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  • Update, my nerve pain on my ear the icepick stabs stopped after some months. Only occasional jaw pain. T is exactly the same since day 1
    Anyone else have geniculate neuralgia? it just feels like a big joke. tinnitus, and now permanent ear burns and sharp ache from nerve damage
    nothing wrong with teeth and no visible signs of anything. either i have some sort of Neuralgia or tinnitus nerve is further broken.
    out of topic T, experiencing strange sharp stabbing pain inner ear. stiff neck. tonsils hurt too. some kind of neuralgia? dentist check soon
    Anniz
    these electric pain attacks have been going on for a couple of weeks now and never felt this type of pain before , had many infections in the past but nothing like this
    to my previous msg, I have T and nothing changes that (only get spikes from caffeine and aspirin temporarily) but pulsatile T was annoying
    I got pulsatile T a while back, but it got resolved with a micro suction wax removal. So give it a try even if it feels like it can't be it.
    There hasnt been any change in my T since it started. I'm used to it. I'm living a normal life. I hope everyone here can reach the same.
    Having the right people around you makes a world of a difference. My ex couldn't understand my pain. My current partner does. Mental relief
    I always tell people who don't have T that it's like an episode of black mirror. Unexplainable endless loop.
    I quit my nightshift job I got earlier last year. Now I'm back working with music and DJ:ing. My ears are screaming but I wont stop now
    I'm used to my tinnitus now. It hasn't even been a year. What I mean by used to is, I get miserable... But for moments I forget it's there.
    Pretty much habituated. I know it sounds crazy how "quickly" I did, I do hate T, but it's not consuming my enjoyment of life anymore.
    I openly talk about my tinnitus to people since its a new experience for me. at least 1/5 people i meet has it too. Today alone met 2 with T
    I got the job! I didn't have to search for too long and a perfect position for me. Nightshift here I come :)
    interview on monday for a new job. Wish me luck guys, it's nightshift so better chances of a quieter environment!
    Lost my hearing on my left ear twice today for a couple of seconds. Any experiences? New to me.
    quit my job today. No idea what's next. I just can't deal with my tinnitus and that specific work place.
    imagine if human freezing was possible. "wake me up when cure for tinnitus has been made" oh boy..
    Love you all, im not even lying. I hope the universe or God treats you all , we are in the same boat. MY favorite community!!
    @roy1159 im sorry life had to be this way... i know you dont know me, but i'm thinking of you, i wish your family could understand this. :(
    @kuromi When I wake up my T feels like my head is inside a machine but during the day i barely notice it? Is it the same for you?
    Day by Day has never meant to me more than it does with T. Today was tolerant-cry-tolerant day.
    I learned that I have to forgive myself. Producing music was not evil or wrong. It's like cooking and causing a fire, it can just happen.
    Just had a way louder T spike that lasted 4 seconds. I hope that T is not coming or is a sign of anything that can happen. :l
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      buttercake

    It was likely fleeting tinnitus, very common (I used to have it even before my onset)!
    Anniz
    @buttercake I thought it was the passing one yeah. The only difference from before T is that it was this time with T extremely loud compared last time i heard it... but i guess its just how it is eh? thanks for commenting :)
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      buttercake

    @Anniz Yeah it can be very loud (and scary), but it almost always subsides in few seconds/minutes.
    My ears and cheeks near the ear get really hot towards the night. I don't understand it.
    I have neighbours that party with loud music every single day for 2 years. I wouldn't be surprised if they ended up like me soon. *thinking*
    Anniz
    I'm not even kidding. Today is the 6th day in a row from last couple days break they had. And It's also the 4 same songs on repeat. Playing currently - Alma, Chasing Heights. Yes, I can hear the lyrics clearly.
    Good morning! First dream involving T theme. It wasn't a nightmare, just mirrored my feelings in general. New day, new challenges. :eek:
    Now time to watch snowpiercer latest episode and attempt to sleep. Good as possible night everyone!
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