- Jun 22, 2017
- 89
- Tinnitus Since
- 06/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- 25-30 minutes of first ever concert
Hello, i'm a 28 years french man old from Calais, France.
I just finally defended my thesis and got my Ph.D a few weeks ago and as i was going to move from the university to find a new job, some other students / collegue i have known for a decade wanted me to go out with them.
(I have never been in a concert in my life before, music is not something I ever had that much of an interest in).
So 5 days ago, on Saturday, as they were insisting, I went with them to a metal concert where some of my colleague/friend's boyfriend band was performing.
The noise was in my opinion too loud and not pleasing, and I left because I was feeling dizzy after 25-30 min.
Ever since, for the last 5 days, I've had tinnitus in my right ear non stop and I do not hear as well there as I do in my left.
Panicking, I went to 3 different doctors in as many days since Monday. The first gave me a cortisone treatment for 7 days (I'm at half right now) and the other two said nothing more could be done about the hear loss and tinnitus.
The tinnitus is driving me completely mad, I don't understand or know how to cope. And every online search I do (mostly in French) is worse, I keep eventually finding people that had them for year contemplating suicide or whose life is ruined. (Which is why I started to look for resources in English and found this place).
I have spent the last 4 days doing basically nothing, but despairing, and crying a lot. I feel like I ruined my life simply by politely answering an invitation and going to a place I didn't even really want to go in the first place.
I forgot to add I have a lot of trouble sleeping and eating as well (both due to tinnitus and of being more terrified than I have ever been before in my life). I do force myself to eat a bit, but with little success.
I lost over 4 kg already :/
I just finally defended my thesis and got my Ph.D a few weeks ago and as i was going to move from the university to find a new job, some other students / collegue i have known for a decade wanted me to go out with them.
(I have never been in a concert in my life before, music is not something I ever had that much of an interest in).
So 5 days ago, on Saturday, as they were insisting, I went with them to a metal concert where some of my colleague/friend's boyfriend band was performing.
The noise was in my opinion too loud and not pleasing, and I left because I was feeling dizzy after 25-30 min.
Ever since, for the last 5 days, I've had tinnitus in my right ear non stop and I do not hear as well there as I do in my left.
Panicking, I went to 3 different doctors in as many days since Monday. The first gave me a cortisone treatment for 7 days (I'm at half right now) and the other two said nothing more could be done about the hear loss and tinnitus.
The tinnitus is driving me completely mad, I don't understand or know how to cope. And every online search I do (mostly in French) is worse, I keep eventually finding people that had them for year contemplating suicide or whose life is ruined. (Which is why I started to look for resources in English and found this place).
I have spent the last 4 days doing basically nothing, but despairing, and crying a lot. I feel like I ruined my life simply by politely answering an invitation and going to a place I didn't even really want to go in the first place.
I forgot to add I have a lot of trouble sleeping and eating as well (both due to tinnitus and of being more terrified than I have ever been before in my life). I do force myself to eat a bit, but with little success.
I lost over 4 kg already :/