- Nov 9, 2015
- 731
- Tinnitus Since
- 10/2015
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Pregnancy or mild hearing loss.. Who knows.
I stayed off this site for 2 days, mainly because I was trying not to draw attention to my T and "get on with my life" as my psychotherapist advised.. The last two days the volume of my T was very low almost inaudible and I was in fact able to "Get on with my life" without even being bothered by the noise. I wonder if its possible the noise is actually decreasing or if my reactions to it are decreasing? I'm about 7 weeks in. Is it even possible to be habituating this early?
Then, out of nowhere last night my ears became super sensitive to sound. Even my own voice was too loud.. The TV volume turned very low caused my ears to react and the T was very loud.. I finally gave up and just went to bed because the anxiety was too much.. It continued ALL night and I didn't sleep at all because of the loud static sound, even with the sound machine.. This morning, so far it seems just as loud and I can feel the panic start to try and force its way back into my head.. I'm so frustrated. THe good days are really, really good and give me hope that I am seeing improvements and I am able to live a normal life again then BAM, out of nowhere the T rears its ugly head and is back with no warning. It's hard to accept this may be my life now. I'm desperately hoping its not the case.. My T seems to have a pattern of gone/drastically improved for 1-2 days then back to being intrusive for a day or so, then better for 1-2 and back for 1, etc..So far, other then stress I haven't been able to find any triggers but have been avoiding high sodium, caffiene and excessive sugar..
My perinatologist suggested again, everything can resolve after pregnancy and hearing is often affected by it so to just try and ride it out and get a new audiogram after everything is over. Grasping those words desperatly this morning. Just had a bad night and needed some positive support to ride this one out.
Then, out of nowhere last night my ears became super sensitive to sound. Even my own voice was too loud.. The TV volume turned very low caused my ears to react and the T was very loud.. I finally gave up and just went to bed because the anxiety was too much.. It continued ALL night and I didn't sleep at all because of the loud static sound, even with the sound machine.. This morning, so far it seems just as loud and I can feel the panic start to try and force its way back into my head.. I'm so frustrated. THe good days are really, really good and give me hope that I am seeing improvements and I am able to live a normal life again then BAM, out of nowhere the T rears its ugly head and is back with no warning. It's hard to accept this may be my life now. I'm desperately hoping its not the case.. My T seems to have a pattern of gone/drastically improved for 1-2 days then back to being intrusive for a day or so, then better for 1-2 and back for 1, etc..So far, other then stress I haven't been able to find any triggers but have been avoiding high sodium, caffiene and excessive sugar..
My perinatologist suggested again, everything can resolve after pregnancy and hearing is often affected by it so to just try and ride it out and get a new audiogram after everything is over. Grasping those words desperatly this morning. Just had a bad night and needed some positive support to ride this one out.