- Sep 5, 2015
- 718
- Tinnitus Since
- 2015 resolved, 4/20 L ear, increase 2/21
- Cause of Tinnitus
- 2015,noise,2020-21 SNHL
Hi ,
I am relatively new to T. Two months in now. Apart from no sleep I was finally doing better . T was very quiet and I was less depressed and anxious overall. I was actually hoping to be one of the lucky ones Dr Nagler references for whom T resolves in the first few months. I use sound therapy and again, doing quite well with the exception of sleeping,which has more to do with my anxiety I think than my T. Although I do wake up dreaming of ringing in my ears and convinced it was happening. Then I would go into the bathroom and it would be gone. So I was imagining it. So bizarre. I wonder if that happens to anyone? Or am I going crazy?
Anyway, I have been good at using ear plugs on the train and at any thing / place where I thought the noise level was too high. I was even avoiding using a blow dryer and wore ear plugs to my son's hockey games. Then my ENT and audiologist told me to stop overprotecting my ears. That I would only succeed in making my T worse and my ears sensitive. Btw, my T has never been reactive and I do not have H. I also do not have hearing loss at the levels at which they test. And I have not experienced a sense of loss either. So their collective advice was to use ear protection in any situation where you have to raise your voice to be heard. I had months ago purchased tickets to an ice show for my kids that was last night. I had even told my audiologist about the show and she cautioned me again not to overprotect my ears. So I brought my ear plugs and assessed the noise level. It was not that bad. We did not have to raise our voices to be heard and it seemed fine. I plugged ears during loud applause but that was it. Then about 40 minutes into the show I noticed my T. I knew I was in trouble because I never would hear it over even most conversation. It happened during a performance to a piano piece that seemed louder than the rest. Anyway ear plugs went right in for the rest of the show.
Now I am beating myself up for being so stupid. And I followed medical advice!!! I am back to being an anxious mess with a pit in my stomach. And really no sleep. I can really only recall two spikes in past and they lasted only a few minutes if that. What can I expect from a spike? Will my T go back to baseline? I am hoping I did not make myself worse. I had already resigned myself to the fact that I can never go to a concert again or pro sports game. So now all shows and plays are out? Really? I am supposed to go to a musical play in a month with my co- workers and am seriously considering not going and eating the cost of the ticket.
Any feedback/ advice / experience would be appreciated.
Btw, the cause of my at is likely many. Loud ACDC concert, ETD and TMJ.
Many thanks and sorry for the length.
Danielle
I am relatively new to T. Two months in now. Apart from no sleep I was finally doing better . T was very quiet and I was less depressed and anxious overall. I was actually hoping to be one of the lucky ones Dr Nagler references for whom T resolves in the first few months. I use sound therapy and again, doing quite well with the exception of sleeping,which has more to do with my anxiety I think than my T. Although I do wake up dreaming of ringing in my ears and convinced it was happening. Then I would go into the bathroom and it would be gone. So I was imagining it. So bizarre. I wonder if that happens to anyone? Or am I going crazy?
Anyway, I have been good at using ear plugs on the train and at any thing / place where I thought the noise level was too high. I was even avoiding using a blow dryer and wore ear plugs to my son's hockey games. Then my ENT and audiologist told me to stop overprotecting my ears. That I would only succeed in making my T worse and my ears sensitive. Btw, my T has never been reactive and I do not have H. I also do not have hearing loss at the levels at which they test. And I have not experienced a sense of loss either. So their collective advice was to use ear protection in any situation where you have to raise your voice to be heard. I had months ago purchased tickets to an ice show for my kids that was last night. I had even told my audiologist about the show and she cautioned me again not to overprotect my ears. So I brought my ear plugs and assessed the noise level. It was not that bad. We did not have to raise our voices to be heard and it seemed fine. I plugged ears during loud applause but that was it. Then about 40 minutes into the show I noticed my T. I knew I was in trouble because I never would hear it over even most conversation. It happened during a performance to a piano piece that seemed louder than the rest. Anyway ear plugs went right in for the rest of the show.
Now I am beating myself up for being so stupid. And I followed medical advice!!! I am back to being an anxious mess with a pit in my stomach. And really no sleep. I can really only recall two spikes in past and they lasted only a few minutes if that. What can I expect from a spike? Will my T go back to baseline? I am hoping I did not make myself worse. I had already resigned myself to the fact that I can never go to a concert again or pro sports game. So now all shows and plays are out? Really? I am supposed to go to a musical play in a month with my co- workers and am seriously considering not going and eating the cost of the ticket.
Any feedback/ advice / experience would be appreciated.
Btw, the cause of my at is likely many. Loud ACDC concert, ETD and TMJ.
Many thanks and sorry for the length.
Danielle