Recent content by Margherita

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    I might have had anxiety-related low level TTTS before my acustic trauma too. It sounds like...

    I might have had anxiety-related low level TTTS before my acustic trauma too. It sounds like working on the psychosomatic aspect of it really helps... The fact that I might have some control over it gives me some hope :)
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    I think I tick all the boxes for TTTS. Am I onto something..?

    I think I tick all the boxes for TTTS. Am I onto something..?
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    Having a really bad H day. Taking a break from this forum to spend some (quiet) time with my...

    Having a really bad H day. Taking a break from this forum to spend some (quiet) time with my parents.
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    How has your T been?

    How has your T been?
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    My T has definitely increased in volume over time but so has my ability to accept it and filter...

    My T has definitely increased in volume over time but so has my ability to accept it and filter it out. I rarely hear it during the day (unless I'm wearing earplugs) but I'm really struggling to sleep with it after this setback. I can't put digital sound on so I have not nothing to mask it with :(
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    @Merlin L thanks for your kind words. I have had some good days over the last 6 months but...

    @Merlin L thanks for your kind words. I have had some good days over the last 6 months but really struggling with this last setback. The fire alarm has made my symptoms so, so much worse - doubt it'll take 2 weeks this time..
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    I can't see myself going back to live music or headphones ever again tbh, but being able to live...

    I can't see myself going back to live music or headphones ever again tbh, but being able to live a normal life without giving my ears a second thought would be the dream. Fingers crossed!
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    So refreshing to hear this, thanks! I've had some very mild noise sensitivity (no T) for years...

    So refreshing to hear this, thanks! I've had some very mild noise sensitivity (no T) for years to be honest - I've been wearing protection at gigs for a while. It was never bad enough to worry me unfortunately, my ears would feel sensitive for a day and then get back to normal. So some damage...
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    I went to a really loud club (well, two clubs within 3 days). I was wearing custom-made earplugs...

    I went to a really loud club (well, two clubs within 3 days). I was wearing custom-made earplugs but they didn't protect me enough. I had very mild H before then (loud gigs bothered me) but I was told it was all anxiety and that I was safe with plugs in. Famous last words!
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    Thanks - I was in the process of starting a new job and buying a flat at onset of my symptoms...

    Thanks - I was in the process of starting a new job and buying a flat at onset of my symptoms. I'm new at work so I can't get time off sick, and I can't lose my job cause I've used my savings for the flat and need to pay my mortgage. Being strong is the only option I have :)
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    I try to live my life normally using protection (double if needed) outside of the house. I have...

    I try to live my life normally using protection (double if needed) outside of the house. I have stopped listening to music or watching TV after my setback though cause digital sound irritates my ears.
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    Luckily both dysacusis and reactive (competing) T have gone. I still have loudness H, discomfort...

    Luckily both dysacusis and reactive (competing) T have gone. I still have loudness H, discomfort in ears, a bit of fullness and louder T. I have found that improvements in H lead to massive improvements in T for me (maybe not actually in volume but definitely in habituation) so I'm hoping that...
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    It's hard to explain.. I think my tolerance has gone down after each setback and it takes a bit...

    It's hard to explain.. I think my tolerance has gone down after each setback and it takes a bit longer to heal, to be honest. I have loudness H with discomfort/burning and aural fullness. Symptoms fluctuated a lot - my last setback actually brought up some new symptoms that really scared me...
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    I have no plans for the summer and I'm just going to avoid loud situations altogether, although...

    I have no plans for the summer and I'm just going to avoid loud situations altogether, although I haven't been to a gig/club or used headphones since January..
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    Hi @Merlin L, My setback was caused by me being overconfident (and stupid) at a loud BBQ. By the...

    Hi @Merlin L, My setback was caused by me being overconfident (and stupid) at a loud BBQ. By the time I realised they turned the music up, my ears were already hurting. I lost a lot of progress, although my H episodes tend improve relatively quickly (2-3 weeks) my T still feels louder. The fire...