suspect is vitamin D. I took around 80.000 IU daily 4 days before T started. It hasn't disappeared for a second. However, I have found very few cases that suspect the same thing about them
@SumGuy it has reduced, but not to the normal level. the tone has changed, but unfortunately not in a more bearable way. I think it also depends a lot on the tone. I could probably handle a different, softer one better
@cyberspace absolutely, I can only play at a very low volume. Turning the volume up and hearing my neighbors making noise at the same time would drive me crazy
I didn't miss anything in my younger years, which I'm happy about. Still, it hurts a lot because those around me are still very active and I feel like I'm missing out on everything. I wouldn't wish T on anyone, at any age. However, I would probably be able to accept it better when I reach my...
@RunningMan shr said that she always hears it, even at this moment. But I agree with you, I also believe that its extent is not close to that of most of us
Maybe in a while I'll see it differently and be able to talk about getting used to it. I can't imagine it, but who knows. I would be grateful if I could just hear it if I closed my ears. What I would give for us all to have it like that...
@RunningMan your words could have been mine. I have to distract myself as much as possible today to get through the day. Hope it goes down quickly, still annoying, but easier to deal with
@dd314 Please excuse the late reply, I didn't see your message. Felt very calm and tired during this, even though T hissed like always so it did exactly nothing for T. I probably or certainly expected too much from one time. I was disappointed and haven't done it again since. I would probably...
@RunningMan
It was this:
https://youtu.be/s3jYDf3MjoU?si=c5IhAi68fIImgPde
Tried thousand of crickets now and it is a great relief because of the white noise in the background.
@BrOKeN_1 your preffered one is also very calming.
Thank you so much guys now I have something new for hopefully...