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Everyone I know offline with T deals with it just fine and yet I'm still very miserable. I should be better by now. Wth is wrong with me.
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Tinnitus has been so bad today, very shrill and screeching.
8 months. Still feeling miserable.
Got back to the city. I miss my earbuds and very strongly dislike my loud neighbours.
Yesterday I almost felt normal, now back at the "don't see how to live with this" stage. Never gonna get better.
Right now the overwhelming, numbing, constant fear that it can worsen is worse than the actual level of my tinnitus.
Struggling. One of my sounds went down, the other increased.
Woke up to loud ringing, managed to get back to sleep, woke up again, 2 hours near silence, now back to normal. Everything is so strange.
Apparently my only problem is that I'm not positive enough and by that I caused the tinnitus to myself...
Caved in, took some ibuprofen during the night, because paracetamol did nothing for the 4-day-headache. No spike yet.
How can you live in constant, numbing fear?
6 months. Main sound is slightly better, but I still feel very miserable.
Awful day today. I still don't see any way to live a semi-normal life with T. Even if mine is probably not nearly as bad as some of yours.
Started taking Milgamma, Gingko, Zink. Don't expect much, so surprise me, T! (Positively.) At least I hope they'll boost my immune system.
I should really just accept that I will never get my old life back, which I hated. The irony...
New(ish) sound is like a cuckoo clock and whooshing. Awfully hard to habituate with additional sounds appearing out of nowhere.
My sibling lives in Milan, my family doesn't take COVID serious enough and T is worse after a better day with no reason. 2020 sucks.
5 month anniversary. Still sucks, but today has been a little bit quieter.
New(ish) sound annoys the heck out of me. It's been present for about 2 weeks, but jut reached my tolerance threshold. Go away, please.
Lost the only good side effect of tinnitus, the lack of headaches. I'm too afraid to take painkillers.
My boring sleeping saga: today I slept 5,5 hours, without meds, only waking up once. Doesn't expect to last, but I feel a tiny bit better.
Another sleepless night. When does it get better?
3 month anniversary. Can't sleep. FML.
No sleep today again. Does it ever get better?
NYE is harder than Christmas. Worst year of my life so far. 2020, be kind please.
Definitely jinxed it. Shrillness and pitch is awful again. So very hard to coexist with the noise. No sleep again.
After accidentally cracking my neck yesterday evening, I had total silence. It's back, but quieter. May be bc of the Xanax I took to sleep.
Still not sleeping. I just want to sleep without waking up in every freaking half hour. Don't know how to survive on 3 hours of sleep.
Made my sister listen to the frequency I hear. She lasted 10 seconds.
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