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MiaVIL

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Does anyone else have metal banging? Sep 11, 2024 at 9:05 PM

    1. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I would give anything to start a family with my husband. I cannot function with the sounds and sensations of knives in my ears.
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        @MiaVIL - my heart breaks for you. Feel the same way. Mine never lets up. I can barley get out of bed in the am. I feel like I am dying too. Sorry that I am joining your suffering rather then providing words of encouragement. I tried to be positive but this is insane.
        Sep 23, 2023
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      4. 4Grace
        4Grace
        @MiaVIL - in the last two weeks I reached a new level of fear. May God help us. I push myself to go out in desperation in order to save my sanity. Every time I just get worse. Talking to people once helped. I am so scared at this point.
        Sep 23, 2023
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      5. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        @4Grace I am sorry you’re suffering. Please keep praying and visualizing yourself better.
        Sep 25, 2023
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    2. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      There is a solution to every problem. I will not be left living this way. Love you mom. I want you to see me dressed up, smiling & healthy.
    3. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I am not giving up. I have faith in God. I do believe in miracles. I have faith that things can turn around for the better. Love you mom
      1. Mo8409, 4Grace, Juliane and 2 others like this.
    4. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      Mom, I love you more than you'll ever know.
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    5. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I cannot describe one of my T sounds. It's like in my head and it's rhythmic like a bunch of maracas shaking at the same time.
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      2. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        Yeah! I describe mine as buzzing bees, electrical current, pure tone, morse code. Stupidest condition I've ever heard of. Coping with it all better at 8 months though.
        Sep 4, 2023
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      3. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        Sep 6, 2023
      4. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        @MiaVIL Accutane, directly or the withdrawl from it.
        Dec 18, 2023
    6. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I just want to tell my mom that I am happy and healthy again. I am sorry mom. I love you.
      1. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        You didn't do anything wrong. From your post it seems like you may have a chance of this being corrected. Have hope!
        Aug 29, 2023
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      2. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        My mom keeps me alive. She believes I will beat this.
        Aug 29, 2023
    7. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I don't want to die please God help me. I don't want to live with this anymore.
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      3. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        @Utdmad89 13 months in. Depression has lifted some but it's still a battle against my mind every day.
        Dec 18, 2023
      4. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        @SarahMLFlemmer my depression had just lifted after a year then 14 months in my symptoms got worse and now I'm back to feeling suicidal and hopeless.
        Dec 18, 2023
      5. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        @Utdmad89 I am so sorry. I'm fighting the anxiety today since my eyes have opened. It's so hard to go on like this.
        Dec 18, 2023
    8. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      My tinnitus sounds like bugs flapping their wings really fast all around my head and ears. I need help
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      2. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        @DeanD do you think this could be pulsatile tinnitus?
        Aug 28, 2023
      3. SharonBell
        SharonBell
        Mine is buzzing-static electricity in both ears and head. Sometimes it’s like my head is sizzling.
        Dec 18, 2023
      4. SharonBell
        SharonBell
        I get the sizzling sometimes but mine is buzzing-static electricity
        Jan 6, 2024
    9. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      My conductive hearing loss and negative pressure caused my T. I am begging God for a miracle this can heal.
      1. 4alien2
        4alien2
        It looks like eustachian dysfunction. Have you seen ENT for this?
        Aug 25, 2023
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      2. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        Yes I have. Suggesting tubes or waiting it out. I don't know what to do.
        Aug 25, 2023
    10. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I am praying for a miracle to end the buzzing in my head. God please give me my life back. I want to be a mother and do good works for you.
      1. gameover
        gameover
        I want to be a father and husband. God does not care.
        Aug 25, 2023
      2. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        @MiaVIL i hope you get better one way or another.
        Aug 25, 2023
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      3. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        Aug 25, 2023
    11. 4Grace
      4Grace
      Hi Miavil, sorry to hear you are suffering with Tinnitus. It’s only been 3 months so there is so much hope for you. I just wanted to suggest a great success story for you to read. From Darkness To Light from Billie48. It’s very informative. His success story was my favourite. It’s very informative. Tinnitus is unique to everyone so nobody’s negative story will necessarily be your experience. I wish you all the best.
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      2. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        Thank you I am suffering. Hope as in it can fade? I have read stories of it fading out.
        Aug 25, 2023
      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        Hope that the T can fade out or you habituate to the sound. At this moment since you are early on the sound can actually still fade out. I am assuming you are referring to T fading out. :) I know the suffering. For what it is worth, you are not alone in your suffering. We are there with you. I know a lot of people that live very normal lives with T.
        Aug 25, 2023
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    12. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I want to be happy again. I want to be my spunky, healthy, care free self. Please God help me and help everyone.
      1. Sha27
        Sha27
        how r u now Miavil? hope you're doing better
        Aug 30, 2023
      2. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        @Sha27 I am not better. It's static hissing and flapping like thumping.
        Sep 2, 2023
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    Gender:
    Female
    Location:
    Underworld
    Tinnitus Since:
    05/2023
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    TTTS
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