Bob3382
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  • I've been having serious spikes. Discouraging. I've had an ear infection for 2 days. It's making my T unbearable.
    Bob3382
    The Dr said to wait 2 days to see if it goes away on it's own, so not yet. It's making my ear scream.
    cjbhab
    @Bob3382 i had good luck with amoxicillin once. every other antibiotic i tried messed me up immediately .
    Bob3382
    It hasn't gone away so I'm going to try another virtual visit, free on my insurance.
    After having 3 nights of pretty good sleep, the past two nights were "up at 3:30 am, not able to go back to sleep, reading, dozing" forhours
    Over the past days, my T has gotten louder, I think. It definitely is present more of the time. I just hope that it does not continue this.
    4Grace
    ❤️ you mention your friends stop picking up you messages. My heart breaks for you. I know the feeling. For what it's worth. You are not alone in your suffering.
    4Grace
    @Bob3382 - if you have mild days and it comes and goes at times it's real hope that you will get better. I can assure you that with time if it's just T and fairly stable it will get much much easier.
    I am trying to apply 2 Cor 12 and glory in my suffering. I know it is not suffering as bad as many people on here, but it feels like it.
    I actually slept 4 hours straight, then 4 more hours straight. Not really deep, and I did use Unisom, but better than prior days.
    I check the FDA Approvals every Monday for the 4 major types (PMA, 510, HDE, De Novo) of Devices. No Auricle Device approved this past week.
    Discouragement reigns. I am looking to Him, but my T is constant and it is hard to practice the CBT stuff and think other thoughts.
    MindOverMatter
    Keep the faith in better days @Bob3382 They will come. CBT takes time to implement. Its a continuous process.
    Bob3382
    Do you use CBT?
    MindOverMatter
    I do @Bob3382 - it has become a part om me. I went to counseling for more than 3 yrs - where CBT was a major part of it.
    Christ is all I need. This is the hardest trial I have ever faced, but God has been faithful, and kept me from total despair.
    BrOKeN_1
    There will be days it feels like God has abandoned you. Those days are tough yet somehow necessary. May your personal strength carry you through those dark moments. Best wishes.
    SarahMLFlemmer
    Revelation 21:4 ❤️
    4Grace
    @Bob3382 - mine has been a full on spiritual journey. The only problem is that I believe it was to correct all the pride I had in my life. God bless. Stay strong.
    For the remainder of today, I played Pandora the entire day, and barely noticed it. If I shut it off, and just sit, it is milder. Good sign?
    For some reason, this morning, my T was mild. But it woke me after about 4 hours of sleep and I could get no more.
    4Grace
    The word mild is such a beautiful word on here. Always a good sign.
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