Hello everyone,
Let me just start by saying, this forum has helped drive my anxiety to new levels but it has also brought a wealth of knowledge and understanding.
Like most people, I've always had a little tinnitus, but it never really bothered me. That all changed one week ago. I feel kinda ashamed considering how long some of you have been suffering, but I know you understand what I'm going through.
Exactly one week ago, I was sitting outside listening to some tunes on my AirPods (enjoying a delta-8 gummy) when I noticed the ringing in my ears was competing with the music. I thought this was odd but I had noticed over the last few weeks my hearing hadn't seemed up to par. I went to bed, the ringing was very loud but right as I was drifting off to sleep, I heard what sounded like rushing water. I got out of bed thinking a sink was on or the dish-washer had kicked on. Nothing. I went back to bed but couldn't go to sleep because the tinnitus was so loud. I think I went into fight or flight mode at that point and haven't come back down.
The next few days were the usually story, panic, anxiety, depression. My tinnitus has stayed the same ever since. It's constant, unwavering and high pitched.
This was during the Fourth of July weekend, so lots of loud booms and fire truck parade sirens post tinnitus induction.
I was lucky enough to see an ENT a few days ago, he put me on prednisone (currently day 3) with no change at this point. An audiologist did a hearing test and compared to a 2013 test, I had lost some hearing but was considered "normal". Apparently I went from amazing hearing in 2013 to normal hearing in 2022. I go back in three weeks for a follow up.
I think my tinnitus is probably about a 6/10 or 7/10, I know is not bad considering other people but I'm not handling it well. I have anxiety issues anyway and this has sent me through the roof. I can sleep at night with 5mg of melatonin and a mask sound. I look forward to going to bed, it's an escape from my current prison.
I'm not in a good place but I think I can make it if it doesn't change. I can't hear it outside (it's the same frequency as the insects and ambient noise) but I have a hard time drowning it out inside.
I'm really hoping I'm one of those rare cases that sorts itself out after a couple of weeks. If not, I'll be seeing you around.
Thanks to everyone who took the time to read all that, I would appreciate any advice you can send my way. I never thought I could learn so much about a condition in under 96 hours.
Let me just start by saying, this forum has helped drive my anxiety to new levels but it has also brought a wealth of knowledge and understanding.
Like most people, I've always had a little tinnitus, but it never really bothered me. That all changed one week ago. I feel kinda ashamed considering how long some of you have been suffering, but I know you understand what I'm going through.
Exactly one week ago, I was sitting outside listening to some tunes on my AirPods (enjoying a delta-8 gummy) when I noticed the ringing in my ears was competing with the music. I thought this was odd but I had noticed over the last few weeks my hearing hadn't seemed up to par. I went to bed, the ringing was very loud but right as I was drifting off to sleep, I heard what sounded like rushing water. I got out of bed thinking a sink was on or the dish-washer had kicked on. Nothing. I went back to bed but couldn't go to sleep because the tinnitus was so loud. I think I went into fight or flight mode at that point and haven't come back down.
The next few days were the usually story, panic, anxiety, depression. My tinnitus has stayed the same ever since. It's constant, unwavering and high pitched.
This was during the Fourth of July weekend, so lots of loud booms and fire truck parade sirens post tinnitus induction.
I was lucky enough to see an ENT a few days ago, he put me on prednisone (currently day 3) with no change at this point. An audiologist did a hearing test and compared to a 2013 test, I had lost some hearing but was considered "normal". Apparently I went from amazing hearing in 2013 to normal hearing in 2022. I go back in three weeks for a follow up.
I think my tinnitus is probably about a 6/10 or 7/10, I know is not bad considering other people but I'm not handling it well. I have anxiety issues anyway and this has sent me through the roof. I can sleep at night with 5mg of melatonin and a mask sound. I look forward to going to bed, it's an escape from my current prison.
I'm not in a good place but I think I can make it if it doesn't change. I can't hear it outside (it's the same frequency as the insects and ambient noise) but I have a hard time drowning it out inside.
I'm really hoping I'm one of those rare cases that sorts itself out after a couple of weeks. If not, I'll be seeing you around.
Thanks to everyone who took the time to read all that, I would appreciate any advice you can send my way. I never thought I could learn so much about a condition in under 96 hours.