Hello everyone, this is my first thread and I'm quite nervous! I'm hoping to find some others who are experiencing or have experienced what I'm going through. Or advice. Or just some understanding.
My tinnitus started nearly two years ago after a flight to Portugal. I don't think this was the root cause as I've always had sensitive hearing and had relied on earplugs at night for years. Very much regretting that now. Since then the tiny noise in my left ear has increased on a monthly basis if not more. My right ear has not been far behind. I'm now at a stage where I've got multiple tones in both ears with white noise in my head and it just keeps getting worse.
I've seen an audiologist and he said I have hyperacusis and gave me some hearing aids to start me off on a treatment plan. I was told I needed to get up to 8 hours of white noise but after a few hours my ears would be raw and heavy (can't think of a better way to describe it) and the tinnitus would be worse. Which he told me was impossible. So that was a bust as I couldn't handle the hearing aids. He said that the tinnitus would improve with time but what I've found is if I have an increase in noise it never calms down. It just adds itself to the cacophony of tones already there.
I also had an MRI and no bigger issues have been found which has left me with no real plan. The ENT wasn't overly helpful and just told me that my tinnitus is getting worse because I'm so fixated on it. I understand that tinnitus is very much entwined with stress and that I do myself no favours worrying about it. However I get on with my life. I work, I have a 6-year-old to look after, as much as I can I carry on as normal. I'm not in a quiet room listening intently to changes. I'm mostly woken up in the middle of the night with a new or louder tone. Surely there is a more definite reason as to why my tinnitus is getting louder?
I'm starting to lose control over my life at this point. I've been prescribed Amitriptyline but that turns me into a forgetful zombie (at best). I can't imagine what my life will be like if this continues to deteriorate at a such a fast rate. I have moments when it makes me freeze with horror and nausea at the thought. I feel like a huge black cloud is on the horizon and I can't escape what's coming.
Anyway. Thanks for reading my ramblings. Any advice or suggestions would be very much appreciated.
My tinnitus started nearly two years ago after a flight to Portugal. I don't think this was the root cause as I've always had sensitive hearing and had relied on earplugs at night for years. Very much regretting that now. Since then the tiny noise in my left ear has increased on a monthly basis if not more. My right ear has not been far behind. I'm now at a stage where I've got multiple tones in both ears with white noise in my head and it just keeps getting worse.
I've seen an audiologist and he said I have hyperacusis and gave me some hearing aids to start me off on a treatment plan. I was told I needed to get up to 8 hours of white noise but after a few hours my ears would be raw and heavy (can't think of a better way to describe it) and the tinnitus would be worse. Which he told me was impossible. So that was a bust as I couldn't handle the hearing aids. He said that the tinnitus would improve with time but what I've found is if I have an increase in noise it never calms down. It just adds itself to the cacophony of tones already there.
I also had an MRI and no bigger issues have been found which has left me with no real plan. The ENT wasn't overly helpful and just told me that my tinnitus is getting worse because I'm so fixated on it. I understand that tinnitus is very much entwined with stress and that I do myself no favours worrying about it. However I get on with my life. I work, I have a 6-year-old to look after, as much as I can I carry on as normal. I'm not in a quiet room listening intently to changes. I'm mostly woken up in the middle of the night with a new or louder tone. Surely there is a more definite reason as to why my tinnitus is getting louder?
I'm starting to lose control over my life at this point. I've been prescribed Amitriptyline but that turns me into a forgetful zombie (at best). I can't imagine what my life will be like if this continues to deteriorate at a such a fast rate. I have moments when it makes me freeze with horror and nausea at the thought. I feel like a huge black cloud is on the horizon and I can't escape what's coming.
Anyway. Thanks for reading my ramblings. Any advice or suggestions would be very much appreciated.