matt89
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  • Second acoustic trauma four weeks ago. Devastated and seeing no light at the end of the tunnel. Worst symptom aural fullness, ear pressure.
    T is screaming. Who wants my money?
    Sailboardman
    @matt89, you mentioned you are going to try LLLT. There's a whole thread here on the pros & cons. Maybe buy a Lucky Laser and do it yourself? Might be less expensive?
    Sailboardman
    I wish money could cure us Matt! I'd throw all I have into the pot, just to have peace & quiet again!
    The sun is shining. Missing the time where I was lying at the beach hearing music via in-ear phones. Wish it will come back someday.
    Sailboardman
    I'm headed to the beach right now! 85 degrees here and I look forward to the crystal green & blue waters of the Gulf of Mexico! Might even be wind? Wish T could stay home though!
    Physicians can transplant hearts and hands. Tinnitus is a complex condition. Ok I got it, then please do more research.
    When my neighbor wishes me a nice weekend it feels like it's from another world. Have forgotten the value of a weekend.
    R
    I also got t because of a third party, how have you struggled with this in regard? Can you forgive them? Do you hate them for causing so much pain and suffering?
    matt89
    No cannot forgive, but what can I do, indeed nothing. Have nightmares since the accident. Sometimes I think I want to give him a bad injury too. But then I will go to jail and I don't want that especially not with T.
    R
    Does he know what he's done at least/ apologized? I wish you all the best and I hope we can both make peace with the past
    For a moment I thought about eating chili con carne today, my T will like it I guess :D
    Arjen
    Mario martz how long is a spike supposed to last? I'm 4 days in now and I'm starting to think it's permenant.
    M
    Hey Arjen! try not to worry man, i know spikes can be scary, i had one last week, and i couldnt even sleep, but after 5 days it went away, this week has been supeeeer quite! i´ve been able to sleep without masking, remain calm and try to keep your mind busy, you can do it! :D
    Arjen
    Thank you! I will ty to focus on something else
    Where is the cure? We live in the year 2016. Don't want to wait any longer.
    John G
    Language above. Code talkers haha
    Sailboardman
    Matt89, cures for T are a long way off. 10 years, maybe? Live without thoughts of a cure and you'll be better off. I've put it out of my mind completely.
    aniketpatil
    Effective treatment will be in 20 years. Something will come up. I won't die with T hopefully.
    Sometimes when I see happy people I think life's unfair. Then I'm thinking about the cool guys hanging around here and I know I'm not alone.
    Dear Scientists out there. Please help us! We had normal lifes and are suffering now one day after another.
    Starlord
    It's sad that they only really know the textbook definition. But it is so much deeper than that...psychological distress, emotional distress, anxiety, depression, pain, fatigue from not sleeping the same, no solitude of silence.
    Sailboardman
    I think it's gonna take a very long time, before anyone connects the dots. It's a very complex condition.
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