- Oct 16, 2017
- 50
- Tinnitus Since
- August 2016 (hyperacusis)
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Excessive listening to intense music with high-end equipment
I developed hyperacusis in August of last year. I'm currently 25 1/2, and for the most part, I've never really had any ear issues. Over the past several years, I've begun listening to music much more with headphones. In August of 2015, I began looking into amplifier equipment to complement a high-end pair of headphones I'd bought in early 2014. I ended up buying a high-end AMP and DAC. I was trying to decide among a few different AMP's and combos, and to be honest, as incredible as the sound was, I felt apprehensive about it and thought it might cause ear problems if I listened too long. I ended up going with it anyway though; looking back on it, I thought any potential ear problems wouldn't manifest for awhile anyway.
I listened to music on the headphones constantly, at high volumes and with high gain. As time wore on, I started listening more and more to abrasive, dissonant genres like metal, noise rock etc. I would honestly getting ringing in my ears every time I took off the headphones, even sometime before the hyperacusis developed. As August rolled around, I started getting this growing discomfort to that sort of music and the headphones in general, until around the end of the month, I couldn't stand it anymore and realized something was wrong, so I largely stopped wearing them and avoided that kind of music.
Soon after, I went a local ear/nose/throat clinic, and my hearing was altogether fine and there was only a sign of slight hearing loss. The doctor told me to wait atleast a few months before it subsided, and recommend I potentially get rid of the equipment or the headphones.
It's been over a year now and I still have it. Early on, I'd experiment with the headphones to see how much I could handle it, but I ended up eschewing them for awhile. I'd get ringing in my ears on and off, often out of nowhere, but it eventually subsided, and I gradually improved. It was to the point where earlier this year, I could wear headphones for fairly extended periods of time and listen to certain music with minimal issue. But then around April, this stopped, and I've found myself very gradually regressing, to the point where I've kind just stopped- no more worsening, but no progress either. I haven't used the headphones in months, I make sure to minimize noises that could irritate me, and I rarely get ringing anymore, I haven't really gotten it in months either. But I feel like I'm similar to how I was towards the end of last year. That isn't to say my hyperacusis is especially bad, honestly; it's only rather loud, relatively high-pitched noises (or sounds resembling the music I listened to) that irritate me, in my general day to day life it's pretty marginal.
But, I can't really have speakers or radio on that high. I do have to cover my ears at various loud noises. I recall when I went to see Dunkirk in the theater, which was full of old people, I was the only one I could see that had to cover my ears. And again, I can't really wear headphones at all.
I honestly didn't know the exact name of this condition I have until around the turn of August. The doctor literally never told me the name, and I'm wondering if I could have done something else in the meantime (I've generally just kind of been waiting for it to subside). But I went back, and although I did somewhat better on the hearing test, the doctor said that could be just normal variation. But the fact I rarely get tinnitus is a good sign, and my seeming decline to where it's flatlined (now) is normal. For all intents and purposes, my progress with this is normal and I've done well to maintain my ear integrity. But who knows when it could go away; he told me it could be another 2 years.
He gave me one referral, the Massachusetts Eye and Ear Infirmary located in Boston, which isn't that close. And while they do offer hyperacusis treatment, they have no information for it online. Nobody could tell me over the phone. I'd have to schedule an appointment to actually find anything out.
So I'm wondering what to do at this point. I'm really, really sick of living like this. Music used to be one of my main forms of leisure, and I have no idea when this will subside. If I can do something to improve my situation or bring about recovery sooner, I'll go for it. I've foregone really looking into what information there is online until I speak to professionals who deal with hyperacusis, but I have no idea what's really out there and if it'll actually be of help.
If anyone has any information on what clinical hyperacusis treatment offers (and this particular center or Boston, or others in the area), and if there's better alternatives I can do on my own, I'd love to hear it.
And it goes without saying, but once I get over this, I will most likely sell the AMP/DAC combo. It gave me some absolutely incredible, incomparable sound, but it wasn't worth this.
I listened to music on the headphones constantly, at high volumes and with high gain. As time wore on, I started listening more and more to abrasive, dissonant genres like metal, noise rock etc. I would honestly getting ringing in my ears every time I took off the headphones, even sometime before the hyperacusis developed. As August rolled around, I started getting this growing discomfort to that sort of music and the headphones in general, until around the end of the month, I couldn't stand it anymore and realized something was wrong, so I largely stopped wearing them and avoided that kind of music.
Soon after, I went a local ear/nose/throat clinic, and my hearing was altogether fine and there was only a sign of slight hearing loss. The doctor told me to wait atleast a few months before it subsided, and recommend I potentially get rid of the equipment or the headphones.
It's been over a year now and I still have it. Early on, I'd experiment with the headphones to see how much I could handle it, but I ended up eschewing them for awhile. I'd get ringing in my ears on and off, often out of nowhere, but it eventually subsided, and I gradually improved. It was to the point where earlier this year, I could wear headphones for fairly extended periods of time and listen to certain music with minimal issue. But then around April, this stopped, and I've found myself very gradually regressing, to the point where I've kind just stopped- no more worsening, but no progress either. I haven't used the headphones in months, I make sure to minimize noises that could irritate me, and I rarely get ringing anymore, I haven't really gotten it in months either. But I feel like I'm similar to how I was towards the end of last year. That isn't to say my hyperacusis is especially bad, honestly; it's only rather loud, relatively high-pitched noises (or sounds resembling the music I listened to) that irritate me, in my general day to day life it's pretty marginal.
But, I can't really have speakers or radio on that high. I do have to cover my ears at various loud noises. I recall when I went to see Dunkirk in the theater, which was full of old people, I was the only one I could see that had to cover my ears. And again, I can't really wear headphones at all.
I honestly didn't know the exact name of this condition I have until around the turn of August. The doctor literally never told me the name, and I'm wondering if I could have done something else in the meantime (I've generally just kind of been waiting for it to subside). But I went back, and although I did somewhat better on the hearing test, the doctor said that could be just normal variation. But the fact I rarely get tinnitus is a good sign, and my seeming decline to where it's flatlined (now) is normal. For all intents and purposes, my progress with this is normal and I've done well to maintain my ear integrity. But who knows when it could go away; he told me it could be another 2 years.
He gave me one referral, the Massachusetts Eye and Ear Infirmary located in Boston, which isn't that close. And while they do offer hyperacusis treatment, they have no information for it online. Nobody could tell me over the phone. I'd have to schedule an appointment to actually find anything out.
So I'm wondering what to do at this point. I'm really, really sick of living like this. Music used to be one of my main forms of leisure, and I have no idea when this will subside. If I can do something to improve my situation or bring about recovery sooner, I'll go for it. I've foregone really looking into what information there is online until I speak to professionals who deal with hyperacusis, but I have no idea what's really out there and if it'll actually be of help.
If anyone has any information on what clinical hyperacusis treatment offers (and this particular center or Boston, or others in the area), and if there's better alternatives I can do on my own, I'd love to hear it.
And it goes without saying, but once I get over this, I will most likely sell the AMP/DAC combo. It gave me some absolutely incredible, incomparable sound, but it wasn't worth this.