I feel soo stupid, because I've been careful all this time, and now this...
I've been exposed to loud sounds before and I haven't had a spike. Maybe because my tinnitus doesn't come from noise exposure who knows?
This time the alarm went off for more than 15 seconds and it was louder and louder than ever
of course I covered my ears and left in less than 3 seconds, but of course it isn't enough sometimes.
I know it's too soon to expect an spike but I feel so terrible, and sad, I'm gonna quit the job at the office tomorrow.
I don't wanna be near to that shit again.










Sometimes I feel like I need a hug from someone who understands this shit, I'm at peace with my tinnitus, I have created a safe space and a functional working happy life even with this, but the fear of it getting worse can be devastating sometimes...
I've been exposed to loud sounds before and I haven't had a spike. Maybe because my tinnitus doesn't come from noise exposure who knows?
This time the alarm went off for more than 15 seconds and it was louder and louder than ever
of course I covered my ears and left in less than 3 seconds, but of course it isn't enough sometimes.
I know it's too soon to expect an spike but I feel so terrible, and sad, I'm gonna quit the job at the office tomorrow.
I don't wanna be near to that shit again.










Sometimes I feel like I need a hug from someone who understands this shit, I'm at peace with my tinnitus, I have created a safe space and a functional working happy life even with this, but the fear of it getting worse can be devastating sometimes...