- May 8, 2016
- 103
- Tinnitus Since
- 05/02/2016
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Loud Noise Exposure
Thought I would post as I seen a great deal of newcomers in rough shape. Please feel free to PM should you have questions or need to vent to someone whom understands.
I continue to improve with big strides being made mid 2019.
2015 acoustic shock onset but I think poor spinal health was a contributing factor.
Developed bi-lateral-multi-tonal tinnitus, hyperacusis/reactive tinnitus, pulsatile tinnitus, chirping and TTTS.
Tinnitus Level: According to Tinnitus Handicap Inventory, I have gone from Catastrophic (5) to between moderate and mild (2-3). Of note, my onset level went from mild to almost gone then I made the mistake of listening to binaural beats shooting it to what I consider beyond catastrophic levels. I'm not kidding when I say it was like a hair dryer blowing in my ear. I told my wife I was going to kill myself and to forgive me. I should note that my tinnitus is never constant in behavior but always morphing. About two years ago it came in too many forms to count but now there's about 5 versions that come and go at random. Make no mistake there's always a version present. For the most part it's a whispy, leaky air compressor sound. Onset was constant whole tone... B to be exact. Binaural beats video gave me 2 new tones tea kettle, jet engine and cicada. Year after pulsatile, somatic and chirping tinnitus were added.
Hyperacusis Severity: From sitting in dead silence due and constant, substantial pain to now tolerating 85 dB pretty well. I was home bound as the human voice would cause my face to "burn" and my TTTS to go insane. Tolerance is frequency dependent but all in all I can live a normal life. I was able to mow my lawn for the first time this year with acrylic "full" dB cut ear plugs. Setbacks from years, to months now days resulting in slight pain and elevated tinnitus.
TTTS: From sharp staccato spasms upon any sound to "firing" occasionally beyond 85 dB. About 2.5 years ago it would make me dizzy. Overall, I lost some balance but now 97% of it is back.
Reactive Tinnitus: Almost gone, but still sensitive to certain frequencies. Elevated levels last a day or so. Many consider reactive tinnitus a non-"thing" but rather a symptom of hyperacusis. Heated debates occur over this but I have other stuff to worry about.
Pulsatile Tinnitus: from intermittent 6/10 to 1/10.
Chirping: from shotgun stutter and electrical shock sensation to short-lived intermittent with minimal sensation. At one time this was soul sucking.
Somatic Tinnitus: Right side of face/head only. When I push on heat it created an independent static sound. Volume has gone from 7 to 3 but this is hard to quantify. Doesn't bother me now after getting past initial disappointment.
The really good part is all symptoms are getting better with big changes happening mid 2019. Interestingly, although the Tinnitus Handicap Inventory places me at a moderate level, having experienced what I have without knowing the inventory I would put myself now at a 1. I feel very, very fortunate. There are days (1 day/month) where I think it's going away but I've learned my lesson not to get my hopes up... Ha! This to illustrate how much better it's gotten and just to be sure it's not habituation but actually volume level.
The frustrating part of all this is there's no concrete "rules." Some get better while others stay the same or get worse. However, I do think in most cased it does get better. Another thing to keep in mind is that if tinnitus levels don't actually decrease, chances are you'll get used to it. I've come to know many people who have had it since child birth. According to the Inventory (sound level) a few are considered between 4-5 and guess what, it doesn't bother them in the least; more of an awareness.
Thus stuff sux complete arse, but your situation is most likely to get better.
Stubby
I continue to improve with big strides being made mid 2019.
2015 acoustic shock onset but I think poor spinal health was a contributing factor.
Developed bi-lateral-multi-tonal tinnitus, hyperacusis/reactive tinnitus, pulsatile tinnitus, chirping and TTTS.
Tinnitus Level: According to Tinnitus Handicap Inventory, I have gone from Catastrophic (5) to between moderate and mild (2-3). Of note, my onset level went from mild to almost gone then I made the mistake of listening to binaural beats shooting it to what I consider beyond catastrophic levels. I'm not kidding when I say it was like a hair dryer blowing in my ear. I told my wife I was going to kill myself and to forgive me. I should note that my tinnitus is never constant in behavior but always morphing. About two years ago it came in too many forms to count but now there's about 5 versions that come and go at random. Make no mistake there's always a version present. For the most part it's a whispy, leaky air compressor sound. Onset was constant whole tone... B to be exact. Binaural beats video gave me 2 new tones tea kettle, jet engine and cicada. Year after pulsatile, somatic and chirping tinnitus were added.
Hyperacusis Severity: From sitting in dead silence due and constant, substantial pain to now tolerating 85 dB pretty well. I was home bound as the human voice would cause my face to "burn" and my TTTS to go insane. Tolerance is frequency dependent but all in all I can live a normal life. I was able to mow my lawn for the first time this year with acrylic "full" dB cut ear plugs. Setbacks from years, to months now days resulting in slight pain and elevated tinnitus.
TTTS: From sharp staccato spasms upon any sound to "firing" occasionally beyond 85 dB. About 2.5 years ago it would make me dizzy. Overall, I lost some balance but now 97% of it is back.
Reactive Tinnitus: Almost gone, but still sensitive to certain frequencies. Elevated levels last a day or so. Many consider reactive tinnitus a non-"thing" but rather a symptom of hyperacusis. Heated debates occur over this but I have other stuff to worry about.
Pulsatile Tinnitus: from intermittent 6/10 to 1/10.
Chirping: from shotgun stutter and electrical shock sensation to short-lived intermittent with minimal sensation. At one time this was soul sucking.
Somatic Tinnitus: Right side of face/head only. When I push on heat it created an independent static sound. Volume has gone from 7 to 3 but this is hard to quantify. Doesn't bother me now after getting past initial disappointment.
The really good part is all symptoms are getting better with big changes happening mid 2019. Interestingly, although the Tinnitus Handicap Inventory places me at a moderate level, having experienced what I have without knowing the inventory I would put myself now at a 1. I feel very, very fortunate. There are days (1 day/month) where I think it's going away but I've learned my lesson not to get my hopes up... Ha! This to illustrate how much better it's gotten and just to be sure it's not habituation but actually volume level.
The frustrating part of all this is there's no concrete "rules." Some get better while others stay the same or get worse. However, I do think in most cased it does get better. Another thing to keep in mind is that if tinnitus levels don't actually decrease, chances are you'll get used to it. I've come to know many people who have had it since child birth. According to the Inventory (sound level) a few are considered between 4-5 and guess what, it doesn't bother them in the least; more of an awareness.
Thus stuff sux complete arse, but your situation is most likely to get better.
Stubby