I hate having this so young man.
All my friends are doing activities and loving life, and so was I until March.
Recently they've all just got back from Magaluf, currently enjoying boardmasters festival in Newquay ( I went last year and It was amazing). Planing a trip to Amsterdam for Christmas and attending a few upcoming raves, going on a night out to a city for my friends 21st.
I've lost all of that.
I know people say there's more to live that partying, but it's not all partying. It's memories, holidays and experiences I'm missing out on with all my friends!
When you're young and all your friends are doing this stuff that you used to enjoyed, when it gets taken away it sucks.
Yes there's more to life than partying but that's something I enjoyed and what most people my age are doing. I can't even make memories with friends.
How am I even supposed to take a girl out for a drink when I get too anxious around loud places because of all the spikes I've had in the past, or have to remind everybody not to slam the car door, not to turn the Music up in the car, how I can't attend a work event in a busy restaurant because I'm scared of making it worse (this isn't just anxiety either, going to these places does make it worse for me)
I can't even take an antidepressant because of all the horror stories of people getting permanent spikes (why risk it).
I know that there isn't any good age to get tinnitus but when you're young it takes away a lot more from you.
All my friends are doing activities and loving life, and so was I until March.
Recently they've all just got back from Magaluf, currently enjoying boardmasters festival in Newquay ( I went last year and It was amazing). Planing a trip to Amsterdam for Christmas and attending a few upcoming raves, going on a night out to a city for my friends 21st.
I've lost all of that.
I know people say there's more to live that partying, but it's not all partying. It's memories, holidays and experiences I'm missing out on with all my friends!
When you're young and all your friends are doing this stuff that you used to enjoyed, when it gets taken away it sucks.
Yes there's more to life than partying but that's something I enjoyed and what most people my age are doing. I can't even make memories with friends.
How am I even supposed to take a girl out for a drink when I get too anxious around loud places because of all the spikes I've had in the past, or have to remind everybody not to slam the car door, not to turn the Music up in the car, how I can't attend a work event in a busy restaurant because I'm scared of making it worse (this isn't just anxiety either, going to these places does make it worse for me)
I can't even take an antidepressant because of all the horror stories of people getting permanent spikes (why risk it).
I know that there isn't any good age to get tinnitus but when you're young it takes away a lot more from you.