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L along the way A new day, hoping for a better day »

L along the way What's there to say.. i try to inspire myself & have hope & faith.. but the actual reality of the situation is just so.. harshly unpleasant »

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It's just constant suffering for 18 months, you come on here for hope but have the same few who want to drag you down.

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My daughter turns 2yo in a few months. Stay strong!

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I look at my 2yo and think I want to be here for you, but I want to end it for me. I dunno why I even bother on here. There is nout and most

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Ok, well hopefully your conditions stay more mild and don't get as bad as my severe tinnitus and various other conditions. Then you won't be able...

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2 new tones are gone, but loudness hyperacusis is now beyond catastrophic. I don't want to die

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Does anyone else’s T sound and feel like metal clanking? I can feel it. It hurts.

L along the way (3) what's there to say.. just respect for everyone on here.. keep on breathing, hope to find a better day »

L along the way (2) trauma/damage. It's not natural at all. I just wish to be well again. This continuous impuls/disturbance/stressor is berserk »

L along the way (1)All in all it's just awful to be honest. For me, t feels like a continuous auditory pain stressor, and i know this is because of acoustic »

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I dunno mate. I keep getting new symptoms. I just can't catch a break

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T wants rigidity. Any type of excitement, good or bad, and it acts up. It wants me to live like an old fragile lady. Which I am I guess

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What thr fuck am I actually going to do. I want to end my life, but I look at my son and it breaks my heart. The suffering is endless

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"What does it mean to be alive except to court disaster and suffering at every moment?"

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I find it hard to be mindful when there is no mind left at all. Between work and sleep, there is only time for the noise.

L along the way Mindfulness practises, natural lifestyle, wishing ease, hope, going moment by moment.. this can't be rushed.. i hope it may be a better day »

L along the way rated BB23's post Hug in the thread Suicidal.

I'm next. Mine is due to tinnitus and insomnia. Total insomnia.

L along the way rated Chess's post Agree in the thread Suicidal.

In my opinion, it won't. The price for leaving life with all its sensations, such as joy, suffering, etc., will be all-encompassing nothingness....

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I see it differently. I was happy before this crap started. How are we born? Children are inherently happy at their core. They laugh, marvel, play...

L along the way liked Travis Henry's post in the thread Suicidal.

You have no freaking clue what you are talking about. Reactive tinnitus, hyperacusis, and noxacusis are not just fear of sounds. I think you are...

L along the way liked Norm23's post in the thread Suicidal.

People who loved silence will suffer extremely.

L along the way liked RunningMan's post in the thread Suicidal.

Not fearing tinnitus has been mentioned often on Tinnitus Talk. I've never had fear of my tinnitus or noise. I was habituated when I had mild...

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Reaching the end. I can hear it in the shower now. There is no peace for me now.

L along the way commented on Juliane's profile post.

I cannot believe this is what happened.. it's too sad for words.. gosh.. i hope we can all be free of this some how some day

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There is too little focus on diseases that don't kill the host. All scientific interest is in saving lives, not making unbearable lives worth living.

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Me too. I am becoming numb to how it's effecting those I love the most. My mother, who is my world, breaks down and cries over my suicidal...

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I really hope this will all soon be over

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Having OCD when you have tinnitus is some cruel joke. Constant noise = constant attention = constant obsession = constant rumination. Ugh

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I am only 45. This is too much

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Sorry.. don't know what to say.. i symphatize.. uff..

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I have now lived like this for more than a year. I can objectively say it is not worth it. I have had perhaps 2 non-horrific days

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hard to believe something like tinnitus is created to torture human being in such a nasty way

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Hopefully this is just a spike. I can't sleep. I can't hear the TV. I have to blast cover noise at 85db to drown it out. Help.

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Having a day in hell. Horrible new persistent tones. Panic attack every second

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The only way I will accept the stupid noise is if the stupid noise FADES

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T robbed my life

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I won’t be truly happy till it’s completely resolved or so faint you can’t hear it

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+ 1 like how people don't normalize pain, why should we normalize this?