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BB23 rated Varda's post Agree in the thread Suicidal.

I found a tinnitus suicide story that hasn't been mentioned here yet. Karl Peter Stevenson: Suicide Father Was Tortured by Tinnitus A demonic...

BB23 rated cullenbohannon's post Friendly in the thread Suicidal.

I don't know you, but you are obviously a person who feels deeply in a world that seems to have lost its depth and ability to distinguish what...

BB23 rated Travis Henry's post Hug in the thread Suicidal.

Tinnitus can be debilitating. There are no limits to how loud it can become. That’s why TRT sound therapy, which is a proven inadequate and...

BB23 rated Travis Henry's post Hug in the thread Suicidal.

I am enduring unimaginable suffering. I can’t believe it. My previous posts were meant to warn others that overprotecting your ears is harmless....

BB23 liked BlueMoon86's comment on Karolina's profile post

I can't do any of that anymore and I only have T. The T is as loud as a vacuum cleaner though, and moving around only makes it worse. I no longer...

BB23 liked Karolina's status.

When I had only t, i could at least shower, make myself dinner, go on walks, clean the room. With h, you cannot do f#cking anything.

BB23 liked _Shoto_'s status.

So so tired. It's been less than 6 months but it feels like 2 years, I'm damn serious rn. ONLY half a year...I CAN'T believe this. CAN'T

BB23 rated dipp's post Agree in the thread Suicidal.

Guys, there's no need for this. Please keep as calm as you can. I know we are facing difficult situations, but this doesn't help. I wish the best...

BB23 commented on Note's profile post.

I'm mostly eating meat and dairy, not switched over to a keto diet fully just yet. But I'll go more hardcore on the diet soon as my troubles are...

BB23 liked L along the way's status.

(1)All in all it's just awful to be honest. For me, t feels like a continuous auditory pain stressor, and i know this is because of acoustic

BB23 commented on Karolina's profile post.

I'm sorry.. how about foam earplugs?

BB23 liked Karolina's status.

There will be thunderstorm whole day on Sunday fuck!!!! I need a basement or a bunker oh my fucking god

BB23 liked Kain's status.

When I plug my right ear with my tragus i hear air(?). What is this?

BB23 replied to the thread Suicidal.

This is insane.

BB23 rated Travis Henry's post Hug in the thread Suicidal.

Euthanasia needs to be legal. My tinnitus has to be somewhere around 135 dB. I get no sleep. All noise is damaging.

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BB23 liked ErikaS's status.

Doing well. Working in a school, grocery shopping, watching TV, can go out to eat. Looking forward to much better summer off than last year.

BB23 liked Pinhead's status.

Reaching the end. I can hear it in the shower now. There is no peace for me now.

BB23 replied to the thread Antidepressants (SSRIs, SNRIs, MAOs, TCAs, TeCAs).

Did they get any of the visual symptoms? Was the product official or compounded? I can't do cocktails that act on the serotonin, dopamine or...

BB23 replied to the thread Antidepressants (SSRIs, SNRIs, MAOs, TCAs, TeCAs).

Yeah, it was the 25-minute one. It was distressing for two specific reasons: I already knew beforehand it was a network disorder. Still, Dr....

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BB23 rated Varda's post Agree in the thread Suicidal.

When I was hospitalized, the nurse would come around at night and make sure we took our benzos. When I didn't need them, I had to remove them from...

BB23 replied to the thread Antidepressants (SSRIs, SNRIs, MAOs, TCAs, TeCAs).

Do you get permanent improvements at all with any of these cocktails, and how much relief do they bring you? Like out of ten, what are the before...

BB23 liked Nick47's post in the thread Antidepressants (SSRIs, SNRIs, MAOs, TCAs, TeCAs).

Go to YouTube and search for "Medication for tinnitus disorder." It's on the TRI Academy channel.

BB23 replied to the thread Antidepressants (SSRIs, SNRIs, MAOs, TCAs, TeCAs).

I have seen many of his videos but have never found one in which he mentions specific neurotransmitters. Can you link me to related videos?

BB23 liked weehiru's status.

Having OCD when you have tinnitus is some cruel joke. Constant noise = constant attention = constant obsession = constant rumination. Ugh

BB23 liked weehiru's status.

And the ability to relax after a long day is essential for me. So life is semi back to my normal Stoner activities in that regard? Lol /2

BB23 replied to the thread Antidepressants (SSRIs, SNRIs, MAOs, TCAs, TeCAs).

Mirtazapine doesn't work like computer code. Even at lower doses, it still hits all these receptors you listed. At higher doses, the stimulant...

BB23 rated dipp's post Hug in the thread Suicidal.

I'm just overwhelmed by this. I had ten days of relief, but now I'm back to hell. Sadly, I now have a well-defined plan to end this. If this...