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Due to Covid inflammation I was in the ER yesterday. While T makes me suicidal & thought many times but last night I didn't want to go yet. Sep 4, 2024

    1. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      on a waitlist for death except the wait is 50-60 years. maybe i'll be lucky and it's tomorrow.
      Aug 16, 2023
      1. Juliane, gameover, L along the way and 1 other person like this.
    2. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      i don't know which is worse - unable to die or unable to live. both equally miserable.
      Aug 1, 2023
      1. 4Grace, Juliane, gameover and 2 others like this.
      2. hopefuldede
        hopefuldede
        Choose your hard.
        Aug 1, 2023
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      3. L along the way
        L along the way
        man... i can relate... pffft... dunno what to say, but can definitely relate & hoping that time may heal all things
        Aug 26, 2023
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    3. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      13/14 months later, im still waiting and waiting, waiting for a miracle or for death, whichever is sooner.
      Aug 1, 2023
      1. gameover, L along the way, Juliane and 2 others like this.
      2. gameover
        gameover
        I was there and now I am there again.
        Aug 29, 2023
    4. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      well i guess modern medicine has failed me, all left is manifestation...tinnitus i banish you from my existence! be gone now!!
      Jul 26, 2023
      1. gameover, L along the way, SarahMLFlemmer and 3 others like this.
      2. L along the way
        L along the way
        I switched to plant based lifestyle, and also started using lion's mane supplement recently.. since reading that it can help heal neurons and stuff... . I also use benzos for sleep... since sleep has been a difficulty for years now... this condition is crazy.. and we need to have hope but sometimes it feels just too much..... pffft well... what can we say... hopefully one day it goes away
        Aug 26, 2023
    5. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      universe - what do you need me to give up to get rid of tinnitus? shorten life by 20 years? be plant based? be religious? celibacy?
      Jul 11, 2023
      1. gameover, Mo8409, makeyourownluck and 2 others like this.
      2. Jammer
        Jammer
        I already asked and didn't get an answer, which must be the answer.
        Jul 11, 2023
        sakrt, makeyourownluck and gameover like this.
    6. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      Fireworks should be banned. damn wtf. Even can hear it miles away inside.
      Jul 5, 2023
      1. Juliane, sakrt, Ngo13 and 4 others like this.
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      3. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        They aren't banned in my state. They have public fireworks displays in about every community. Then there are a lot of people who shoot off their own in neighborhoods. I suspect I'll be hearing more this week.
        Jul 5, 2023
      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        My cat agrees
        Jul 5, 2023
      5. Juliane
        Juliane
        They should!
        Aug 20, 2023
    7. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      12 months later and still mourning for the life I lost. Still hoping for a miracle.
      Jun 7, 2023
      1. Juliane, Lucifer, Ngo13 and 4 others like this.
    8. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      Dead. Just waiting for my body to catch up.
      Mar 19, 2023
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    Location:
    US
    Tinnitus Since:
    2022: April/May, Exact Timing? DK.
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    no idea, shit luck
    Status: T with H and N @ certain sounds since 2022 April/May. Cutlery sounds are the worst. On and off ear fullness and pressure. Feels like I also have somatic T.

    Timing: Exact timing? DK. Probably closer to May? April 10th was the starting pt, triggering a series of unfortunate events that eventually led to development of T (in the middle of the night). T started in right ear and turned into both ears. Started intermittent only waking up at night then chronic 24/7 around June 2022.

    Cause: No idea. A lot of things going on in April and May. Stressful time. I suspect:

    1) MAIN CAUSE: it was my new (2) tenants from hell moving in. They were loud as beep, constantly slamming doors, partying until morning, and snore like sirens. I probably got some kind of noise trauma from them. Slept for 1-3 hours a night for a good couple of months from their shenanigans. Gave me so much anxiety.

    2) Combination from the ^: a trip to a chiropractor and my whole arm was numbed and bruised after the session. Maybe caused some kind of nerve damage?

    3) Potentially a combination of no sleep, tenant-triggered pain/anxiety attacks, and loud tenants triggered some kind of ear/noise damage and body was unable to recover due to body being in flight/fight even if the noise was not rock concert level. Around the same time, I was exposed to C0vid.​

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