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_Shoto_

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Yesterday was my 5th month anniversary of T/H and today my T is 1/10. I think abituation started to kick in finally Apr 25, 2024

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    1. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Yesterday was my 5th month anniversary of T/H and today my T is 1/10. I think abituation started to kick in finally
      1. streifzug, Sansa, tpj and 2 others like this.
      2. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        Only a 1? That should be easy to habituate to. My mild to moderate tinnitus of a few years ago in the 3 to 4 range had me pretty much habituated all the time compared to when it jumped to 7 - 9 over two years ago, and I dishabituated.
        Apr 25, 2024
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      3. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        I am happy for you! I hope you can find peace and leave this place.
        Apr 25, 2024
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    2. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I bought the sound dampening blanket for my window but just in case decided to order the size that covers the whole wall lol. I'm desperate
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Today is finally a day. I wasn't able to sleep at all these past weeks. I can't believe today is (maybe) the last night when I sleep 5 hours instead of 7! I hope it will work. If not I'll buy another sound dampening blankets and hang them in front of the others lol. I will make my room sound proof one way or another
        Apr 24, 2024
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      3. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Fuck dog owners who let their dogs bark nonstop at the balconies before 8am. And fuck motorcyclists who try to make their bike as loud as possible and go over 110db for some reasons
        Apr 24, 2024
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    3. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Today my soundproof blanket should arrive. I have no idea what to do if it won't help....I haven't had a good sleep for 2 months. I'm crying
      1. streifzug likes this.
    4. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Started crying. Apartments are hell. Dogs are stupid af animals that bark at tree (leaves make sound) for 2 hours. Since 5:12 am. I can't...
    5. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      My sound dampening blanket for window is coming up next week! Can't wait! I hope it helps with 4 different dogs barkings! I will SLEEP!
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    6. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Lawn mowers are mowing on Fridays...my b day is next Friday. All day in walk-in closet...I wanted to make pizza and bake some cupcakes...
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    7. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      My normal heart rate is 90-110 bpm. In grocery store it's 140 and on parking lots it's 160-200. Yep. Agoraphobia is my new friend for life
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    8. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I haven't had a headaches for almost 2 weeks now. Wow. Habituation helps probably. The loud ringing was the main reason that caused them...
    9. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I have survived the first day with a new faint sound in my right ear due to a loud car exhaust. The day is easy but night time is the worst
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    10. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I think I'm so shocked this happened that I started spamming my tweets like crazy. My apologies
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    11. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Good morning to me and you all. This new static tone in my right ear didn't go away during the night. It wasn't just a nightmare after all..
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    12. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      My 22nd birthday next week. I need to make it to this date. And I will walk in insanely loud downtown with earplugs in. I will celebrate it!
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    13. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I can't believe I got blasted by the loudest car in probably the whole city just 5 seconds before I got in my car...Just 5 seconds. I can't
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    14. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      How am I supposed to sleep knowing that even protecting ears 24/7 wont help from getting more tones? I hate cars louder than 100db.Just why
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    15. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I have about 4-5 different tones and half of them 5 decibels and can be masked by simply removing earplugs, and the other half is 60db lmao
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    16. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Great. A new very faint tone. Every month I'm moving further away from hearing a true silence ever again lmao. I should protect better...
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    17. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Well. I have a new tone on the right ear. It's about 5db in loudness. Maybe less. Thank you loud car. Ugh. At least no need in habituation..
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    18. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I'm feeling okay today despite all the shit that happened yesterday. I am shocked 122 db car didn't spike my T or H...at least yet. Lucky!
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      2. Pinhead
        Pinhead
        Residual inhibition. The sound sometimes 'shocks' our systems into settling for a bit, or something like that.
        Apr 15, 2024
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    19. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Gonna play games and watch anime as a cope strategy for my overwhelming stress and anger. I hope you all ppl are doing alright today :')
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      3. Kiyomi
        Kiyomi
        @_Shoto_ What shows are you currently watching? Do you only watch dubbed, because as a sub enjoyer, I am already at level 100 when it comes to reading subtitles. :)
        Apr 16, 2024
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      4. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Hi @Kiyomi! I have decided to rewatch Breaking Bad (nostalgia) and have also started a new comedy anime called Assassination Classroom. I usually watch the dub with subs on. This helps me keep the volume as low as possible while still understanding everything! I am also a pro now in reading subs :D
        Apr 18, 2024
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      5. Kiyomi
        Kiyomi
        @_Shoto_ I also did a Breaking Bad rewatch. :)
        Apr 18, 2024
    20. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      There's zero countries where cars and motorbikes are banned. Zero. Only some neighborhoods in some European cities. I was born too early lol
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      2. gameover
        gameover
        There are some car-free islands.
        Apr 15, 2024
      3. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        I kinda wish dogs were banned in city limits, particularly those outside ones. But then you have the mowers, lawn trimmers, leaf blowers, and everything else. Thank goodness for earplugs.
        Apr 15, 2024
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      4. ZFire
        ZFire
        I think Vienna is one of the few European cities that has massive no car zones.
        Apr 16, 2024
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    21. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I'm considering never leaving the house unless necessary (pharmacy) or unless it's a nature preserve outside of the city. No stores/parks...
    22. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Three of my last posts start with "I don't understand..." and that's actually true. I don't understand this world, these laws, and norms.
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    23. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I don't understand why there's no exhaust noise limit laws. I just don't. 122 decibels while parked. Foam earbuds block only 32 db max...
    24. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I don't understand how ppl with nox leave their houses in USA. Foam earplugs won't help in 80% of situations. They are heroes in my eyes!
    25. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I don't understand why some cars can produce the sound of 122 decibels while being PARKED. I was in foam earplugs but I'm not sure it helped
    26. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Truck was parked right next to me when I was walking down the street and it made a noise of 122 DECIBELS. I want him dead. I'm not kidding.
    27. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I am at small restaurant and the whole squad of teens entered right after me...Jesus Christ. 14 teens between 17-20. HAHAH my luck! :D
    28. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      In restaurant rn. 32db earplugs is not enough for me. Headache and ear pain. I feel sick and awful. I'm definitely not be able to hold a job
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        I feel okay today. But I definitely can't go to a busy restaurants anymore. Just some fast food big chains alongside highway where 90% of ppl are going to drive-thru instead of going inside. Very sad because I loved buffets :c
        Apr 14, 2024
      3. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        It's funny how I don't notice my moderate hyperacusis at home or parks but any real loud place and my head is going to explode even with foam earplugs. Goodbye restaurants lol. Thank god I still can tolerate big fast food chains where they have only 5-7 tables inside because everyone is going to drive-thru
        Apr 14, 2024
    29. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      These past weeks I've been getting only 5 hours of sleep per night. I have to do something quick. I hope getting rid of window will help
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        One more night of no sleep. I cannot understand how people can live in apartments. My neighbor #1 play games and screams slurs. Neighbor #2 and #3 left their dog on the balcony. It's 12am... I mentally can't take this anymore. 3 neighbors and all are awful pieces of shit :/
        Apr 13, 2024
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      3. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        I wish I had some family members that live somewhere in the mountain village that has population of 22 people. No motorbikes, ambulances, barking dogs from all 3 directions. Just a small house in a village with garden at backyard and a forest nearby
        Apr 13, 2024
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      4. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Every day in a city is hell. And I don't have noxacusis. I can't imagine living in a city with nox...
        Apr 13, 2024
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    30. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I'm planning putting 3 bookshelves next to window to block dogs kids music and motorcycles. All of this starts each day at ~5:40-6:00 am...
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    Gender:
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    Tinnitus Since:
    11/2023
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