Hello everyone.
So I've posted about having a spike after going to my friends for his birthday. But I really need to hear some comforting things right now. I can't get over how dumb I was not to wear ear plugs. My anxiety attacks are getting worse and worse as the days go by without any improvement. It's been about 5 days now. I'm still new to this whole tinnitus thing but I am just losing all hope along with being unbelievably angry with myself. After the initial onset my T was somewhat loud(to me) but within a couple weeks it went down to the point where I would only really hear it in bed and it became more of a hiss rather than a high pitched ring, something I could eventually live with. Since this spike it has become louder than original with the high pitched ring. I can't focus on work, friends, family, tv, anything right now . I know no one can say if this will be a permanent spike or not but I just need some hope that it might change. I can't seem to find any posts similar to my situation that end up improving(so if you have an experience please share!) I've begun to see a counsellor but no matter what I can't change what I did and its so hard to deal with myself for something I knew I should've avoided in the first place. All help will be appreciated. sorry for the multiple threads but I really just need some support.
So I've posted about having a spike after going to my friends for his birthday. But I really need to hear some comforting things right now. I can't get over how dumb I was not to wear ear plugs. My anxiety attacks are getting worse and worse as the days go by without any improvement. It's been about 5 days now. I'm still new to this whole tinnitus thing but I am just losing all hope along with being unbelievably angry with myself. After the initial onset my T was somewhat loud(to me) but within a couple weeks it went down to the point where I would only really hear it in bed and it became more of a hiss rather than a high pitched ring, something I could eventually live with. Since this spike it has become louder than original with the high pitched ring. I can't focus on work, friends, family, tv, anything right now . I know no one can say if this will be a permanent spike or not but I just need some hope that it might change. I can't seem to find any posts similar to my situation that end up improving(so if you have an experience please share!) I've begun to see a counsellor but no matter what I can't change what I did and its so hard to deal with myself for something I knew I should've avoided in the first place. All help will be appreciated. sorry for the multiple threads but I really just need some support.