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@Pinhead, where do you live? Are you able to work?

@tomytl, how about you?

I can say that I'm only alive because I haven't died yet, but I still want better days to come. If I'm not dead, then I don't want to live in constant torment. I'm always trying to escape from tinnitus.

I don't know how long I'll be able to manage this job, but since I'll need to move to a new room soon, I'm trying to hold on to it, at least for now. Tinnitus has ruined my life and continues to make it harder every single day.

@Pinhead, I'm still in hell, and I'm falling further down rapidly. Unfortunately, tinnitus itself is still torture for me, and the hearing problems I have make my daily life very challenging. I've moved into a new rented room and started a part-time job. Death still seems like the only...

@delta784, wtf man are you serious? I was regretting so much because I couldn't get the steroids at all. I was thinking if I had at the right time I would have gotten better already but you're saying that it made yours worse...

@delta784 is this steroid the one that they use for the bodybuilding? Do you have severe tinnitus?

@dan, yeah man, it's normal. It happens to me all the time but I meant about the tinnitus :D what was the cause of your tinnitus and is it the severe type?

@tomytl, I've spent all my time searching for a home, moving to a new place, and cleaning my old one. My life was already a living hell, and now I've started descending to even deeper levels of it.

I'm working part-time to save up and find a rented room with a proper contract as a "working" person. Notice, I haven't even mentioned my health yet because I haven't had the chance to address it.

I contacted over 1,000 people on rental apps, but all of them rejected me. Some said no directly because of benefits; others declined after reference checks. I could only get into this awful place. There's no contract here, and without one, my benefits will be cut.

@tomytl, I had to experience how unfair and cruel the world is, going through unbearable suffering. For the first time in my life, when I truly needed help and support, I lost my home, my relationship, and my health. I still need surgery and have to work a part-time job in pain because...

Similar to yours. Hyperacusis, tinnitus, hidden hearing loss kind of thing. ENT said my hearing was okay but it's not and stupid floaters. Apart from that before I had ear issues I had a problem in my knees and had a surgery right before my ears has started. So I'm alive to be tortured. Thanks.

I live in constant torment and suffering. It feels like hell on earth. The conditions are unbearable.

I'm applying to part-time jobs. My knees and surgery site are getting worse. I need to find a contracted place, so I'm looking for work, but I'll be taking on a physical job when my health is already in a bad state. There's no regard for human rights.

The space is tiny, and nine people stay in this small area. They're all Brazilian, and I'm the only foreigner. They're toxic. I can't even cook in the house. It's disgusting and filthy. I buy cheap food from outside, but this isn't sustainable.

@tomytl, My ears are still the same. My desire to die remains just as strong. I found a place that doesn't require a contract, but I urgently need to move to a contracted place; otherwise, I'll lose my assistance. The new place is terrible, everything is broken. The window is shattered, and the...

@tomytl, do you think it's treatable or it's already gone :(

@just1morething, what was the cause of your tinnitus?

@tomytl, 20 percent more loss caused by the last incident?

@tomytl, have you done a hearing test after the incident? Was there any change in your hearing?

How?

@tomytl, Isn't there even a slight improvement or any change in your situation?

@tomytl, No, I almost never talk to her. The landlords don't want to deal with the contract; unfortunately, they're only interested in the money they'll get. Even after I move out of this room, my problem isn't solved—it just gets more complicated, because I need to find a place with a contract...

@delta784, your cause is interesting. Are you sure it was the real cause for it?

@tomytl, Thanks for asking. How are things going for you?

Finally, I found a place that doesn't offer a contract, but in that case, my benefits are cut off because proving housing expenses officially is only possible with a contract. In short, things have gotten even more complicated for me instead of being resolved. I'm still trying to get rid of this...

@tomytl, Hello Tom. Everything is more or less the same. I broke up with my gf. I'm going to move to a new room, but that's where the main problem starts, because despite talking to hundreds of people, I couldn't find a rental room. I'm really exhausted.

@sandyknight, My situation is somewhat similar to this. I have become disabled due to hyperacusis and tinnitus, but no individual, institution, or authority recognizes or even takes it seriously. What was the initial cause for you? Has it been the same level since 2016?

I hate my life. It feels so surreal still. How about you? I hope you are doing well.

@tomytl, hello man I'm still trying to find a room. I don't have much time left to leave my current flat. There is so many things I need to deal with. Landlords, government departments, employement agencies, employers etc. I still suffer so badly but I need to solve some problems such as housing...

@tomytl, if I survive I want to run my food and drink business later in life. That's already what I wanted to do before since I like cooking, making food and serving people but my health problems made me quit my job and cancel the business plans. I don't want to do it in the UK because it has...

I'm trying to find a way out with the simplest way. I think I will be able to that but it's really tiring, painful and difficult. As some other people here say I'm trying to take it as one day at a time but it fucks me up regardless. I don't want to live but life doesn't give me that chance and...

@tomytl, thank you for wanting to help man honestly. I also use it whenever I need. I already recieve UC. The first one in your last post. I also contacted the local councils but they are even worse, what they tell me to do is gonna put more stress on me and makes it harder.

@tomytl yeah man still struggling so badly. I'm still loking for a room. Asked hundreds of people and agencies, nothing so for. I'm dealing with government BS as well because of the benefit payments. I'm trying to stay strong because there is no one can help. I still want to die every single day...

@tomytl, yeah exactly. I totaly agree with what you say about the non sufferers and also about how it feels surreal. This shit makes no sense man 😂😂😂 Honestly why the fuck ear would have soul destroying ringing? Ears meant to hear not to create torturous sounds. Never knew about such thing until...

@tomytl, I need to find a place to stay first. No one one really helps man. This thing makes you lonely as fuck. Once you fall everyone turns their back against you. Let me see how it goes. It's so hard man.

It's not technically legal for agents to do this but nobody cares. If I don't find a place by November 15th, I'll be homeless. The government is also slashing people's benefits left and right. They're planning to cut mine as well. I don't know what to do, I'm trying to get out of this hell. It...

Because I'm on benefits, landlords and agents don't want to rent me a place. I've asked over 250 people and got rejected by every single one of them. I'm not joking. I'm now applying to places in London without even looking at them, but the moment they see I'm on benefits, I get rejected...

@tomytl, I'm alive because I haven't died, let me put it that way, but life doesn't stop. The doctor hasn't given me a surgery date yet. It will be decided based on the progress, and if I end up in an emergency situation again, I'll have emergency surgery. Right now, it just hurts.

@tomytl, thank you for the info man. How is it going for you?

@tomytl, that's what I thought. Have you met anyone who has hardcore tinnitus?

@tomytl, that's good man. I know there are some similiar things in London as well but I'm still dealing with other stuff. Maybe you can find some useful information there.

@tomytl, I forgot what you were doing. What was it again?

@tomytl, I'm really happy that you're improving man. I wish it was the case for me but no. Not only I'm still suffer the same level from T but also dealing with government's new plan to stop benefits. I'm still wishing to die. I hope it happens soon so that I don't suffer more. I don't want to...

@tomytl, everything is the same. It's a never ending torture.

Before this ear issue, my life was quite good and peaceful. I was living a great life on my own, independently of my health problems, the issues in my country, or my family. However, this incident ended up ruining everything.

@tomytl, A tissue needs to be removed from my body, it is called a pilonidal sinus. The situation in my country is very bad. It’s almost impossible for me to live there. Moreover, my family has been affected by the country’s situation. My brother and mother have their own problems. Being there...

I wish I were weak so I would have already killed myself.

@tomytl, No one can easily handle what I’m going through. In fact, I can’t say that I’m handling it either. People who go through just one percent of my struggles can’t cope even with the heaviest medications, and here I am, alone in another country, penniless, broken up with my girlfriend, far...

@Markku, is it still your motto or has it changed?

@tomytl, If I were in your place, I would try different hearing aids and start using a good one regularly if there is one. In some countries, there is something like a free trial period; I don’t know if there is such a thing in Switzerland, but it could be worth researching. I hope everything...

@tomytl, Can’t the doctors find any reason? I probably won’t be that lucky either. Most likely, I’ll be examined by a single, inadequate ENT specialist. Honestly, I have no expectations.Do doctors not even know what might be causing your ear issues, or what needs to be done?

@tomytl, I understand very well what you’re trying to say. If you’re in a situation where you would benefit from a hearing aid, it’s best not to delay because I’m in a large hearing support group, and people share the same opinion: “We wish we hadn’t postponed using the device for so long.”...

@tomytl, can you see any improvements at all?