Ava Lugo
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  • I know I should be happy for my coworker but she is 50 pounds more than me with no tinnitus. We are both obese. God why?
    God is a fucking piece of shit no matter what anyone says. He would not allow torment and suffering if he was caring.
    I am so fucking tired of living with reactive T. im trying stuff too like gabenpentin but only works for a few days...
    Hmm let's fucking see...first a year and a half with reactive tinnitus now I'm noticing more eye floaters than ever, what's next??
    Eww music doesn't sound good with reactive tinnitus. It sounds like robots having sex with each other (to me).
    I can't motherfucking believe we only got one life. If we had ten lives left this bullshit wouldn't be as bad.
    One of my best memories is when I went to Apache lake with my dog and dad and listened to music and dranked.
    It is extremely hard to "habituate" to something that severely limits you. Maybe non reactive T you can habituate...
    People whine about how they can't ever enjoy the wilderness again, say waterfalls and crickets MASK their ringing. Give a break.
    Welp after a night of drinking and having a little fun, once I sober up, here I am back in nightmarevill.
    I wish my tinnitus was just tinnitus and nothing else but of course it just HAD to come with special features...
    Lol my neighbors are playing loud music excersising their auditory systems then theres me. Cheers to another hellish year!
    All i want is a pair of healthy ears for Christmas and my life back. Santa is that too much to ask?
    It's unfortunate that healthiness is not contagious. Me and my healthy eared friend kissed yesterday. I only wished I was blessed like him.
    Miss hearing clearly without the ringing tainting it. Hearing is such a beautiful thing. Without it, its like asking a fish not to swim.
    Why does it seem like it's older folks in their 50s with severe tinnitus but young 20s people have quiet tinnitus? Anyone notice this?
    You know what's funny? I've known meth and heroin addicts and they never get T or H but I know healthy people that do! Imagine that.
    I miss the days when I would put my gear VR headset on and turn on music and jam out while being in a fantasy world. Good times.
    I hate having fucked up ears. Jealous of my healthy eared peers who get to do whatever they want!
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