GCS

GCS

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    TIME TIME TIME.... I'm not joking. This almost KILLED ME. I went absolutely insane, but after a year and a half, I feel 98% back to normal.
    BrOKeN_1
    Amen! Time is paramount. Habituation is a slow process. Glad to know your doing well. Remember this if and when you spike. (Hopefully never tho) Time.
    GCS
    I remembered how I felt for a whole year, and that's why I came back to give an update. I felt uneasy, restless, and breathless every second
    Forever hopeful
    It's awful. Always waiting for the other shoe to drop. Today I had two episodes of SBUTT on my left ear. I get them every few months. These lasted a few minutes. Freaked me out.
    GCS
    HI ALL! Long time no see. What helped me? Time... my mind and body naturally learned how to not give a shit and live.
    GCS
    Hello guys, no time long see. So the current status is that 5 days of the week I'm not bothered by T. I'm productive and mostly happy.
    GCS
    Forever hopeful
    Ali video? I couldn't hear anything in the background
    GCS
    @Forever hopeful only young people hear that high frequency. Only my 30 years old friend could hear it, my parents 45+ couldnt year it. My T frequency is ultra high, probably 17kHz
    T
    If it's exactly the same then how can you hear the sound in the background of the video?
    GCS
    Hello guys, I'm back after a long time. Just an update. I feel almost great. My life power and energy is coming back more and more...
    GCS
    Took anti depressant for the 1st time because of T and, I don't want to jinx it but finally, I don't have that weight feeling on my chest
    GCS
    Well, I'm living with this. I still don't feel anywhere close as before, but I got more and more used to the new norm.
    GCS
    Hello everybody, I'm back after 2 months. Sad to see Brian P pass away. I remember him very well, because he was always vocal about his T.
    GCS
    It's not blasting, only let's say 85db for 5 mins.
    NYCGuy
    Don't go to 85db, you are still recovering. I won't go over 60db to be honest. I listen to low music in my car, I like to play safe.
    GCS
    My ears are much more sensitive. If I ever want to listen loud to music in a car, after a song I get an uncomfortable feeling.
    GCS
    Sometimes is difficult as fuck, I know that quiet chilling is no more. But I can still jam to music, and have a great time.
    GCS
    Fuck man... I read so many depressing shit here. I know I'm not as productive as before, but I can still live a sort of happy life.
    GCS
    What the f just happened? I feel like shit the past 2 days. Unbelievable anxiety... why why why?
    Steph1710
    @GCS swings and roundabouts. Those horrible days will become fewer and fewer. You already know you can have good days, so don't feel too down just yet. You've got this buddy!
    GCS
    Aaaahh... it's so shitty to use headphones now for regular use. Traps the T and I hear it even more. Maaan... I fucked up April 23rd 2021
    GCS
    I'm sad to announce that the good streak of days is over. It was good today too but I took a nap and I feel like shit after the nap.
    Flowergirl
    Me too - same thing happened . I had a couple good days , woke up good today took a short nap woke up with what I can screaming but it's loud high pitched noise pretty bad.
    GCS
    But this shit is not finishing me, I'm stronger, much stronger!!! Great fucking day number 4 in a row. LETS GOOO!!!
    GCS
    I was always a super active person, with great body. From 85kg I'm now 110kg. I was crying and depressed every day.
    GCS
    But I'm not finished. I will achieve my goals and have a great life which I already have even with this fucking noise.
    GCS
    I was bullied terribly in school. Had back pain for 1 year so bad that I couldn't move at all and now this noise in my head.
    Flowergirl
    There's bound to be a connection. I just asked for referaal to see a spine/ neck specialist, some days like now idk how we wait yet another day but somehow we do
    GCS
    FUCK YOU LIFE!!! YOU AIN'T FINISHING ME! I'm only 23 years old but I went through so much shit already.
    GCS
    There was never a time when we had silence. You always hear something. Heartbeat, blood flowing, breathing, blinking etc.
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    Kriszti
    If you are able to not focus on it, that's pretty amazing. For others it is not a choice, really.
    Steph1710
    @GCS I love your attitude. I'm the same. I pressed "the fuck it button", and decided I won't let this dictate my life.
    GCS
    I do hear it. 24/7. And it's so high that I cant even show people my T because they can't hear that high. But I don't associate this shit with panic anymore. I never cried and was depressed so much, than this last 8 months in my whole life (and I went through such a bad back pain that I couldn't bend even a bit for a year). So yeah, I just took this punch from life and told that bitch that I'm not done.
    GCS
    Feeling good; day 3. A small annoyance 2 times today for a couple of minutes, but hey, I got tired of feeling sad and shit, so I changed.
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    GCS
    @Wrfortiscue yeah but real acceptance not forced one. Like my brain automatically said that enough of this shit.
    Wrfortiscue
    Haha awesome you're on your way to habituation.
    Wrfortiscue
    Some days I can care less and feel great. Other days it's light/non intrusive and I still focus on the noise and hate everything lol
    GCS
    I don't miss silence. In silence, I only got bored and sleepy. Always played music when silence occurred. Not hearing T is what I miss.
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    GCS
    @Uklawyer hearing sounds and music without T is what I miss.
    Steph1710
    @GCS i totally get what you mean. However, I play my music loooud to cover the T. But my H suffers for it.
    Flowergirl
    I'm suppose to start habituation therapy in June. I wish I felt like it might help. It's bad right now.
    GCS
    guys, I feel good for some reason.
    Damocles
    You feel good because you are becoming an energy thing, with the ability to control every electronic device.
    Damocles
    You are becoming one with the energy that surrounds us.
    kingsfan
    As an empath, I sense you are feeling good right now.
    GCS
    So I hear, smell, and see static. Taste and touch next. Maybe I will become an energy thing and control every electronic device.lol
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