Greetings everyone...
I am new here but found this site to have a wealth of useful information relating not only to Tinnitus, but to those dealing with sensorineural hearing loss, as those two are so tightly related.
I'll explain my story and hope to get some encouraging feedback and will look to this site to understand more how to deal with tinnitus and what therapies might help minimize the effects and promote healthy healing.
I am a 40 year old avid music lover and have literally been to hundreds of live shows, generally enjoy music played at higher volume levels than most, etc. Yes, I know I was taking risks, but my understanding of the complexity and fragility of the function of the human ear was virtually non-existent before I had a problem! Had I only known, right? I'm sure so many of us here took what we had for granted and wish we'd taken appropriate precautions to protect ourselves. Hindsight is always 20/20.
So, back to my story.... I probably attended 50 live music events in the last year alone... Most are smaller venues now and not terribly loud anymore to be honest, but ironically I started carrying earplugs with me just in the last year. I usually don't wear them, but good to have in case it really is too loud or feels like I would put myself at considerable risk.
Anyways, a co-worker of mine convinced me (beyond my best judgement) to go to some all night EDM music fest in Chicago. To be honest, it really didn't sound like my kinda thing, but I caved and went as I figured worst case scenario would be me wasting my time or not having fun.
While I know repeated exposure to loud decibels at these sort of shows over time (like, years) will eventually lead to hearing loss, I never in a million years thought that one show would have been enough to cause irrepairable and debilitating pain and hearing loss!!! The kicker is, I actually even wore earplugs most of the night, but I found them uncomfortable and muffled, so I was frequently messing with them, mashing them down, and even removed them for a period of time. Boy was that a mistake! The sound pressure levels in the room were so great (it was really like nothing I'd ever experienced before, nor ever want to again!) that I think it could have been enough to cause damage even if I'd left them in the whole time. My friend was wearing the much better Etytonic plugs that I wish I had, and didn't have the same negative experience with his hearing like I had.
Long story short, we left and heard a little mild ringing, which isn't totally unusual after a loud show, but didn't sense anything was "wrong". I awoke the next morning to terrible tinnitus (the likes of which I'd never heard before - loud hissing that woke me and would not let me get back to sleep). I also noticed the hearing in my left ear seemed muffled and I had this odd sensation in the same ear that felt like I'd lost all sensation in my inner ear. Like it was numb to the world.
I was very concerned, but what could I do? I read some stuff online that seemed to suggest these sort of symptoms could last a day or two, and sometimes even up to a week.
It was horribly uncomfortable, and I felt pain when I heard certain frequencies (that was the hyperacusis setting in!). Anyways, a week went by and I did have some improvement. At least the shooting pain was gone and some of the fullness.
But, about halfway through week two and really noticing differences, particularly when listening to any sort of music and other sounds causing pain in my ears... I better get this checked out. My primary care physician said she wanted to see me before they would refer me out to an ENT. So, almost another wasted week there. She said there was no blockage and responded well to the "tuning fork test". But, she explained that "these things usually go away within a few weeks." Said to wait ANOTHER week, before I went to the ENT. I ended up reading that after a trauma, there is a short window of opportunity where Prednisone (oral steroid) has been shown to help bring back some loss of hearing, but generally only works if treated in the first few weeks after such trauma occurred, otherwise it is permanent! I panicked and at least got on Prednisone right away. So, weeks 3-4, and some of the week after I was on a steady dose of prednisone anti-inflamatory.
Had some slight improvement, mostly to the tinnitus, which seemed a bit less severe, but also learned that there are "triggers" that seem to set it off for a day or two at a time where it seems to 'flare up'.
The audiologist ran a series of very standardized tests and concluded that my hearing (while surely damaged), "still falls within the normal range of someone my age".
While somewhat relieved that at least the damage wasn't extensive enough to need a hearing aid or anything like that, she couldn't really answer any of my questions as to what was going on with my hearing, my discomfort, why I feel suck a lack of sensation in my ear canal.... She told me that acoustic trauma (like what I sustained) can take 4,6 or even 9 months before I am "fully recovered"... But, that in most of the cases she's seen, most people "bounce back" to normal, or at least close to where they were before.
I seemed less convinced, but it had only been 4 weeks at the time.
I'm now at 6 weeks post trauma, and I feel like I haven't noticed any improvement in a while.
The odd part is the tinnitus is probably the least concerning of my symptoms. I still have fullness, discomfort, sensitivity to certain frequencies, and a general (for lack of a better description) "numbness" in my inner ear. Worst is as an audiophile, music just doesn't sound the same anymore, and fear it may never again.
That's probably been the most concerning and depressing part about all this. That is truly one of the greatest joys of my life and to not be able to enjoy that anymore will be a real travisty.
I look forward to getting to know people here on the form, and will look to you all for advice and moral support.
I am still hoping and praying that these symptoms will dissipate in the next 4-6-12 months, but I'm also sorta mentally trying to prepare myself for the probably reality that they wont.
Thanks again if you made it this far. Is my story too long winded!?? I think I just needed to vent. If you read all this.... Big thank you from me!!!
I am new here but found this site to have a wealth of useful information relating not only to Tinnitus, but to those dealing with sensorineural hearing loss, as those two are so tightly related.
I'll explain my story and hope to get some encouraging feedback and will look to this site to understand more how to deal with tinnitus and what therapies might help minimize the effects and promote healthy healing.
I am a 40 year old avid music lover and have literally been to hundreds of live shows, generally enjoy music played at higher volume levels than most, etc. Yes, I know I was taking risks, but my understanding of the complexity and fragility of the function of the human ear was virtually non-existent before I had a problem! Had I only known, right? I'm sure so many of us here took what we had for granted and wish we'd taken appropriate precautions to protect ourselves. Hindsight is always 20/20.
So, back to my story.... I probably attended 50 live music events in the last year alone... Most are smaller venues now and not terribly loud anymore to be honest, but ironically I started carrying earplugs with me just in the last year. I usually don't wear them, but good to have in case it really is too loud or feels like I would put myself at considerable risk.
Anyways, a co-worker of mine convinced me (beyond my best judgement) to go to some all night EDM music fest in Chicago. To be honest, it really didn't sound like my kinda thing, but I caved and went as I figured worst case scenario would be me wasting my time or not having fun.
While I know repeated exposure to loud decibels at these sort of shows over time (like, years) will eventually lead to hearing loss, I never in a million years thought that one show would have been enough to cause irrepairable and debilitating pain and hearing loss!!! The kicker is, I actually even wore earplugs most of the night, but I found them uncomfortable and muffled, so I was frequently messing with them, mashing them down, and even removed them for a period of time. Boy was that a mistake! The sound pressure levels in the room were so great (it was really like nothing I'd ever experienced before, nor ever want to again!) that I think it could have been enough to cause damage even if I'd left them in the whole time. My friend was wearing the much better Etytonic plugs that I wish I had, and didn't have the same negative experience with his hearing like I had.
Long story short, we left and heard a little mild ringing, which isn't totally unusual after a loud show, but didn't sense anything was "wrong". I awoke the next morning to terrible tinnitus (the likes of which I'd never heard before - loud hissing that woke me and would not let me get back to sleep). I also noticed the hearing in my left ear seemed muffled and I had this odd sensation in the same ear that felt like I'd lost all sensation in my inner ear. Like it was numb to the world.
I was very concerned, but what could I do? I read some stuff online that seemed to suggest these sort of symptoms could last a day or two, and sometimes even up to a week.
It was horribly uncomfortable, and I felt pain when I heard certain frequencies (that was the hyperacusis setting in!). Anyways, a week went by and I did have some improvement. At least the shooting pain was gone and some of the fullness.
But, about halfway through week two and really noticing differences, particularly when listening to any sort of music and other sounds causing pain in my ears... I better get this checked out. My primary care physician said she wanted to see me before they would refer me out to an ENT. So, almost another wasted week there. She said there was no blockage and responded well to the "tuning fork test". But, she explained that "these things usually go away within a few weeks." Said to wait ANOTHER week, before I went to the ENT. I ended up reading that after a trauma, there is a short window of opportunity where Prednisone (oral steroid) has been shown to help bring back some loss of hearing, but generally only works if treated in the first few weeks after such trauma occurred, otherwise it is permanent! I panicked and at least got on Prednisone right away. So, weeks 3-4, and some of the week after I was on a steady dose of prednisone anti-inflamatory.
Had some slight improvement, mostly to the tinnitus, which seemed a bit less severe, but also learned that there are "triggers" that seem to set it off for a day or two at a time where it seems to 'flare up'.
The audiologist ran a series of very standardized tests and concluded that my hearing (while surely damaged), "still falls within the normal range of someone my age".
While somewhat relieved that at least the damage wasn't extensive enough to need a hearing aid or anything like that, she couldn't really answer any of my questions as to what was going on with my hearing, my discomfort, why I feel suck a lack of sensation in my ear canal.... She told me that acoustic trauma (like what I sustained) can take 4,6 or even 9 months before I am "fully recovered"... But, that in most of the cases she's seen, most people "bounce back" to normal, or at least close to where they were before.
I seemed less convinced, but it had only been 4 weeks at the time.
I'm now at 6 weeks post trauma, and I feel like I haven't noticed any improvement in a while.
The odd part is the tinnitus is probably the least concerning of my symptoms. I still have fullness, discomfort, sensitivity to certain frequencies, and a general (for lack of a better description) "numbness" in my inner ear. Worst is as an audiophile, music just doesn't sound the same anymore, and fear it may never again.
That's probably been the most concerning and depressing part about all this. That is truly one of the greatest joys of my life and to not be able to enjoy that anymore will be a real travisty.
I look forward to getting to know people here on the form, and will look to you all for advice and moral support.
I am still hoping and praying that these symptoms will dissipate in the next 4-6-12 months, but I'm also sorta mentally trying to prepare myself for the probably reality that they wont.
Thanks again if you made it this far. Is my story too long winded!?? I think I just needed to vent. If you read all this.... Big thank you from me!!!