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2049v commented on 2049v's profile post.

@Pinhead, fucking hell man, can't imagine that. Have you had any relief at all at some point? Have you been diagnosed with something?

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

@tomytl, I hope that, as in sudden hearing loss, there will be similar recoveries in acoustic trauma.

2049v commented on SimonRK's profile post.

Even though mine started with headphones, it’s far, far more severe compared to many others who also suffer from headphone-induced tinnitus....

2049v commented on kingsfan's profile post.

I’m in a similar situation. I had a job I liked, colleagues I liked, and a decent income in my own way, but one by one, I lost them all. Now, what...

2049v commented on kingsfan's profile post.

Why do you have to move out? I'm in the same situation.

2049v commented on cjbhab's profile post.

No tinnitus is caused by lottery and we are the "lucky" ones.

2049v commented on 2049v's profile post.

@L along the way, So, has it been severe for 12 years? How have you managed to live with it all these years? Have you used any medications during...

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@2049v I am single, 36. I have some hope of finding new love, and maybe starting a family some day, but for now my own wellbeing deserves most...

2049v replied to the thread Sound Sensitivity and Tinnitus After Craniotomy for Epidermoid and Cochlear Fistula.

I'm sorry to hear about the accident you went through. It must have been a tough and terrifying experience. I hope there hasn't been any permanent...

2049v It’s a very strange feeling to want to die every day because of inner ear BS that no one knows about in 2024. I don't want to live!!!!!!!!!! »

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

@tomytl, no my friend, why would I be bothered by your messages? Talking to people who can understand me reminds me that I’m not bearing this...

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I hope you don‘t feel anoyed by my messages. I really can feel what you are going thru!

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I really hope for us, that our conditions will heavely improve to continue a beautiful live. I was always proud to live a beautiful life with all...

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@Pinhead, I can't believe how yours is that severe man, wtf honestly. No NIHL, no acustic trauma etc. but you're saying that it's the severe type....

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

@tomytl, I feel like you’re a pretty chill guy, man :) Maybe it’s because you live in Switzerland, such a beautiful place, and it gives you peace...

2049v commented on kingsfan's profile post.

Did you have an acustic trauma? Why did it get worse?

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

@tomytl, Rather, it’s like I can’t distinguish them because I hear them along with the other sounds on the street. Especially during my night...

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

@tomytl, But the brain can rewire.” How true is this? Is it just a rumor or can it really happen? Since this started in 2003, there must have been...

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@Pinhead, what was the cause?

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@L along the way, do you have a family? How old are you? Do you live alone?

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@2049v this is the thing i struggle with too, like what is an actual solution for this? And sadly.. nobody has any answer basically. Yes, i do...

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@L along the way, can I ask what do you do? I was looking for some remote stuff but couldn't find anything that I could do. Yes life was a "gift"...

2049v commented on 2049v's profile post.

@L along the way, right now I am not able to work. Also I'm gonna have to get a surgery sooner or later but in the end I want to start working...

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It has been enduring for years, and i find it sad that life is supposed to be a gift, but with this it has been more just about getting through...

2049v commented on cjbhab's profile post.

@cjbhab, wow 8 fucking years man. I don't even think I can live with this that long, at least I hope won't have. I rather die tbh. Can you say...

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I also have a lot of pain and pressure in my ears often now and have SBUTTS with dizziness 4-5 times a day. I have also had TTTS on and off...

2049v replied to the thread Sound Sensitivity and Tinnitus After Craniotomy for Epidermoid and Cochlear Fistula.

First of all, I sincerely wish you a speedy recovery. Hyperacusis’ biggest enemy is “loud” sounds. I am not an expert in this field, but based on...

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

It’s almost like a joke that other people are unaware of these ear problems, constantly partying and being exposed to loud sounds, yet continuing...

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

@tomytl, We know that hearing damage caused to the ear is permanent. Under these conditions, what do you mean by healing? In cases of sudden...

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

@tomytl, do you have family, kids? Do you live alone. In the best case scenario I want to get my citizenship and move to Cyprus or something. I...

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@tomytl, In the past, there weren’t forums and information sources like there are now. Who were the people that “scammed” you, ENT's?

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How did I cope? When I realized the ringing wasn't getting better after 3 days but worse, I was desperate, crying, and wandered in the woods,...

2049v commented on 2049v's profile post.

@Pinhead, do you only have tinnitus or anything else? How long have you been dealing with this?

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

@tomytl, No offense, but right now I’m seriously considering euthanasia. I’ve been stuck in this hell for 3 months. If I had the means and the...

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

@tomytl, When I see people getting upset over silly, stupid things, I can’t help but think, “I wish they would experience this.” I already want to...

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@L along the way, In just three months, it made me regret being alive. My balance is off, my perception is off, I live with this sound 24/7. Every...

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@L along the way, No matter what I do, no matter what I think, nothing works.

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@L along the way, Dude, if it’s been this intense since 2012, how have you survived, how? I really can’t wrap my head around it.

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@Pinhead, Have you been taking something to "manage" it? I don't know what's gonna happen to me man. I want to kill myself every single day.

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

@tomytl, at my breaking point. On one hand, I’m thinking about my surgery, on the other hand, about breaking up with my girlfriend. At the same...

2049v commented on cjbhab's profile post.

Wait what? 8 years... I can't imagine living with this torture 8 years, not even 8 months. Was it severe and contant since it started?

2049v Whether I kill myself or die, please play "Nightcall" at my funeral. https://youtu.be/MV_3Dpw-BRY?si=z4xMinW2uzEjoXme »

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

I’m lost, Tom. I was always grateful for what I had in life, was peaceful and happy. I can’t believe that one day I woke up to something, and that...

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

I can’t sleep because of this shit, and every morning I wake up to this sound, it makes me want to kill myself at that very moment. Mine is a...

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

There is literally almost zero awareness about this inner ear BS. So I think I would suffer more there than here. I can partially mask it...

2049v commented on tomytl's profile post.

@tomytl, No, I am from a city called Izmir. It’s on the west coast of Turkey, one of the best places in the country. It’s the third most populated...

2049v I’m writhing in pain in bed. I had goals, dreams, and plans, but now there’s only pain and torture. »

2049v I’m ashamed of myself for falling into such a situation and writhing in helplessness. »

2049v commented on Pinhead's profile post.

@Pinhead, that's the worst. I hope you will be able to work man. I'm not able right now, trying to survive on benefits. My whole life has changed,...

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@2049v I don't have a choice. It's work or... what? I have no family to move in with or anything. It's just me. I'm close to losing my job...