- Mar 17, 2019
- 5
- Tinnitus Since
- 07/1992-1996, 02/2019-present
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Head trauma
My name is Michael, and I had a head injury in 1992 that resulted in my tinnitus. I was told that it would go away in six months, but no, it stayed with me for more than two years. Besides the noise, which I described as an angry teapot that no one seemed at all interested in turning off, I went through a significant personality change. I was a mountain biker, swimmer, and a weightlifter, and I was able to continue doing these things, but more and more as the noise continued, I became timid and fearful. As six months came and went, my hope took a dramatic turn for the worst, and I had periods of deep depression and extreme, near violent behavior. I was seeing a stress therapist who taught me biofeedback because the noise was on the right side of my head, and he showed me how to bring it to the center. I can hardly describe how much of a difference that made for me. After close to 2 1/2 years the tinnitus left. The stress and anxiety, as well as my moodiness mostly left, but more importantly, the noise that badgered me for so long was gone.
About a year ago, while I was at home, someone down the street was using a chainsaw, and they used it all day and into the evening. Then I realized that the tinnitus came back, but I didn't mind because it was faint, and I used to be a logger so the sound was kind of pleasant and nostalgic, if that makes sense. A few weeks ago the shrill noise came back, and it's every bit as loud as when I was hit on my head, and I'm having a terrible time dealing with it. Nothing helps me overcome the noise except for taking a shower with the usual splash of the water to cover the sound.
I've never really talked with anyone who has had tinnitus, and to be honest, I don't know if everyone suffers the same degree of noise, which seems like I'm just a little whiner, or if... I don't really know what I should ask, if there is anything to ask. I have to say that the noise went away a couple of times, but it always comes around again.
Sorry for the long complaint, like all of you, I don't want this.
About a year ago, while I was at home, someone down the street was using a chainsaw, and they used it all day and into the evening. Then I realized that the tinnitus came back, but I didn't mind because it was faint, and I used to be a logger so the sound was kind of pleasant and nostalgic, if that makes sense. A few weeks ago the shrill noise came back, and it's every bit as loud as when I was hit on my head, and I'm having a terrible time dealing with it. Nothing helps me overcome the noise except for taking a shower with the usual splash of the water to cover the sound.
I've never really talked with anyone who has had tinnitus, and to be honest, I don't know if everyone suffers the same degree of noise, which seems like I'm just a little whiner, or if... I don't really know what I should ask, if there is anything to ask. I have to say that the noise went away a couple of times, but it always comes around again.
Sorry for the long complaint, like all of you, I don't want this.