hello everyone. How is everyone doing? I'm still in the trenches of the hell. It's gonna be almost 8 months and it's still the same as the day it started. I won't ever change I know that. It feels like a fucking joke tbh. I still remember the day 1 as yesterday.
I can say that I'm only alive because I haven't died yet, but I still want better days to come. If I'm not dead, then I don't want to live in constant torment. I'm always trying to escape from tinnitus.
I don't know how long I'll be able to manage this job, but since I'll need to move to a new room soon, I'm trying to hold on to it, at least for now. Tinnitus has ruined my life and continues to make it harder every single day.
@Pinhead,
I'm still in hell, and I'm falling further down rapidly. Unfortunately, tinnitus itself is still torture for me, and the hearing problems I have make my daily life very challenging. I've moved into a new rented room and started a part-time job. Death still seems like the only...
@delta784, wtf man are you serious? I was regretting so much because I couldn't get the steroids at all. I was thinking if I had at the right time I would have gotten better already but you're saying that it made yours worse...