I got tinnitus years ago after trying various BP medications and just lousy doctors giving far too high doses! I basically ignored it, even though there were times it was annoying. In September I woke up in France with a blocked right ear (scared me to DEATH), result of ear irrigation done by make believer ER (one of these urgent care places). Then upon my return to US, ENT just basically did not adequately treat what was obviously a growing external ear infection so I went up to Albany Medical Center to a subspecialist ENT (miscroscopic otoscope, debriding, etc.) He was incredibly awful (pushed Neomycin drops on me constantly which then caused contact dermititis in both ears, weeping skin), so I found another Dr. there whom I have seen five times and who has basically gotten me to the point where I am on the road to recovery. However: due to debridement of outer ear canal my ear canals are irritated, probably swollen to some degree, no infection, but this has made the T much worse lately. Also, because of stuffiness in ears I began popping my ears (BAD IDEA, never do that) so I think I irritated my eustachian tubes. I am a total and complete nervous wreck now! I am seeing the Dr. again Thursday morning to check both ears but we don't discuss the T at all (this Dr. does give me a lot of attention and treatment but basically is overworked with many patients waiting).
I have been on the Internet all morning and found this Center for Hearing Loss which has worsened my anxiety and made me think there's no drugs you can ever take for anything, paranoia is through the roof. Is that site legitimate or is the guy just selling his overpriced books?
Can anyone give me encouragement here? Please? I will not put any drops or anything else in my ears, I am taking very low level of Xanax (.25 mg) to try to remain calm (because stress and insomnia make T worse). I'm terrified by this otitis externa which is STUPID because it is basically harmless when treated and will go away! I am also severely grieving (this is my sixth Christmas without my daughter) so I need all the encouragement I can get and am SO HAPPY to have found this forum!!!!
I have been on the Internet all morning and found this Center for Hearing Loss which has worsened my anxiety and made me think there's no drugs you can ever take for anything, paranoia is through the roof. Is that site legitimate or is the guy just selling his overpriced books?
Can anyone give me encouragement here? Please? I will not put any drops or anything else in my ears, I am taking very low level of Xanax (.25 mg) to try to remain calm (because stress and insomnia make T worse). I'm terrified by this otitis externa which is STUPID because it is basically harmless when treated and will go away! I am also severely grieving (this is my sixth Christmas without my daughter) so I need all the encouragement I can get and am SO HAPPY to have found this forum!!!!