If you have tips on how to manage it all emotion wise I would love to hear as I've been struggling a great deal lately.
Oh how I wish there was some magic bandaid quote I could pass out for everyone to have, I wish I had one myself.
I'm not trying to fix it, these are only tips.
I just take it one day at a time and
never imagine my future in a negative light in any way, shape, or form. The only way we fight these battles is one day at a time - as soon as we start thinking about fighting a month's, year's, or lifetime's worth of battles we're going to lose every single time. I've learned I just have to stay in today and do my best with what I have today and leave tomorrow for tomorrow. If all you end up doing today is taking care of yourself and the house is a mess and you haven't showered or eaten, that's ok! Of course you wouldn't want to do that every day, but we're not talking about every day, we're talking about today. Today we're going to do our best.
Another thing that keeps me sane is looking at my strengths as a person. I am an extremely kind person because I have been treated very badly during my life. I had an abusive sister growing up, and that was really hard. It was hard growing up with a bully, someone I was really scared of. But I am kind. I am so kind that during a summer camp the councilors all thought of and voted for me unanimously to be the one they would ask to befriend and watch out for a girl being bullied behind closed doors. I'm not making a ran't of 'look at me, I'm so special,' but I'm trying to make a point that sometimes people go through some pretty tough crap. I grew up being bullied, and I turned out to be a
good person. I'm not minimizing any of it, what we're going through is awful - I can't believe any of us are surviving like this. What keeps me going is knowing that who I am becoming is someone that is going to be made of steel. Someone that can make it through anything. I don't know if you're religious, and if you're not I respect that, but I survive knowing that someone out there knows that I'm hurting and He went through it too.
This isn't supposed to make you feel better, but I tell these thing to myself every single day, actually today I've gone over them so many times I've lost count.
But something I know will
definitely make you feel better is when you see motorcyclists. They think they're so big and bad with their nasty mustaches, bandanas, leather jackets, and too tall handle bars.
Just know they're a bunch of pansies compared to you, you're surviving the noise they're making.