- May 27, 2018
- 55
- Tinnitus Since
- July 2016
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Loud jam session on top of years of music performance/mixing
Hey y'all. Thank you so much for this forum. Y'all have helped me many times in the past but right now I'm going through it and I come use some insight. Please bear with me, I'll try to keep it brief as possible but I will provide at least some background.
I've had chronic tinnitus in both ears for about 3.1 years after a loud jam session, and for a little over a year I've had some extended episodes where my ears become "reactive" to certain frequencies coming from background noise (cars/planes passing, fans, air vents...), in that those frequencies become amplified or my brain focuses on them in such a way that they seem more prominent than other frequencies coming from the same sources. I could describe that reaction as somewhat of a subtle electrical/mechanical humming with brief stutters that make it sound somewhat rumbly. At the most extreme end, I have another thread from a little over year ago where I had some hearing distortion at certain volumes in my right ear, though thankfully that subsided when I began easing up on my possible overuse of hearing protection.
These past few days have been interesting though... Not in a good way. On Monday after breakfast and stuff, I went up to my room to sit at the computer and do handle some emails n stuff before heading to work. At that point I noticed what sounded like a bee buzzing inside my right ear at at around 523 Hz (F3 I think, and one semitone in either direction). I noticed that these frequencies were actually coming from highway traffic, which is very quiet as the highway is several blocks away from me, but that specific narrow frequency range was being boosted to prevalence especially in my right ear where this became a bee buzzing sensation. I have had this sensation before but VERY infrequently, usually maybe once upon waking up on some rare days, so I didn't think it would last long. When I went into town for work I didn't hear it at all, it was only when I was at home in a relatively quiet room, and noticed the traffic noises again. I want to be clear- the buzzing does not happen in silence, it is actually a product of outside sound being interpreted/boosted in a very specific way by my ear.
Today though, this buzzing has been off the charts annoying and depressing. My right ear is buzzing to that same frequency range coming off of several kitchen appliances at my kitchen job, and it even buzzed off of a coworker's voice in the next room in one instance. My right ear is also back to amplifying other frequencies as well. But that 523Hz buzz really sounds like a bee in my ear, and it's the most sound disturbing of all.
I'm holding onto the hope that things will settle down but things got worse today and it was much harder to manage or maintain a positive outlook. Just came home and cried into my pillow like a sad boy lol. I have a few theories as to why this is happening but honestly it's so hard to predict changes in my tinnitus or hearing disorders, things come and go with the seasons
- I maaay have been back to using overusing hearing protection a bit too much during work, as I had a bit of a spike a month ago and swore my tinnitus got worse but the tinnitus baseline seems to have gone back to regular while my anxiety remains subtle but higher than in months prior. I do only use -9 dB filters though.
- Out of random urge, I had my first coffee on Saturday for the first time in I believe over half a year (I literally don't remember my last cup). It was tasty, but now I wonder if this buzzing is perhaps related... A symptom of withdrawal? Seems doubtful but I believe I will continue to not drink coffee any more lol
- I spent hours composing music for a client over the weekend, but I do not monitor at high volumes at all so I don't think that would pose a major problem.
-I will admit, I have not been getting as much sleep as I should. Typically hit the bed around midnight and wake up around 6:50 AM. Tonight I will be sleeping early as I am emotionally and mentally drained.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. Yes I always stop noticing my heightened reactivity to certain sounds a few weeks after onset, then sometimes it comes back for a day or a week then passes again like it was never there, but this experience is worse than usual so I'm a bit scared despite my hopefulness to be honest. If you have ever been in a similar position and found something that helped or found that this hyper reactivity went away on its own or became more tolerable, please advise.
I've had chronic tinnitus in both ears for about 3.1 years after a loud jam session, and for a little over a year I've had some extended episodes where my ears become "reactive" to certain frequencies coming from background noise (cars/planes passing, fans, air vents...), in that those frequencies become amplified or my brain focuses on them in such a way that they seem more prominent than other frequencies coming from the same sources. I could describe that reaction as somewhat of a subtle electrical/mechanical humming with brief stutters that make it sound somewhat rumbly. At the most extreme end, I have another thread from a little over year ago where I had some hearing distortion at certain volumes in my right ear, though thankfully that subsided when I began easing up on my possible overuse of hearing protection.
These past few days have been interesting though... Not in a good way. On Monday after breakfast and stuff, I went up to my room to sit at the computer and do handle some emails n stuff before heading to work. At that point I noticed what sounded like a bee buzzing inside my right ear at at around 523 Hz (F3 I think, and one semitone in either direction). I noticed that these frequencies were actually coming from highway traffic, which is very quiet as the highway is several blocks away from me, but that specific narrow frequency range was being boosted to prevalence especially in my right ear where this became a bee buzzing sensation. I have had this sensation before but VERY infrequently, usually maybe once upon waking up on some rare days, so I didn't think it would last long. When I went into town for work I didn't hear it at all, it was only when I was at home in a relatively quiet room, and noticed the traffic noises again. I want to be clear- the buzzing does not happen in silence, it is actually a product of outside sound being interpreted/boosted in a very specific way by my ear.
Today though, this buzzing has been off the charts annoying and depressing. My right ear is buzzing to that same frequency range coming off of several kitchen appliances at my kitchen job, and it even buzzed off of a coworker's voice in the next room in one instance. My right ear is also back to amplifying other frequencies as well. But that 523Hz buzz really sounds like a bee in my ear, and it's the most sound disturbing of all.
I'm holding onto the hope that things will settle down but things got worse today and it was much harder to manage or maintain a positive outlook. Just came home and cried into my pillow like a sad boy lol. I have a few theories as to why this is happening but honestly it's so hard to predict changes in my tinnitus or hearing disorders, things come and go with the seasons
- I maaay have been back to using overusing hearing protection a bit too much during work, as I had a bit of a spike a month ago and swore my tinnitus got worse but the tinnitus baseline seems to have gone back to regular while my anxiety remains subtle but higher than in months prior. I do only use -9 dB filters though.
- Out of random urge, I had my first coffee on Saturday for the first time in I believe over half a year (I literally don't remember my last cup). It was tasty, but now I wonder if this buzzing is perhaps related... A symptom of withdrawal? Seems doubtful but I believe I will continue to not drink coffee any more lol
- I spent hours composing music for a client over the weekend, but I do not monitor at high volumes at all so I don't think that would pose a major problem.
-I will admit, I have not been getting as much sleep as I should. Typically hit the bed around midnight and wake up around 6:50 AM. Tonight I will be sleeping early as I am emotionally and mentally drained.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. Yes I always stop noticing my heightened reactivity to certain sounds a few weeks after onset, then sometimes it comes back for a day or a week then passes again like it was never there, but this experience is worse than usual so I'm a bit scared despite my hopefulness to be honest. If you have ever been in a similar position and found something that helped or found that this hyper reactivity went away on its own or became more tolerable, please advise.