- Sep 29, 2019
- 102
- Tinnitus Since
- 09/2019
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Unknown
Hi all -
Just posting to talk through this rough patch. I'm 15 days into tinnitus.
For a few days last week, I thought I was making some progress - felt like things were quieter, I was coping well, felt like vitamin therapies and prednisone may have been doing some things. I had some pretty quiet periods, and waking up each day was not that bad. Evenings always a little tough.
However, last two days have been a nightmare. Sunday night was not easy to manage the situation, resulting in bad sleep. Unfortunately, to calm down last night before bed, I thought some marijuana would relax me. Really bad idea. My ear ringing shot up like a tidal wave - it was the scariest experience I have had to date with this situation. For the next few hours I was pacing and walking around the house, begging God for relief. Dramatic but true - it was insanity. I was able to drift away to sleep for a bit after a few hours, woke up a few hours later, and it seemed to come down a bit. I woke up in the AM not feeling back to my baseline, and felt horribly devastated that I lost my progress or that this spike will stay up and permanent. It's just been a really bad day. The anxiety of all of this is becoming unbearable and I'm getting both sadder and more scared. Harder and harder to calm down, which I know makes it worse. I'm really not sure where to turn. My ENT ran tests and basically left me in a 'wait and see' situation.
Tinnitus started 9/22. I still suspect that this has a lot to do with B12 and D vitamin deficiencies, but not getting a lot of support on those theories.
Thanks for listening.
Just posting to talk through this rough patch. I'm 15 days into tinnitus.
For a few days last week, I thought I was making some progress - felt like things were quieter, I was coping well, felt like vitamin therapies and prednisone may have been doing some things. I had some pretty quiet periods, and waking up each day was not that bad. Evenings always a little tough.
However, last two days have been a nightmare. Sunday night was not easy to manage the situation, resulting in bad sleep. Unfortunately, to calm down last night before bed, I thought some marijuana would relax me. Really bad idea. My ear ringing shot up like a tidal wave - it was the scariest experience I have had to date with this situation. For the next few hours I was pacing and walking around the house, begging God for relief. Dramatic but true - it was insanity. I was able to drift away to sleep for a bit after a few hours, woke up a few hours later, and it seemed to come down a bit. I woke up in the AM not feeling back to my baseline, and felt horribly devastated that I lost my progress or that this spike will stay up and permanent. It's just been a really bad day. The anxiety of all of this is becoming unbearable and I'm getting both sadder and more scared. Harder and harder to calm down, which I know makes it worse. I'm really not sure where to turn. My ENT ran tests and basically left me in a 'wait and see' situation.
Tinnitus started 9/22. I still suspect that this has a lot to do with B12 and D vitamin deficiencies, but not getting a lot of support on those theories.
Thanks for listening.