Hi all,
First off I want you all to know T can go away. I got mine in 1/2010 and it went away in 6/2010. I couldn't have habituated because I never accepted it and always looked for it as I'm also OCD.
Now for last two weeks it is back. However it goes away EVERY morning. It's GONE. I Listen and it doesn't exist. I have quiet HOURS which is great. I know most of you have this screaming all the time so I apologize if I seek weak to you. It comes on in late afternoon and lasts until a few hours before I wake.
I'm currently on a round of tapering 4mg steriods for 6 days (helped noise reduction in my 1st go around w this) so I asked for it again. I also did Accupuncture last time so I'm doing that again too
This time it's a 2/10 and the 1st time it was much worse maybe a 6/10. However I'm struggling to cope so much more now as i'm paralyzed by the fear that this is going to last forever. ( yes you think it's going away the first time would make me more optimistic) but I can't eat, or go to work.
I'm just wondering if this is a good sign that I can rid myself of this again or is this just the beginning of worse things to come.
I know the unpredictability of the T and most of you will not have an answer but just wondering if anyone has a similar situation
First off I want you all to know T can go away. I got mine in 1/2010 and it went away in 6/2010. I couldn't have habituated because I never accepted it and always looked for it as I'm also OCD.
Now for last two weeks it is back. However it goes away EVERY morning. It's GONE. I Listen and it doesn't exist. I have quiet HOURS which is great. I know most of you have this screaming all the time so I apologize if I seek weak to you. It comes on in late afternoon and lasts until a few hours before I wake.
I'm currently on a round of tapering 4mg steriods for 6 days (helped noise reduction in my 1st go around w this) so I asked for it again. I also did Accupuncture last time so I'm doing that again too
This time it's a 2/10 and the 1st time it was much worse maybe a 6/10. However I'm struggling to cope so much more now as i'm paralyzed by the fear that this is going to last forever. ( yes you think it's going away the first time would make me more optimistic) but I can't eat, or go to work.
I'm just wondering if this is a good sign that I can rid myself of this again or is this just the beginning of worse things to come.
I know the unpredictability of the T and most of you will not have an answer but just wondering if anyone has a similar situation