- Sep 21, 2016
- 1,051
- Tinnitus Since
- 2011 - T, 2016- H, relapsed 2019
- Cause of Tinnitus
- noise-induced
Hi there,
I am 20 years old and have been extremely distressed lately because of a spike in my tinnitus...for the past 5 years I could pretend it doesn't exist and still enjoy near total silence but recently it has been like a chorus of crickets.
Added to this my hearing has become dulled and I feel like I have a cold.
I don't know if it's just my paranoia but I also feel like I am struggling to hear a lot with lots of background noise or even following fast conversations. I had an audiogram done which showed that my hearing was pretty perfect but I honestly think it's so damaged.
The main thing that worries me is the future....I can deal with it as it is now because it's not really an impairment. I am going to avoid loud environments - no clubs, concerts, sporting venues from now on and most of all no headphones but I am worried that more damage from the past few years will creep up regardless.
And what about the hearing damage that comes with ageing? I'm terrified that I will need a hearing aid at 40 or even 30 even if I take measures from now on to protect my hearing because of the natural ageing process.
I hate myself so much for causing so much damage to my ears as a stupid teenager. Is this likely???
I am 20 years old and have been extremely distressed lately because of a spike in my tinnitus...for the past 5 years I could pretend it doesn't exist and still enjoy near total silence but recently it has been like a chorus of crickets.
Added to this my hearing has become dulled and I feel like I have a cold.
I don't know if it's just my paranoia but I also feel like I am struggling to hear a lot with lots of background noise or even following fast conversations. I had an audiogram done which showed that my hearing was pretty perfect but I honestly think it's so damaged.
The main thing that worries me is the future....I can deal with it as it is now because it's not really an impairment. I am going to avoid loud environments - no clubs, concerts, sporting venues from now on and most of all no headphones but I am worried that more damage from the past few years will creep up regardless.
And what about the hearing damage that comes with ageing? I'm terrified that I will need a hearing aid at 40 or even 30 even if I take measures from now on to protect my hearing because of the natural ageing process.
I hate myself so much for causing so much damage to my ears as a stupid teenager. Is this likely???